Milk white skin, Kim HeeChul! We love you, Kim HeeChul!
우유빛깔 김희철! 사랑해요 김희철!

Just keep doing what you do best, Heesica, because we love you for it and there'll never be another person who does "바보~!" as good as you <3>because she's a little -



Work it, Heenim. Work. It.



Even though SuJu's going through some tough times, don't worry because ELFs are always here to help you guys through it ! So just keep doing your thing.

^Man, that sounded really corny. ELFs can't always help them with everything (probs because if we even tried to go near them we might get bashed up by their managers. There's always that fear. *coughSHINeeCnbluecough*).

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HanGeng on omona ffa is making me sad ;A;

But this picture was just... win.



I HEART YOU, OMONA.

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I'm sick. It's a chronic disease, and I don't think there's a cure for it. It's called....


For the first time EVER, I watched a WHOLE football match without falling asleep :D /proud. It was South Korea v Greece, and, well, it's SOUTH KOREA so of course I'd watch it through :D I know, I'm so biased xD

For about 2 hours all I heard was "Cha Du Ri, Cha Du Ri again, Cha Du Ri has the ball, Cha Du Ri is moving forward, Cha Du Ri..." I think that was the only name the commentator managed to memorise. Then there were some Park Ji Sung's, some Lee Jung Soo's (which made me crack up because Teukie's name is Park Jung Soo), and then some Chu Young's, some Jung Woo's, but mostly it was Cha Du Ri. I don't mind though, because the guy is AWESOME :)

Actually, the whole S. Korea team is awesome :) (And I know why Park Ji Sung is in ManU now).

And the song is awesome too. Of course it would be, it's SuJu /biased.



VICTORY VICTORY VICTORY KOREA !

대한민국 바이팅!!! ♥

*

I slept on the couch after the S.Korea/Greece game, because I REALLY wanted to watch the England v USA (I've been an England fan since forever, but I never know why) and it was at 4am. My mum bet that I wouldn't wake up.

HAH. Did I prove her wrong ;D

So I woke up at 4, turned on the tv, went half-blind from the sudden glare, grabbed my sister's phone, and tweeted. Glanced at the tv and realised that I don't know half the England players who were playing, just Ashely Cole, Rooney, Gerrard and Owen. Lampard didn't even play, wth. Or maybe he did and I was too drowsy to notice ? /teehee.

Twitter made me miss England's goal /displeased. I was tweeting and then I looked up and they were all screaming and running around the screen and I was like WHAT. HAVE THEY SCORED ALREADY THEY'RE ONLY 7 MINUTES IN WTF DID I JUST MISS THAT. Yeah. I did.

When Green let that goal in I nearly cried. Couldn't scream because I'd probably wake up the whole street so internal screaming was all I could manage. Sigh. Oh well.

And then half-time came and I fell asleep, thinking I could listen. Next time I woke up, the match was over. Go me.

I wouldn't mind doing that again. I reckon everyone should try sleeping on the couch some time in their life because it's awesome. I made a mistake sleeping on the shorter couch though because I'm so long I couldn't even stretch out properly. But oh well, I like squashing myself into corners. It's warmer.

According to the timetable stuck on my fridge, South Korea's game with Algeria on the 14th is at 6.30am... so guess who's waking up early and watching it before going to school :D

Labels: m; squishy, s; world cup 2010

I... am... FREEEEEEE !

*

Monday;
PHYSICS: Hmm, not too bad, could've been better, I'm never going to be an electrician, that's for sure. Glad that I'm not the only one who got a ridiculously huge number of Joules. Not a fail, but didn't do very well either.

ENGLISH: Disappointed. Very. I hate language analysis.

Tuesday;
MATHS METHODS I: ... Easier than expected, but... let's not talk about it :)

Wednesday;
ADVANCED GENERAL MATHS I: Well, thanks to some old papers that I managed to dig out of the cupboard, I've been guaranteed a pass. An A... well, that would be a pleasant surprise. Would be nice, considering all the freaking outs and mental breakdowns and breakdowns in general the night before.

Thursday;
JAPANESE: Forgot some grammatical stuff, but thanks to the dictionary I managed to get them in the end. Possibly the only one who actually finished and had some time left to conteng the back of the paper with Korean. Fingers crossed for a good mark !

VISUAL COMMUNICATION: Fail fail fail. Wayy too many questions for just an hour. The metallic rendering for the teapot was SUCH fail and my shading was off because the pencil was blunt. The ONLY one who finished it, but did a REALLY sloppy job. /displeased

MATHS METHODS II: Did better, I guess, what with the help of the cheat book and calculator, but there was this stupid quartic graph that I only managed to figure out... with 1 minute remaining. Damned calculator. And then there was the stupid angle one where I put the calculator settings to Radians instead of Degrees... so that's 3 marks gone.

Friday;
ADVANCED GENERAL MATHS II; THE BEST PAPER EVER. It's not called cheating when you stick a 2-year-old exam paper into your cheat book... it's not my fault that today's paper turned to be almost exactly the same. I didn't copy, aight. /reassured

So that was the week in very very brief, and I'm going to go rejoice in an episode of You're Beautiful (which I haven't watched for 2 and a half months because I've been studying!).

Oh, by the way, I've got a Tumblr account. Don't ask. It was on the spur of the moment. And I'm already hating it, mostly because of the layout and themes and all. Isn't Blogger so much nicer ? (:

Livejournal, here I come !

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IT'S MAH BIRTHDAYYYY !

Let's see, what did I get ?

. 17x4 punches from evelyn, suelyn, amy and christie [in that order]
. God knows how many facebook wishes... and I replied to EVERY SINGLE ONE. Because I'm a nice kid. /quote hermes "repect weyh, post back their wall one by one."
. 17 cupcakes, instead of a cake, for once [which I iced myself, teehee. it was funnn]
. A forgotten prezzie from Mel. ROFL

I don't usually get presents for my birthday anyway, so I'm not really caring if I do. Though if I DO get any, it would be awesome :) I share my bday with... 4 girls in school and a friend one year younger than me. It's kinda freaky, but oh well.



I'm 17. So why do I still feel like an immature 14 year old ?

Because when I was 14, it was my best year. That's probably why. :)




THANKS TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO WISHED ME ! :D

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Forget your dancing/singing/acting/MCing/trained for years/autotuned idols.

THIS is pure talent.




Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars ?

Labels: k; video, m; squishy, s; music

We caught a rat today. :)

Well, more like last night, but I doubt it because I was still up at 1 and we hadn't caught it yet.

[pause]Ouch, I just bashed my knee on the table. NTS: Don't ever try crossing your legs when you're sitting on a chair.[/pause]

Anyway, we always get rats in the house. Not that our house is dirty - if you see my Mum get going with the vacuum... you'll know the house isn't dirty - but sometimes if we leave the doors open at night they run in. Don't ask me from where. The storm drain 2 houses away from me might be the answer, but I don't want to think about it.

Anyway, couple of days ago we accidentally left the French doors open and... yup, you guessed it.
Lucky no one broke in... well, no person anyway.

Over the next few days that rat little fella - as my dad likes to call it - wrecked havoc all over the house. Just kidding. More like it left some poo here and there, like on the staircase and then in our bedroom. -.-

And then it got hungry and decided to have a little chew on our earphones. I kid you not this time. I don't even want to put them in my ear anymore. My sister did, and she thought she was going to die. HAHA.

When we woke up we ran down to look. It was tiny. And soooo cuteeee. [insert]smiley cute face complete with adored squeals[/insert].

We I named it Maknae. It means baby in Korean. :D

We have this thing with naming rats whenever we catch them. Makes us remember them, I guess.

We set him her it free near the Equestrian Club. Lots of forest-y trees around there. Oh, we also have this thing with setting them free after we catch them. Comes with going to Buddhist Sunday School for two years. I do not kill living things. Especially cute living things.

I wanted to take a picture of it. Just for... memories. :3

But for all it's cuteness, it still had the characteristically long, slimy-worm-looking tail at the end of the small, brown-gray body with the eyes too big for its face.

Can you imagine it?

Labels: m; squishy

In 3 hours and 49 minutes, 2009 will be officially over.

It's been a really fast year. So everyone says. But I'm not everyone. It only felt fast, it wasn't really. I mean, I can totally remember the times that I wished December would come already, so I could come back to Malaysia. The delirious anticipation of holidays.

The holidays were especially fast.

A day of many lasts. The last basketball game until next year. The last day of eating mamak with my friends. The last day of 2009. The last 8th hour of 2009. I could go on forever, but we all know what I'm on about.

I end 2009 with no regrets. Just alot of shouldve's.

Anything special this year?

No, not really. I just made a bunch of new friends, got a guitar for my birthday, got my digital protrait into the school magazine, got an Academic Award in school, ended my squash training career, and played basketball like there was no tomorrow. And got through exams without a scratch (just the tiniest scrape). And found out who my real friends were (gee, that sounds so deep). And played Band Hero for the very first time. And attended 2 marriage registrations 2 days in a row. And started a fanfic (which I wanted to finish before 2009 ended, but no hope now).

Oh, and watched a movie almost alone with an important person. :)

What more could I ask for?

Can I please not go back to Australia?

*Sigh.

So 2009 ends... and 2010 begins. We've finally reached the first decade of the 21st century.

Gosh we're slow.

Slowly healing from the after effects of local anaesthesia. Root canal work is a pain. Not literally, not when I can't feel my left cheek-lip-gum-teeth. Bad english, but who cares?

Just like Christmas. Doesn't feel like New Years Eve.

At least I know there'll be no surprises.

And so I bow out.

Bye 2009.

It was nice knowing you.

[insert heart icon]

All the unsaid words.

Labels: m; festive, m; squishy, s; holiday, s; love

And let the screaming begin.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I BOUGHT SUPER SHOW!!!! AND BIG BANG'S LIVE CONCERT!!! THREE OF THEM IN ONE CD!!! AAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!

*dies.

And now we are nice and calm.

Just have to wait til Christmas for my sis to open it so we can watch it.

Sometimes I hate surprises.

Will have to record her reaction though. :)

*Excited.....!

*

Went to the Curve/Ikano/Ikea/Cineleisure today.

In Ikano I saw this guy dressed as a clown walking around, shoulders slumped. He looked really sad. He also looked younger than me.

I felt really really sad for him. So did he.

Wouldn't you be sad if you were a teenage boy walking around a mall dressed as a clown? Especially if you were hoping to pick up some girls while you were at it. I mean, come on dude, you were wearing more make up then I've ever worn in my life.

Must have been really desperate huh?

-

In The Curve, there was this guy under the Christmas display rotunda who was dressed as an angel. Not just any angel, but a gold one. And when I say gold, I mean GOLD.

Gold skin, gold hair, gold toga, gold wings... and gold tights.

Ick.

I felt even worse for him than the poor boy-clown.

Some people must be really hard up on jobs this time of the year.

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So last night I went to Melbourne Uni to watch this dance performance called maelstrom by flare dance.

One word: awesome

Seriously. It wasn't just hip-hop, there was contemporary and ballet and jazz as well. I loved every minute of it. Did I mention that we went because Daryl is in it? Seriously, he's one of the best. I mean, the boy can dance. And only after taking, what, a year of classes? He even choreographed one of the dances, and even though it wasn't one of my favourites, no doubt it was one of the best. Loved your solo, Daryl! You're awesome! :D

I so want to join when I get to uni. Which means I have to get into Melbourne Uni! And which means that I have to start taking dance classes. Well, I'm not going for squash training anymore next year, so I'll have to take up something else.

I feel excited now.

There was this dance that was realy intense [it was contemporary ballet I think] and at the end the guy kissed the girl on the forehead and everyone, let me repeat everyone went "Awwwww!" It was pretty funny.

OH. Did I mention that about three quarters of the small theatre was malaysian? I felt like I was in Malaysia. Even the dance troupe was mostly asian, [One of the best ones was malay! He was sooo good! :D] there were only like 4 whites and only 2 or 3 whites in the audience. And they were cheering and all, it was so annoying. I felt like yelling "eh, jangan bising!" at them because I was sure they'd understand.

Geez, Melbourne is getting overrun by asians. I don't like it, and I'm asian.

Should have seen all the guys last night! There was this guy who had wooyoung's hair, and his friend looked a little like junho [2PM] and one of the dancers looked like henry [Super Junior - M] and another looked like hankyung and there was this guy sitting in the front who looked like YunHo. Gawd.

Oh, and we saw Paik Jinn [Pn Cheang's son]. My sis recognised him but I'd never seen him in my life so I didn't know. He does look like PQ though. :O

Labels: awesome, m; squishy, s; dance

I didn't go to school today, I've got the flu. And to all those noobs out there, NO, it is NOT H1N1... so don't even let that idea pop into your little cerebellums.

So I'm feeling a bit crappy because I'm sick obviously, but I'm also feeling insanely relieved, because I don't have to go to school and be subject to Tarzan and all her ways that piss the hell out of me.

I mean, at least the animated Tarzan didn't swear, flash others or act like a slut. The Tarzan I know is just disgusting. I mean, seriously, if you just love flashing your undies around and dressing like a slut and thinking you have all that when you most definitely don't, why don't you just walk around naked? Why do you even bother with clothes, Tarzan, when you only wear the bare minimum of it? At least I know what you have in common with the cartoonTarzan, he probably had a head full of dandruff like you and I bet he didn't wash his hair exactly like you. I also bet that he doesn't wash his hands at all, but I bet he doesn't spit all over the place like you.

Oh, and don't ever touch me because I don't want to feel your disgusting hands on me, ever. And I bet the animated Tarzan doesn't go around grabbing food off other people, thinking he knows everything when he doesn't and screaming when a fly flies around his head. Unlike someone. And I have a name, in case you haven't noticed, so the next time you ask me a question by poking me or saying 'Oi', I won't respond. That's your friggin problem.

Sorry, this post just turned into a rant. I didn't mean it to be, but I needed to let it out. D: Tarzan's seriously pissing me off.

I'm sitting in the bedroom, looking out the window, doing parabolas. A couple of hours ago a white butterfly suddenly flew into the backyard and fell straight into a pile of weeds that we'd pulled up. I had a feeling I'd just witnessed my 2nd death of an animal (my first was watching a pigeon get run over. Not a pretty sight.)

It stayed in that pile of weeds for a long time. Maybe around 10 minutes.

I wished it'd get back up, fly away. Why do butterflies only live for around 2 weeks? Something as pretty as them should live longer. But then again, if they did, the risk of them getting caught and pinned to a board might be higher.

So I stared at that pile of weeds, willing that butterfly to get back up.

I watched the wind blow the white wings around, just visible above the green.

That was when the pretty white butterfly flew up and landed on the rosemary bush just to the left of it.

I cheered. Out loud. Thank God my mum wasn't in the house :P

And then I watched that butterfly fly away over the roof of the neighbour's house.

So, a happy ending.

Doesn't it make you wish that wishing hard enough could bring someone back from the dead?





Hey.

A new story concept!!!! :D

Labels: m; sick, m; squishy, m; xyz, s; rant, w; cold

Here's my new layout!!!!!

Leanne helped me choose between two of the ones I really liked, so I'm forever debted to her. :D I'm helping her choose one too, anyways.

I really like this!!!! I can't stop admiring it!!! And it's taught me soooo much html in a day, it's not funny. I'm not a noob anymore! Yay!

I had to revert back to the old template for a while because I forgot all my links... so now I have them all written down, I just have to re-type them in. I haven't put in my playlist yet because I still have to update it. :P

Leanne and I decided to do something crazy! We decided it last night! We're going to do a cover! Of どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう (aka Doushite aka Why did I fall for you) by DBSK! My first ever cover! If I don't do something before that though, I'm still trying to play 21 Guns. Might do a cover for that. :)

Watching ANTM atm, it's awesome so far. :D

And chatting with shuriken, it's so fun. We're calling each other Kay and Why now, for reasons I would not divulge in this public blog.

Oh, and I've decided to end each post with either a quote or a picture, simply because I feel like it. If I can be bothered, that is. (:

"A hug is like a boomerang. You get it back straight away.

Labels: m; crazy, m; squishy, m; xyz

Yesterday was out Year 10 Social (which is like a dance)! I really liked my dress but I would have liked a less puffy one, haha. Wore the same one as the one I wore to my cousin's wedding in July, but who cares? Wasn't going to get one just for one night.

You should have heard me yelling at my mum when she started putting make up on me.. I was really only thinking of putting some eyeliner and eyeshadow... but she made me sit down and started putting all the powder on me and I was just screaming "What are you doing?! What's that?! I don't want foundation!!!! No, I don't want blusher!!!!" It was kinda hilarious. Then she (finally!) ut some eyeliner on... and I couldn't stop blinking when she put it on, LOL. I was expecting the worse when I looked in the mirror but I really couldn't see any difference in my skin tone. HAHA!

Then I asked her for more eyeliner (because I'm such a noob I can't put it on myself).

I got to school REALLY EARLY. Yes, it was in school. It wasn't half bad though. I called Christie and Suelyn but they were on hiatus or something, haha. Thank god Mel was in the carpark so we met up outside with Louise because NO ONE WAS THERE YET. -.- I was shivering, either from the cold or I was nervous (?). NO idea.

Then Mel realised she forgot her ticket, HAHAHHAH!!!!! Lucky they had her name down so they let her in. She's damn lucky.

When everyone finally came, it was kinda awkward.. ONE because I don't usually dance in front of other people and if I do, I'd preferably wear trousers or shorts LOL. And TWO... I was just awkward. :D

They announced the prize winners about 3 quarters through the night. Louise won best dancer! I had a feeling she would, since she IS a dancer. :D But of course she had to prove that she deserved it. I left my group and hung out with Cass and Mel's instead and we went crazy. As in jumping up and down, screaming, yelling out the lyrics etc.. and it was FUN.

Then they played 'Single Ladies' by Beyonce, and Louise did the whole dance. What you see in the actual video clip was what we saw live. IT WAS SO AWESOME!!! Lousie should so try out for So You Think You Can Dance... we'd all vote for her, LOL.

So all in all it was a pretty great night.

And I've learnt that I don't NEED to wear lipstick/gloss on my alread red lips. :D

Labels: m; crazy, m; fun, m; squishy

I can safely say that being persistent in whatever you want... you'll eventually get it. It might take a few hours, or maybe a few days,even weeks or even years, but you'll get it. I know. I've had experience in persistence... in 2 cases. And they've both paid off.

You couldn't call this a fairytale ending, because the fairytale hasn't started yet. But I know that this is the start of something extremely interesting.

I can't wait! :D

After worrying, thinking, googling, facebook-ing, I've finally got the information that I wanted, and hell do I feel relieved. Even though I could count as a kind-of stalker right now, I don't care. In fact, I keep smiling.

Because now I don't have to let go.

I can do what I want without worrying about time.

At least for a while anyway. (:

Damn, my internet has disconnected so I don't know if this will publish or not. If it's up, you now it worked.

EDIT: Hey, my internet's connected now! So it will publish! LOL!

Labels: m; squishy, m; xyz

Well, for starters, I freaked out last night because I found out that I'd left my science notes in school. And ended up screaming on msn with 3 of my friends, including Leanne and Arif. :D Sorry Arif if I made you feel bad!! (Though I didn't mean you to be! Hope you were kidding xD) And then I got to school (didn't even try studying on the train coz Ajaye was there and it was pretty hard to concentrate) and tried some last minute studying during lunch but it didn't work coz Bonnie and I were watching Mel work some Photoshop magic. :D

And then when we got to Science, no one put up their hand when the teacher asked if were ready, so the test has been postponed to tomorrow! (: Thank godddd! (:

W-ell, today I did the most courageous thing I've ever done in my life. I said hi to shuriken! Omg! I must have been high on something, I didn't even feel nervous. Or stupid. I was talking to a friend when I saw him so I said 'Be right back', walkd right up to him, gave his shoe a small nudge with mine and said hi!

It was even freaking awkward, probably because I was crazy.

I AM FREAKING CRAZY!

That was the best part of today!! *Dies* I guess I was preparing myself to say hi to Lime. I hope I get to!!!!!!! I don't want to let go without saying hi!!!! ):

Labels: m; crazy, m; squishy, m; xyz

I'm treading on dangerous territory right now.

BUT.

I feel so happyyy right now. (:

Well, for starters, I won my final match yesterday, so that means I am now ranked 7th in Victoria! :D I won 3-2. I though it was just a 4 setter, but it was 5. D8 I won the last set 9-0. LOL. The ref and marker didn't even realise it was 9-0 until I asked them for the score. Ahahahha. I played this New Caledonian girl. All the Victorian parents were rooting for me. O.o

And when I said in my last post that the South Aussies were loud, that was an understatement. The New Caledonians.... let's just say they broke the sound barrier. LOL! I couldn't even hear the score, and my opponent didn't understand English. == They speak French in New Caledonia (it's like in the Pacific).

Anyway, after that my legs felt so stiff I had difficulty getting in and out of the car. AHAHHAHAHA!!! I'm so unfit right now! D: Should go for more jogs.

*

So yesterday I had this super awesome convo on msn with Shuriken. (: Which is another reason why I'm super happy! And right now, only LEANNE KNOWS WHO SHURIKEN IS! :D Which feels good, because now we can trade secrets. I think. (: I think we're closer than before, Leanne and I. This is why blogging is awesomeee. :D

Anyway (I get sidetracked easily), as I was saying, Shuriken and I had this super-massively-random convo on msn. Ahahahhaha. We were writing backwards because we were both bored since there was noone else online (it was like 11.30pm). It was sooo fun! Ahahaha, I've gone crazy, haven't I? ==

I'm ready for a surprise! Aren't you? (:

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Random title much? I just thought of it on the spot. Funnn...! :D I'm feeling randomistic. :) Meh, two more weeks to holidays, then unspeakable happiness. Then... w-ell, as my last post said, the crystal ball remains foggy.

But first, there's tomorrow to get through. Then the next day, then the next, then the next, then the next, then the next, then the next..... for two weeks. D: Doesn't seem so close now that I've counted out the days. And I did not copy and paste that sentence. I have better things to do than press ctrl+c and ctrl+v... type them out! ;)

Feeling happy today because I didn't get scolded once, I had an awesome science presentation during science (duh) by people from Melbourne Uni and I made a game in one Multimedia lesson! Wootles! Oh, and I got the top spot for our English exam. Shared with Chrisie though, but still... I'm the one who got full marks for the essay! :D And then almost failed the langua analysis. xD

I don't usually blab my marks here, but I feel the need to today. English is probably my best subject now, after Japanese. :)

Labels: m; hilarity, m; squishy, m; xyz, w; winter

Okay, and extremely quickie post. Oo If I ever do quickie posts. On the 11t of April, which is like 4 days ago we went to watch Cirque De Soleil. It's like the most awesome-est acrobatic show ever. Anyway, we weren't allowed to take pics in case the acrobats got the flash in their eye and fell and died or something but we got loads (ok, not loads) of pics in the refreshment and purchases tent. You can see them on top of this post. (: So cool!! And go to youtube and type in cirque de soleil dralion and some really awesome stuff should come out. (:

OK, gotta go now, gonna go watch American Idol!! Can't wait to see what Adam and Chris have this week!! Gotta love those two, they're awesome. (:

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