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this never ending
story;
Nothing on ClaraC.
April 25, 2010 4:29:00 PM



Forget your dancing/singing/acting/MCing/trained for years/autotuned idols.

THIS is pure talent.




Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars ?

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#288; From Yesterday
February 25, 2010 7:55:00 PM

For anyone who's interested, my pencil case was still on top of the lockers. My mum said I was lucky. I beg to differ. I say that the people in my locker area were too lazy to reach up and take it for themselves.

Hey everyone, I'm back to normal!

As normal as I can get, at least.

It seems that the K-pop phase has passed on... because lately I've gotten sick of all my korean songs. I think I've listened to them one too many times. Oh dear. I probably sound like a total traitor... but I'm not. I'm simply taking a break from it.

I'll probably get back to it when B2ST makes their comeback.

But for now, I've been getting stuck into my old old rock songs. As in my Muse, My Chemical Romance, 30 Seconds to Mars, Tokio Hotel and Linkin Park songs. I've had to re-download some 30STM songs because they're all gone.

iPod went corrupt, remember?

So I'll have to re-download ALL my Good Charlotte songs, and some My Chemical Romance (I only have three left) and Linkin Park as well.

Sigh.



I miss you guys. Somehow msn just isn't the same. And msn makes me miss you more.
I miss you more.

LISTENING TO: Time Is Running Out - Muse.


EDIT: I've had hiccups 4 times today. 4 freakin times. How annoying are they?! And I scratched a scab on arm that I didn't even know was there.

I'm ba-leeding.

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#282; Replay replay replay ~
January 29, 2010 10:00:00 PM

I'm like super excited right now. So don't even comment on my grammar or spelling, because I'm not paying attention to them.
Even though it's really not that good - I mean, I already screwed up the 3rd note in the beginning - but who cares.

Excuse the terrible guitar playing and pitchy-ness.

Oh, and if you're wondering whether that's my real voice, it's not. I tried doing it in my normal (pretty deep) voice and then in this higher voice... and I like the higher voice.

OH, and don't mind the random thwacks you hear every now and then... I missed the strings and hit the guitar. Don't laugh at me. I am a noob.

Nuna neomu yeppeo (replay) - SHINee



PS
: I have no idea what this black box under the video is... but until I figure it out, it's going to be here. Nothing to do with the html now. I checked.

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#280; Replay replay replay ~
January 28, 2010 9:27:00 AM

My fingers feel really sore now. Especially the middle and ring finger; I've been using those to the most.

I guess the ring finger's not as used to pressing on sharp, flesh-slicing string cum wire as the index is.

Let's not talk about my pinky.

Why is Replay so torturous on my poor underused digits?

Soon I'll have lines embedded all through the fingers of my left hand.

But all worth it. :)

Whats more, I can barre.

Never thought I'd be saying thank you to Gee.

And I think I'm gonna hate it [insert gender - and I don't mean male or female]
ggechi daga oneun geol ~

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#279; Of covers and tennis.
January 26, 2010 10:14:00 PM

Aussie Open analysis
Current game: Andy Murray v. Rafael Nadal
Rooting for: Murray obviously.
Current Score: 6-3, 5-5
General score: 1 - 0 to Murray
General feeling: Ecstaticity for me. Devastation for my sister.
Reasons why I'm rooting for: Murray. Because I'm sick of watching Nadal pull his wedgie out of his shorts. Which are tight even when the tennis ball isn't in his pocket. Which means his bum sticks out. And his bum is bigger than my sisters' (which is saying something, because we're both blessed with the hips and bums that have survived generations).

OH. Nadal just fell. Is he injured? Will he be able to continue? There goes my mum, commenting on Nadal's nice shoes and top. Hello, he's sponsored by Nike, what do you expect?

9.54pm. OH. He's back. DEUCE! I guess I'll keep at this until someone wins. After all, it is 5-5.

COME ON MURRAY.

9.56 pm. 2nd deuce. Advantage to Nadal.

9.58pm. Nadal up 6-5. NOOOO I'm the one in agony now D: Come back, Murray, you beat him 6-3! That'll stop him from wearing tight shorts that prevent from running properly.

10.05pm. 6-6! TIE-BREAK! 1 to Murray! Woot!
10.06pm. 2 to Murray! Come on! :D
10.07pm. 3 to Murray!
10.08pm. 1 to Nadal... D:
10.09pm. 4 to Murray! Geez, this is like 1 minute after another. I feel like a commentator, though I'd probably get kicked out for just saying 3 simple words. 5 to Murray! And I'm not a-kidding.
10.10pm. 6 to Murray! Is Nadal really going to go down at this point? I shudder to think about it. But hey, he's won enough trophies. Aish, 2 to Nadal.
10.11pm. MURRAY WON. Murray won!. Murray won.

What an epic game. Just hearing my sister and mother screaming at the TV screen at inappropriate times (like in the middle of a rally) makes me relieved that we're not at the live one. We'd get kicked out for sure.

I'd be screaming with them. Must run in the family.

*

In due reference to the title (gee, that sounds a bit posh, doesn't it? No pun intended), I can now proudly say that covers are awesome!

Well, I'm indebted to Howie because he managed to write out the tabs for 니가 좋은 이유 (Why I Like You) by Super Junior, though I suspect they were a breeze for him (YOU'RE THE BEST BRO EVER, HOWIE). It's a bit harder than I expected, but I'm working on it. Looks like my fingers aren't as

Gee acoustic is in the bag too. And because I tuned my guitar- online obviously, I don't have a tuner - it sounds better than before. My strings were all too loose. 너라고 (It's You) is in the bag too. Though I haven't worked out proper chords to use for the chorus - and I need the chords, if not it's just plucking all the way throughout the song - it's coming along great.

Now I just need the nerve to record it and put it here. And maybe YouTube. Because sometimes it's embarassing when everyone you know on Facebook knows how much you suck.

It's okay when total strangers do.

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Sign - Brown Eyed Girls
December 10, 2009 10:26:00 PM

New layout! I was going to put an mp3 player at the top where my blog hit counter is, but the icons under the bar refused to budge, and the bar ended up covering it. Scrapped that idea.

I'm excited. Why?

Because tomorrow is the last day of school, that's why. Anything else apart from that, my lips are sealed and nothing can unseal them, even if you blackmail or bribe me, I'm not budging. Just like the cute little icons at the top of my page. :)

Jiv made me create to new characters, Kitty and Ken. First I drew Kitty, because I felt like it. And because I want her hairstyle. They're kinda based very very loosely on Vampire Knight's Yuuki and Zero (because I love Zero, who can resist the vampire hunter who's a vampire?) After I did Kitty I kinda did this chibi type (my version of chibi's, that is) and chibi Kitty was chucking a can at this chibi dude, and it rebounded off his head. Jiv made me draw the guy in non-chibi-form, and I did, basing him very loosely on Zero.

She started laughing then. I asked her why. She said that she could totally imagine how he teases her and she chucks stuff at him to get him back. She said he looked like a Ken, so we named him that. When I scan it, I'll put it on here, then you'll know what I'm not about :)

I've reached 250 posts, with the 10 drafts excluded. Why do I keep them? Just because. I don't like deleting stuff, and some of them make a good random read.

Somebody please find me an inbuilt mp3 player like @Alia-chan's old one! D:

I feel like changing my blog url. For certain reasons. No, not because of the total Random in my cbox, I don't think he/she's any kind of threat. Kinda interesting, in fact. Just cracking my head and causing half of my brain cells to disappear over who it might be. No, I'm just getting fed up with a certain something that doesn't know what it's doing.

I dove right into Kris Kringle spirit this year. Took me 3 years to finally get into it, but I did it. Nothing much, but I decorated it as nicely as possible. :3 They better like it, it took up an hour of my homework-time just wrapping it.

I AM NOT PROGRAMMED FOR WRAPPING PRESENTS.

Speaking of 3 years, my iPod decided to get corrupted at the time when we needed it the most. So.. 3 years worth of songs and videos... gone. Luckily we got into the habit of saving the songs in an external harddrive last year, but the songs before that... are gone. Which is, literally, all my Good Charlotte, My Chemical Romance, Breaking Benjamin, Simple Plan, 30 Seconds to Mars, and half of my Linkin Park collection gone.

In.. hmm, less than a minute?

Shows how much we can't rely on technology sometimes.

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Let me hear your voice.
October 28, 2009 5:36:00 PM

声をきかせて.

Total spaz attack.

It's been so long....!!!! They couldn't be more perfect right now. Perfect hair, perfect voices... None of their old music videos beat this one.

Who am I talking about?

big bang of course!!! The second Korean group that I listened to after 2pm. They're the also the only band I have in my iPod that I have all the songs for.

It's so nice to have them back. And I love the song, even though it's in Japanese, and I love how they look. please don't change your hair anymore, G-dragon. It's nice like this, but if you dye it back to brown, I won't mind.

loving the mohawk, tae yang.

And... omfg, dae sung's back!!! I missed him, now I know why I love him the most. :3

top... you gave me a heart attack. :)

Seung ri, you still have eyebags but I still love you. :3

I love you big bang! Forever and always.

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Boys Like Girls equals Love.
September 04, 2009 8:32:00 PM

So Cassie burned the Boys Like Girls cd for me over the weekend, and I am now addicted to it. Like seriously addicted to it. I've been listening to it every single day since I've gotten it. And I've now confirmed that Boys Like Girls is serious LOVE. I'm so in love with Martin Johnson!!!!!!! *fangirl squeal.

And NO, this isn't the first time I've heard of Boys Like Girls, it's just that I only had 3 songs from them; The Great Escape (which I've loved since I first heard it 2 years ago :D), Five Minutes to Midnight and Thunder (which reminds me of last winter because I listened to it during winter non-stop. It also makes me feel kinda despondent.. and I have no idea. Last winter makes me feel a bit despondent).

Cass also burned Minutes to Midnight by Linkin Park, another fave band for years! :D I heart Cass so much now, she loves the same music as me (: And now obsessed with Valentine's Day by LP because it's just awesome. Will post the lyrics here one day. (:

So... now here I am, on msn, trading BLG songs with one of my recent besties, Keefe! I don't even know how we became besties... I'd known him since form 2 but never really talked to him.. and then he said hi to me on msn once and we sorta... clicked. I think that's the word. Anyway, another bestie that I've never really talked to in real life. And... I just went off course. :P As always. And he's just gone away for an hour... ditched me again. -.-

And... am now reading the gut-churning messages between my friend and her boyfriend on facebook... makes me feel like I wanna puke. :S I don't think I do the lovey-dovey thing... I have my own style of showing affection ;)

So I've given up on Shuriken.


"Who said it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all.
- Up Against The Wall, Boys Like Girls"

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And who's life do you run?
August 29, 2009 11:32:00 PM

A couple of months ago I was going through my friend's iPod, looking for her My Chemical Romance songs because she loves them, like me.

Only they were nowhere to be found. D:

So I asked her were they were, and she said she deleted them. And then her friend (who should be mine too, only I don't like her much. I mean, she has a 22 year old boyfriend, it's kinda sick to me.) sitting next to her said 'Oh, she doesn't like MCR anymore, do you?'

And she replied. "Nope."

I got so mad then, not because she'd deleted the songs (I have the very same ones) and wiped the band out of her life completely, but because her supposed 'best friend' (let's call her M) got her to delete the songs because M didn't like them.

It's her fckin life, not yours! You don't dictate what songs she listens to just because you don't like them. She lived just fine before she met you, she wasn't like lost or anything.

And there's nothing wrong with MCR you stupid cow, they're an awesome band who've been misunderstood. Just because you don't like them doesn't mean the whole world has to as well.

Rawr.

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