I be watching England v Germany. Germany leading 1-0, 31 minutes in.
Stupid ref got in the way, and England lost the ball /displeased.
AAAAH NEARLY GOAL. Damn. COME ON ENGLANDDDD.
Yeah, Korea lost. I'm -
OMG ANOTHER GOAL FOR GERMANY. WTF ARE YOU DOING, ENGLAND ?!
Anyway, about Korea. I'm disappointed, but proud that they managed to get into the top 16. I mean, I don't see Australia making it that far, or Malaysia even making it into the draw. At least we got a ref in though xD
In my heart and in my head, KOREA HAS ALREADY WON.
Now it's down to Japan to make it into the final :)
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I did my first -
GOAL FOR ENGLAND ! WOOOOOT !
OMG ANOTHER G- Wait. WHAT. THAT WAS IN, YOU STUPID REF ! IT WAS SO CLEAR !
Tonight was fun. I started chucking my (imaginary. Don't be like Keefe and think it's real) poodle at random people - THINK WHITE CHICKS "Yo, hold my poodle" - and got some pretty awesome responses.
In nutshells: Arif: /drops poodle Howie: /drowns poodle Danny: /runs away Ken: ahahah wtf do I look black to you ?!
Members leave all the time. I mean, bands can't stay together forever. Like WonBin. He left, and there wasn't much fuss. And Jay. I'm not saying that THAT wasn't fuss-free, but we've all accepted it.
Right ?
It's not ok.
Because Super Junior isn't a group or a band. Super Junior is a family. And families don't just abandon each other like that. They don't. They just don't.
Silence from the boys for two days. Nothing from their Twitters. Nothing at all. Is it because they're so numb they've got nothing to say ? Or are they just forbidden to say anything at all ?
Will they never see each other again ?
Is this how it all ends ? Just like that ? Did he even get to say goodbye ? One last hug, one last cry before he left ?
And the inevitable question: Will HeeChul ever see him again ?
My mind's reeling. This can't be happening. It can't. Isn't Wasn't Super Junior supposed to be forever ? Or is this the end ?
If they try to add another member in, they'll be making a huge mistake. Even if Suju is 12+2 now, it's better than trying to get 13 again, when they'll never be 13 again.
Not when HanKyung isn't there.
No.
That place will always be for him. Always. And nobody can ever take that away.
I can't believe Korea lost 4-1 to Argentina. I mean, I was half expecting them to lose anyway, but not THAT badly. /displeased
Watched Japan v Netherlands last night, and they played a way better game than Korea. Even though they lost 1-0. At least it wasn't an own goal. *cough Korea cough* Just hope that they win the next one against Nigeria (which I won't be able to watch because I'll be in school). THEY'D BETTER PUT CHA DU RI IN THIS TIME. Geez.
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They shouldn't give us one week off and then two weeks of school and then two weeks of holidays. People get lazy.
In fact, I haven't done a scrap of work in 3 days. Make that 4, because I was too busy yelling I LIKE YOUR BEARD to everyone during methods and advanced general on Friday. And on Friday I was out. Saturday I was out. Today I woke up at 12. Latest EVER.
I can't be bothered going to school anymore.
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Why has SS501 finished promotions for Love Ya when Super Junior's still Bonamana-ing ?
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I like Code V.
I just wish that allkpop people wouldn't be so biased. Give them a chance, they've debuted twice already. And they're amazing live, unlike some people.
I tried finding stuff on them/Bless (former name) and I found zilch. And whatever happened to A'ST1, SMASH, DNT, R-EAL ? Makes me sad when rookies don't make it. ):
Evelyn, being Evelyn, wrote 김종현 on my sheet of paper (because she's obsessed with JongHyun and with drawing on my sheets of paper/books). So I just completed the list and wrote out all the SHINee names (in Korean, duh).
And because I was in the flow, I wrote out Super Junior. I tried to get it in order, but I failed. Miserably. Couldn't remember whether YeSung was older than Kangin and ShinDong and forgot SiWon was after DongHae. But that's not the worst part.
I counted all the names.
And ended up with 12.
So I counted again.
And still ended up with 12.
Went through all the names.
And still ended up with 12.
"What about that Chinese guy, what's his name again..."
"OH SHIT ! HANKYUNG ! I FORGOT HIM!"
"Geez, just because he's not active anymore doesn't mean you have to forget him."
"You don't even know his name... -.-"
I'm the worst Super Junior fan in the world.
The stupid boy better come back soon because everyone's going to end up forgetting him.
Get over it. Just GET OVER IT. Okay, you don't know her anymore. Guess what, maybe you never knew her in the first place. Maybe it's YOU who changed, not HER. Maybe she didn't change at all, you're just using it as an excuse because inside you have an entirely different motive.
Yes. We're not all blind.
Do you think YOU didn't do what you're supposedly accusing her of doing ? Pfft. You were just as bad, if not worse.
See, long time ago, I had this group. We promised eternal friendship, that we would be together forever no matter what. Well, didn't happen. In the very same year that we promised eternal friendship, we split. The common case of "I don't like you so I don't want to hang out with you anymore. So you can take your sad pathetic group - or what's left of it - and sit over there in the corner."
I took sides. At the same time, I didn't take sides.
I scuttled back and forth between each camp. I hung out with the excluded ones because I didn't think it was fair. And it wasn't fair. And I was the one who took them in in the first place. So I'd stick by them no matter what. And when I said that, I meant it.
I worked like crap to stitch back that giant crevice. And it worked. Kind of. There was still discrimination, but no one dared to show it. Apart from those two. Those two who pissed the crap out of me because one of those two happened to swear eternal friendship with me, only she'd ditched me. But nevermind. I had the others.
I won't lie, I felt like the leader. And the other one felt like the leader too. So there were the both of us, vying for leadership in the one group, while being leader to our split groups. But while the other one was trying to split the group even more, I was trying to prevent that. Sounds like good v evil huh ?
Pfft, in my dreams.
When I left, they promised me that they'd stay forever as one. That they'd never break up, for my sake.
Hear my big belly laugh.
It goes like this: If L1 is there, there's definitely going to be A1 and A2. If the people above are there, W will def be there. If W is there, then there's no S1. If A1 is there, then there's no S2. If there's no S2, there's no M. And L2 just doesn't really care xD And there's just no one for S3.
I know, I just made it SO obvious who these people are, but I don't care. Because when I went back in December, they all got together and acted like nothing was wrong. And I was blind.
When I was down I told myself I was the glue that held them all together. But I was kidding myself. I was just trying to deceive myself into thinking that I was important. And then I got told that I WAS the glue.
Come up with your own ideas. Stop stealing off me.
Yeah, I should be feeling flattered or something that you're using my words and you're trying to be something like me and all, but I'm not. It's just annoying.
I'm sick. It's a chronic disease, and I don't think there's a cure for it. It's called....
WORLD CUP FEVER
AND I'M PROUD OF IT.
For the first time EVER, I watched a WHOLE football match without falling asleep :D /proud. It was South Korea v Greece, and, well, it's SOUTH KOREA so of course I'd watch it through :D I know, I'm so biased xD
For about 2 hours all I heard was "Cha Du Ri, Cha Du Ri again, Cha Du Ri has the ball, Cha Du Ri is moving forward, Cha Du Ri..." I think that was the only name the commentator managed to memorise. Then there were some Park Ji Sung's, some Lee Jung Soo's (which made me crack up because Teukie's name is Park Jung Soo), and then some Chu Young's, some Jung Woo's, but mostly it was Cha Du Ri. I don't mind though, because the guy is AWESOME :)
Actually, the whole S. Korea team is awesome :) (And I know why Park Ji Sung is in ManU now).
And the song is awesome too. Of course it would be, it's SuJu /biased.
VICTORY VICTORY VICTORY KOREA !
대한민국 바이팅!!! ♥
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I slept on the couch after the S.Korea/Greece game, because I REALLY wanted to watch the England v USA (I've been an England fan since forever, but I never know why) and it was at 4am. My mum bet that I wouldn't wake up.
HAH. Did I prove her wrong ;D
So I woke up at 4, turned on the tv, went half-blind from the sudden glare, grabbed my sister's phone, and tweeted. Glanced at the tv and realised that I don't know half the England players who were playing, just Ashely Cole, Rooney, Gerrard and Owen. Lampard didn't even play, wth. Or maybe he did and I was too drowsy to notice ? /teehee.
Twitter made me miss England's goal /displeased. I was tweeting and then I looked up and they were all screaming and running around the screen and I was like WHAT. HAVE THEY SCORED ALREADY THEY'RE ONLY 7 MINUTES IN WTF DID I JUST MISS THAT. Yeah. I did.
When Green let that goal in I nearly cried. Couldn't scream because I'd probably wake up the whole street so internal screaming was all I could manage. Sigh. Oh well.
And then half-time came and I fell asleep, thinking I could listen. Next time I woke up, the match was over. Go me.
I wouldn't mind doing that again. I reckon everyone should try sleeping on the couch some time in their life because it's awesome. I made a mistake sleeping on the shorter couch though because I'm so long I couldn't even stretch out properly. But oh well, I like squashing myself into corners. It's warmer.
According to the timetable stuck on my fridge, South Korea's game with Algeria on the 14th is at 6.30am... so guess who's waking up early and watching it before going to school :D
So I've managed to get a decent-looking tumblr skin (:
And then I went to Alia-chan's blog and discovered that she has tumblr too. So yeah, the usual, click on the link, wait for it to load... OH CRAP WE HAVE THE SAME SKIN. /sigh
Oh well, who gives a crap.
And I've only been working for 2 days, but I'm already going to take a break from all the icon-making. I've made a total of 17 in two days. Yes, you read right. If I keep going I'm either going to a) Die from exhaustion b) Start getting a lack of inspiration or c) Cry from the lack of appreciation of all my hard work.
So methinks a break is well-deserved. I'm pathetic.
And I wish I could stop having freaky dreams involving my friends in never-going-to-happen situations. My dreams have started to gain creeper status ㅇㅅㅇ
I just had one of those "Why the hell am I doing this...?" moment. Just when I'm in the process of getting a livejournal. Fitting, no? Do I really need a livejournal for my fanfics... ?
The obvious answer is yes, because blogger + fanfics does not = popular.
... Need to think about this. WHERE'S TAMAKIIIIII ㅠㅅㅠ
Have been listening to SS501's Destination and CNBlue's Bluelove for 3 days straight. And you wonder why I get sick of my songs so fast.
Monday; PHYSICS: Hmm, not too bad, could've been better, I'm never going to be an electrician, that's for sure. Glad that I'm not the only one who got a ridiculously huge number of Joules. Not a fail, but didn't do very well either.
ENGLISH: Disappointed. Very. I hate language analysis.
Tuesday; MATHS METHODS I: ... Easier than expected, but... let's not talk about it :)
Wednesday; ADVANCED GENERAL MATHS I: Well, thanks to some old papers that I managed to dig out of the cupboard, I've been guaranteed a pass. An A... well, that would be a pleasant surprise. Would be nice, considering all the freaking outs and mental breakdowns and breakdowns in general the night before.
Thursday; JAPANESE: Forgot some grammatical stuff, but thanks to the dictionary I managed to get them in the end. Possibly the only one who actually finished and had some time left to conteng the back of the paper with Korean. Fingers crossed for a good mark !
VISUAL COMMUNICATION: Fail fail fail. Wayy too many questions for just an hour. The metallic rendering for the teapot was SUCH fail and my shading was off because the pencil was blunt. The ONLY one who finished it, but did a REALLY sloppy job. /displeased
MATHS METHODS II: Did better, I guess, what with the help of the cheat book and calculator, but there was this stupid quartic graph that I only managed to figure out... with 1 minute remaining. Damned calculator. And then there was the stupid angle one where I put the calculator settings to Radians instead of Degrees... so that's 3 marks gone.
Friday; ADVANCED GENERAL MATHS II; THE BEST PAPER EVER. It's not called cheating when you stick a 2-year-old exam paper into your cheat book... it's not my fault that today's paper turned to be almost exactly the same. I didn't copy, aight. /reassured
So that was the week in very very brief, and I'm going to go rejoice in an episode of You're Beautiful (which I haven't watched for 2 and a half months because I've been studying!).
Oh, by the way, I've got a Tumblr account. Don't ask. It was on the spur of the moment. And I'm already hating it, mostly because of the layout and themes and all. Isn't Blogger so much nicer ? (:
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IN ABSTRACT
"It won't work. It just won't work."
"Can't you try to be a bit more positive?"
"Fine, I'm positive it won't work."
- Charlotte's Web
Kpop nutshell
ss501; super junior; big bang; dbsk; epik high; u-kiss; ze:a; shinee; 2pm; cnblue; ft island; 2ne1; mblaq; b2st; after school; brown eyed girls; g.na; 2am; infinite; code v; miss A.