I think people who do this are usually hard-core-nutcases, but who cares? I do it for my diary too. ;P But I was late because I entirely forgot about it (sorry!) so here goes...

BIG BREATH.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

To my blog!!!! :D

It's birthday was on May 6th (3 days after mine!) and I totally forgot about it. SO 25 HAPPY BIRTHDAY's for everyday I missed it.

*Phew*

I lost count halfway and had to do it again. ;)

Lots of thanks to my dear bloggie, who had to bear my random rants and posts that make no sense whatsoever except to myself. (: And thank you for letting me change your design over and over and over again... and thank you for teaching me some html! :D

So just wanted to say...

I LOVE YOU BLOG!!! ♥

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I need a break.

A long hard break.

I'm sick of doing all this useless crap, none of it ever matters anymore.

What would the point of all this be when you'll never write another word of it in your life ever again.

So screw this shit.

I'm doing Science. ;)

You have eyes, yet you can't see.
They're perfect vision, yet they're blind to me.
Rain falls yet you can only feel.
Feeling the seen, never the unreal.
I'm right here, I'm still waiting.
But I'm just a blur in the world, smudging to fading.
They've always been there, made to see.

So tell me, can you see me?

I know I'm being unreasonable. Sorry.

But let me do this on my own.

I don't like thinking about what could happen once you two get to know each other.

Let me do this on my own.

And who knows what kind of friendship you two might have when I would be blaming myself for it.

Sorry.

Sorry.

Sorry.

But I found 手裏剣 first.

You won't be stealing my 手裏剣 anytime soon.

I'm desperate.

I've been working on this damned History assignment the whole day.

I've been talking to the one person I've been waiting to talk to almost all week.

And I'm not getting replies.

WTF I'm going crazy!!!!

I can't even spell the Great Depression right!!!!!

I want answers!!!!!

Thank God for Shuriken. He's always there for me. (:

Ok, weird title, but I don't know if anyone in Malaysia has heard of it yet. It's a movie about the Holocaust (and if you don't know what THAT is, you're totally disconnected to the world). And it's freaking sad!!!!!!!!! If you're planning on watching it, make sure you have a packet of tissues like Suelyn. But she only had that huge packet of tissues because she had a cold anyway. :D We watched it yesterday...

But let's just tell about the events leading up to actually watching the movie. :P

So after a drama-packed lunch, Suelyn, Christie and I grab our bags and head to the lecture theater... and then Ms Minn (our History teacher) tells us to catch a bus to Southland (the local mall) and meet her outside the cinema at 2.50. So yea, nothing wrong with that. :D

Then we got outside. Without blazers.

GAAASSSSPPPPPP.

Ms Minn said we didn't have to wear blazers!!! It felt awesome. :) Sarah ran across the road to check the bus time (because there are THREE bus stops opposite school) and that one came in 12 minutes. So Cassie and I sprint down the road to the other bus stop to check the time there while Sarah sprints to the one on the other side of the road. Cass decided to drop her bag while we were running so it landed on my leg. And it weighed a ton. xD

We got the one that Sarah was looking at since it came in 6 minutes. When we were gonna cross the road, the school van comes up and Ms Merrick and Ms Jarvis are in there staring at us. I ran across the road laughing because Ms Merrick was just glaring at us because we weren't wearing blazers. Ahahahah.

So the bus came, we all got on. We were like the only ones on the bus. Woot! It was Ellen, Sophie, Cass, Hana, Sarah, Charlotte, Christie, Suelyn and me at the back. It was funnnn. I went super high. Like at House Music. :D We started waving at this guy in the car next to us and he waved back. Then he stuck his tongue out. And we all went, um... okay. And we stopped waving and ignored him. xD

When we got to Southland, we went to the cinema then while the others went to McDonalds, I followed Cass to Aldi because she wanted to get... grapes. LOL. It was funny. She was like
"I want grapes, I want grapes, I want grapes." and people started staring at us. Ahahahhaha. Then we kept on going back and forth to the sweet booth because she couldn't make up her mins what she wanted. :D In the end she got one of those huge lollipops and 2 packets of musk sweets. They taste really weird. O.o

When we finally got back to the others, I tried dragging Cass with me to the toilet but she went to buy a drink. xD She went on a food-shopping spree. For a movie. Anyway, Suelyn went with me because, to put it in her own words: "Just to make sure you don't get raped." Umm... thanks? xD

Then we gave Ms Minn the money for the tickets, she got the tickets, then Charlotte, Suelyn, Christie and Sophie decided they wanted to get something from McDonald's. OMFG. We went back and forth from that place like 5 times.

We were in like gold class!!! Well, something like gold class. Maybe a level lower than gold class. BUt the seats were niceeeee... (: Plus there were only like 7 other people in there with us. Cassie was so LOUD. I think she had a major sugar rush. xD

The movie was freaking sad. Won't spoil anything, don't worry. :D Not ashamed to say I teared up a bit. So did Ms Minn. Hehehehehe. When it ended no one really knew what to do. I swear. We all sat there until the credits finished. Really!!! It was pretty funny. Christie and I were like wtf... what do we do now. It was actually really funny!!!

I never really watched a sad movie before so I didn't know what to do. Like when I watched the Dark Knight, just walked out. This time it was like... didn't know what to do.

All in all, it was a fun day and I didn't have Maths! ;)

Blogging is SO addictive... which is what I just told Leanne, but I felt like I HAD to write it here too. :D And about half an hour ago I came here to check up on my blog (you know, Cbox, pageviews, that sort of stuffs) and it was at 666!!!!!

*Horrified Gasps*

I guess this confirms the hypothesis that I'm evil. <- I've gone all scientist-y. Evil Scientist-y. Muahahhahahhaha.

In relation, to the title, it's my freakin voice that has cracked. == I so wasn't programmed to be a singer. But loves it anyway! (:

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So yea, today I stayed back for Mackellar (yes, to all you Malaysians reading this, it DOES sound like a funny name, but it's a rumah name. Like... Merah, Biru, etc) House Music practice (because we don't just have Hari Sukan for inter-team competitions, we have singing and swimming too!) and if you remember in おちて, I was saying that I left my P.E (pjk) bag in M1 and we had to run back to get it....

Yes, you got it folks!! I, the klutzy-forgetful-oblivious-as-ever person that I am, had to run back to M1 to get something I forgot.

No, this time it wasn't my full PE kit, just my gloves. My-brand-new-worn-only-for-a-week-hobo-gloves.

So I left Sophie (again!) and had to run back again... luckily I checked my bag when we were still int school grounds. And it wasn't in M1!!!! == Probably because I took it off there to play the piano, but we moved to the lecture theater after that... so I had to run after Sophie (a different Sophie!) and asked her since she as in M1, but no one saw it.

Dammit.

So runnnnn to the lecture theater (my squash coaches would be so proud of me building up my stamina!) and Evelyn just came out and she didn't see them either. So I walked back to Sophie thinking of ways to tell my mum I lost my gloves when I look through my bag and there it is!!!!!

Greatttttt.

Did my gloves HAVE to be the same colour as my bag?! Oh well, only God knows I needed the extra sprints. :D

House Music is tomorrow!!!! I'm freaking out!!! This is why I'm thankful I'm tall-ish (No Ken, doesn't mean I'm kiddyish!!!) I get to stand in the 2nd row.. woot! Hate the first row. Feel so exposed. :D

Okay, gonna go finish up my History assignment and neaten it up. (:

And listen to my newly sent Tokio Hotel songs!!! Thanks so much Mel!! *bows to your greatness* we're gonna have to work hard to make Eliane and Brooke addicted to TH!!!! :D

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I feel incredibly jumpy right now.

I should be doing my history assignment, but my mind is twisted in so many knots I don't know what to do anymore.

I can't believe I did what I just did.

Why do I keep signing in and out of msn and logging on and off Facebook???

It's like I'm desperate for a reply.

Maybe Wen is right.

I always feel a bit down in the dumps when I remember stuff from primary school that no-one else remembers. I mean, I might mention something (like I just did with Danny boy) and he doesn't remember and I doubt anyone else would because there were only 2 other witnesses, and I know they have the shortest memory in the world, since they're guys.

WHY do guys have the worst memory ever???

And that leads me to a rant on one of the guys who witnessed the... um... "incident". Clinton Lee!!!! :D

It's so hilarious. I've known him practically my whole life yet I don't know the first thing about him. Like an unknown source said, "He lives in his own world". Couldn't have said it better myself (no offence Clinton).

Ok, so I'm not being specific to why I actually miss the old Clinton Lee. The old Clinton Lee was the Clinton Lee I knew in standard 6. The one who we used to fight with for the chair under the fan just for the heck of it. None of us were really that desperate for the fan. The one who complained when Yan coloured in his character on in our failed comic (but successfully turned book!) completely brown. I remember these things SO vividly. In fact, I can remember him right now saying "EH, why are my baju the same colour as the door?!"

And I can still remember when we played "Jadi" around the whole school and he and I and 2 other guys were hiding on a hill, behind a giant bush when one of the teachers spots one of the guys poking out from behind the bush and starts yelling at us. So Clinton half runs half falls down the hill, sliding down on his bum and when he stands up his entire back is covered in mud.

I tried to be nice, but I still couldn't stop laughing while we were running away. Yan wasn't so nice. "Looks like you shit in your pants!!!!" she laughs. "Shaddup." he replies.

Fun times.

And then in Form 1 everything changed. I think it might have been the fear of secondary school, or maybe he just developed an aversion to girls... he just went quiet and he stayed away from Yan and I, even though we were in the same class. In the beginning it was ok, but in the middle and the end, it was like he didn't exist anymore.

And whenever I tried talking to him I got teased and people said I was his girlfriend. Not that I cared anyway, but I think it made him back off even more.

Now? I don't even know him anymore. I mean, you try to talk to the guy on msn and all he can do is say "lol." Frustrating?

And so ends the rant on Clinton Lee.

Currently watching American Idol. I know some people just think that American Idol is a waste of time, it's a stupid show, it's a useless competition, blah blah blah...

but I love the darn show!!!

Kris Allen just sung Apologize by One Reublic (duh)... not bad. I kinda like him, not because he's cute or anything, but I think he has a pretty good voice. The judges made the funniest remarks ever!! I'll post the link when it comes out. If you haven't watched it anyway. (:

And Adam Lambert just sang One Love by U2.. just awesome. Love that song. (: And I know some people say that Adam sings like a dying cat, but I think he's just awesome. Just awesome. He can hit notes higher than any other female singer I've ever heard!! It's kinda creepy sometimes, but oh wells. :D

I didn't hear Danny Gokey sing... I missed it. Darn it.

Well, see you, missing out on judging right now!!!

Translation: おちて = Ochite/Falling.

So to start off my (interesting?) day, I just ranted about Twilight in my last post... and then when I get to school Jiv drags the Twilight dvd out of her bag to give to Suelyn... It's almost like everything that I talk about here in this blog had something happen to me today. And I know that sentence makes NO sense at all, but I can't explain it.

Because right after putting a quick word about my Japanse writing test, I look at the wrong week on my timetable (YES, they split the timetable into 2 weeks!) and end up not bringing my Jap stuff to school because on the other week I don't have Jap today! =____= But I still ended up getting 3/4 of my writing task done. Woot!

Then stayed back after school and went to M1 for after-school-house-music-practice with Sophie when Rosie (our leader) comes in and says that we DON'T HAVE practice because she forgot she had work so Sophie and I end up walking to the train station at 3.35 pm (my train leaves at 3.48) and suddenly Rosie catches up to us (she's in Year 12 btw) and she's panting like shytt. It was pretty funny though. xD

And then my train came late..

And then I saw my mum's car wasn't in front of the house after walking all the way home (whichreally takes 5 minutes) so I rang the doorbell 3 times and thank GOD she was home because I didn't have my keys...

And then I have a panic attack because I can't remember where I put the phone (but I found it) ...

And then I realise I didn't being back my History paper to start research on the Great Depression.

Ya Allah Tuhan....

I hope no one takes offence from that, but I DID grow up in Malaysia where practically anyone says it. So ya boo sucks to you.

I know people are really really sick of me just going on and on and on about how "Stephenie Meyer can't write for nuts" "It's just conversation conversation conversation that doesn't get anywhere" and "STOP-TALKING-ABOUT-TWILIGHT-YOU'RE-DRIVING-ME-INSANE-GET-A-LIFE" blah blah BLAH but THIS has to be, undeniably, the last straw.

My school just started a Twilight book club.

Bad.

A teacher in my school started a Twilight book club.

Even worse.

That teacher happens to teach me History.

*BAM!!!!* The world just exploded.

She's N.U.T.S!!!! I swear!!!!!! Who in their right mind would hav a book club just for Twilight?! There's nothing to talk about!! Apart from the crappy, usually argument of "I like Edward more than Jacob" and "I like Jacob more than Edward" nonsense. Nothing ever happens.

And if I hear someone say "I love Edward!" one more time... all hell would break loose and somebody's going to lose some of their highly precious (yet, damaged to the ends of the earth) hair. I'm not holding back with the scissors. It sounds stupid now, but wait til it really happens.

Bye bye hair.

You'll never be dyed that stupid half blond colour anymore.

Get it into your head that you'll never be a white person even though you want to be one. You.Are.The.Wrong.Colour.For.A.Start.You're.Freakin.BROWN. The brown equivalent of a dumb blond.

DIE, EDWARD CULLEN, DIE.

And what makes it worse is that DeviantArt is swarming with them!!! All you have to do is type in "Twilight" or "Cullens" or "BellaxEdward" or "BellaxJacob" and it's literally a million pages worth of artwork that shows up.

GAH.

This is a losing battle, but I'm fighting it anyway.

I have this thing about making my post titles alliterations... must be another weird trait of mine. :D

Setting things straight, I am NOT hungry for homework!!! Name one person who actually gets hungry for homework.. they should be put in a strait jacket and left in total isolation. xD Nah, I love getting homework, but just for Japanese and Maths and English. Gives me something to do in this dead place, other than gluing myself to the computer the whole day. The guitar helps too. (: I try to practice 30 minutes a day, but I'm still trying to get the tune right. I can read tabs now, though!! Is that a good thing?

Anyway, here I am, sitting a the dining table, iTunes on shuffle, staring at my Jap homework, flipping through my Jap dictionary, munching on my puffed rice (that everyone in SMKSH has been calling Styrofoam for as long as I can remember), and then realising that I didn't bring back my practice Reading test, which would have helped ALOT with my practice Writing test.

BIG SIGH.

And I'm starving. Can't wait for lunch.

Song Choice: Happy Birthday by The Click Five


Happy Birthday - The Click Five

It's not that this actually mean anything, but I kinda needed the title and I love the Click Five!! Especially now, because I hated the first lead singer... he looked and sounded girly. Kyle Patrick is soo much better. (:

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So, yea, yesterday was my birthday!!! *Woot!* And bleh to you people who forgot. LOL. But I actually couldn't care less anymore, because I have other people who remembered. They're wayyy better than the people who were told the day before but still couldn't remember. Thank you people who wished me!! You guys are the best. (:

I actually didn't do anything special in particular... it's not a family thing to have huge parties. We don't even have parties, actually. The last time I had a party was when I was 10, LOL. And the last PARTY party I went to was.... gosh, I can't even remember. Oo Like donkey's years ago. x)

So anyway, Wen was the first to wish me, at 1.10 am because I was online. She sent me vegie soap as a prezzie. xD Encouraging me to go green, huh Wen?? I'll just turn into a vegie for her if she wants me to. :D Anyway, Suelyn was second, she woke up at 8, like normal (the crazy girl.) and smsed my mum's no. at 9... which woke up my mum. xD Then I went on Facebook. xD

Then... ended up doing my Science and English homework (YES! HOmework still matters even if it IS your birthday) and then.... we watched 幸福的抉擇 (Xing Fu De Jue Ze/ I Do?)... it's so addictive!!! I hate Taiwanese dramas... they're so addictive. Actually, so are Hong Kong ones. xD But the effects are SO fake!! Anyone who watched Chapter 2 would know what I'm talking about. LOL.

Anyway, then we went out to some place called Deco and it was kinda ok, and my sis had mushroom risotto so I though I would try it (though I hate mushrooms) and it was... eurgh. Mushrooms are the most disgusting thing in the world. :D

Then we had cake... and then watched more of 幸福的抉擇 while eating (my dad called in on Skype and... tried singing but sang the wrong line. :D) and then.... well, thats all really. LOL

Oh, I got a guitar!!! Woot!!!! (: And a purse and a comic biography of Dr Mahathir... LOL. From my neighbour. Aww. It's really funny! Can't really believe tht Mahathir actually did all those stuff... I read it in... half an hour? xD

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