Sorry for leaving this blog for dead (except for the random kpop), but I've been... kind of. Busy. I'm crossing my fingers (what's left of my fingers at least) and working for exams this time. Because during mid terms I didn't study much and well... didn't like the consequences.
So it's 4 weeks left, and I'm really working. Honestly.
In fact, my eyes are starting to burn as we speak. Not a nice feeling. 2 weeks term break wasn't enough. It didn't even feel like a holiday because my aunt was here and then my dad was here and then my cousins were here and it was like WHOA. I NEED A BREAK.
But of course I didn't get one and ended up returning to school feeling like I just had the weekend off. Which really is just the same as any other week.
In ref to the title, I think I probably would start one (though to be honest I've already subconsciously started) but knowing me I'd probably break the hiatus in the first week. So I'm not officially announcing one.
101010 today ! Happy birthday to my 4 facebook friends (:
I was intending to keep this a K-pop free post, but important news has crept up and I can't help it.
KIM HEE CHUL HAS FACEBOOK, PEOPLE.
Ahh, the advantages of Twitter. And his cats. Are. FAT.
Anyway, Imma go study and write out a cheat sheet for my Physics test tomorrow (which I conveniently forgot about) and maybe start the Chapter 9 draft.
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It's time for a skin change isn't it ? And a name change as well, while I'm at it. But maybe we'll see after exams. /sigh
Sucks how exams dominate our lives when we don't even need them in real life.
Question Number 24 of some Super Junior meme I found. Yes, 24. I'd do the whole thing but they were too long and some were just... pointless. Hehe. Shut up, I'm bored and Leanne's post made me want to do one. ):
24. Which Member.
> Who can always make you smile with his jokes? Heech, without fail.
> Who looks the cutest when hugging someone? Hankyung <3
> Who most resembles an animal? Hen.... ry... chipmunk.
> Who would make a lot of money as a model? Siwon /runs away from Tamaki
> Who’s most likely to sit down and fall off his chair right away? Yesung.
> Who’s most likely to succeed solo? I don't even want to think about this >( Kyuhyun, I spose.
> Who’s the most immature? Kangin. Heech. Eunhyuk. Yesung. Everyone.
> Who’s the most mature? ... we have mature people in Suju ? xD Uhh, uhh, uhh not getting anyone. Not even Teukie.
> Who’s the most like a regular guy? Yesung. HAHA. JUST KIDDING. Donghae, I spose.
> Who’s the weirdest? YESUNG. FOR SHO.
> Who gets too much attention? Siwon. Eheh.
> Who doesn’t get enough attention? Imo Sungmin ):
> Who likes skinship too much? Heech. Wayyyyy too much.
> Who seems to be anti-skinship? Idk... Yesung ? :|
> Who’s most likely to pout to get what he wants? SUNGMINNNNNN <3
> Who’s most likely to hug you until you feel better? Hae <3
> Who’s most likely to cook you soup when you’re sick? RYEOWOOOOOOOK <3
> Who’s most likely to tell you to ‘deal with it’ when you feel bad? Heech xD
> Who’s most likely to just sit quietly with you for ages? Eunhyuk. Donghae. Ryeowook (I can totally imagine being awkward with Wookie). Sungmin. Kibum.
> Who’s most likely to sing for you until you smile? Donghae :)
> Who’s the sweetest? Dong... hae... TEUKIE <3> Who’s the meanest? Heech. Kangin. Especially to Siwon and Hankyung HAHA.
> Who’s the *real* maknae? Wookie. For sho.
> Who’s the most talkative? Heech. Kangin. Teukie. Eunhyuk. Kyu.
> Who’s the most sensitive? Hae. Eunhyuk. Wookie. Sungmin (?)
Day 1 of junk food free diet. Status: Going strong. I had a yoghurt when I came home instead of a Chocopie. :D
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I'm going to have to step up my game. That's why I've devised this timetable (of sorts) to help me get fit. I don't do well with timetables, except school timetables. They always seem to be really good but they never work for me.
Anyway, I've decided that I'm going to the squash courts every Saturday/Sunday, plus 250 rope skips ever Saturday/Sunday.
Why don't you just go for a run? you ask. Well, running outside in a circle just isn't fun. Plus it's cold. And I'll be honest, I'm only ever motivated to run when you put me in a squash court. After all, I literally grew up in squash courts.
Kinda excited. I think.
But I know I'm unfit because just dancing Bonamana and Lucifer has my thighs and upper arms hurting something chronic. Lucifer is a strong dance... maybe I just made it too strong xD
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I really want to continue my U-Kiss fic but when I open the Post page, I can't be inspired enough to write anything ;A;
I've got all these great ideas (courtesy of my dreams), but they don't come in until later on, not right in the beginning.
- listens to SHINee album for consolation -
Speaking of SHINee's album, if Lucifer and Bonamana were competing for first place on my favourite album list, Lucifer would be first. Trufax. I'm such a hypocrite. And a bad ELF.
Milk white skin, Kim HeeChul! We love you, Kim HeeChul! 우유빛깔 김희철! 사랑해요 김희철!
Just keep doing what you do best, Heesica, because we love you for it and there'll never be another person who does "바보~!" as good as you <3>because she's a little -
Work it, Heenim. Work. It.
Even though SuJu's going through some tough times, don't worry because ELFs are always here to help you guys through it ! So just keep doing your thing.
^Man, that sounded really corny. ELFs can't always help them with everything (probs because if we even tried to go near them we might get bashed up by their managers. There's always that fear. *coughSHINeeCnbluecough*).
생일축하합니다 희님! I want nobody, nobody but you - clap clap - clap.
Members leave all the time. I mean, bands can't stay together forever. Like WonBin. He left, and there wasn't much fuss. And Jay. I'm not saying that THAT wasn't fuss-free, but we've all accepted it.
Right ?
It's not ok.
Because Super Junior isn't a group or a band. Super Junior is a family. And families don't just abandon each other like that. They don't. They just don't.
Silence from the boys for two days. Nothing from their Twitters. Nothing at all. Is it because they're so numb they've got nothing to say ? Or are they just forbidden to say anything at all ?
Will they never see each other again ?
Is this how it all ends ? Just like that ? Did he even get to say goodbye ? One last hug, one last cry before he left ?
And the inevitable question: Will HeeChul ever see him again ?
My mind's reeling. This can't be happening. It can't. Isn't Wasn't Super Junior supposed to be forever ? Or is this the end ?
If they try to add another member in, they'll be making a huge mistake. Even if Suju is 12+2 now, it's better than trying to get 13 again, when they'll never be 13 again.
Not when HanKyung isn't there.
No.
That place will always be for him. Always. And nobody can ever take that away.
Evelyn, being Evelyn, wrote 김종현 on my sheet of paper (because she's obsessed with JongHyun and with drawing on my sheets of paper/books). So I just completed the list and wrote out all the SHINee names (in Korean, duh).
And because I was in the flow, I wrote out Super Junior. I tried to get it in order, but I failed. Miserably. Couldn't remember whether YeSung was older than Kangin and ShinDong and forgot SiWon was after DongHae. But that's not the worst part.
I counted all the names.
And ended up with 12.
So I counted again.
And still ended up with 12.
Went through all the names.
And still ended up with 12.
"What about that Chinese guy, what's his name again..."
"OH SHIT ! HANKYUNG ! I FORGOT HIM!"
"Geez, just because he's not active anymore doesn't mean you have to forget him."
"You don't even know his name... -.-"
I'm the worst Super Junior fan in the world.
The stupid boy better come back soon because everyone's going to end up forgetting him.
The character I fell in love with: KyuHyun and DongHae :)
The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: KangIn. And EunHyuk. And YeSung ! And RyeoWook. Oh wait, I never expected to love Super Junior, period.
The character everyone else loves that I don't: I... don't... not... love... anyone.
The character I love that everyone else hates: HEECHUL. :3
The character I used to love but don't any longer: W-ell I used to love Kyu like crazy... but not so much anymore.
The character I would shag anytime: DongHae the fish. Okay, that sounds really freaky.
The character I'd want to be like: Apparently I already look like EunHyuk. So let's just go the whole hog and make me a clone !
The character I'd slap: Several people; 1. HanKyung. COME BACK YOU IDIOT. WE NEED YOU TO COME AND SPEAK BAD KOREAN AGAIN. 2. Kangin. WHERE THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU'RE GOING, RACOON ?! 3. KiBum. WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING, [insertnicknamehere] ?!
A pairing I love: EunHae ! EunMin ? KiHae ? YEWOOK ! I have too many -___-
A pairing that I despise: I'M SICK OF HANCHUL. ENOUGH WITH THE HANCHUL. STOP DOMINATING THE FANFICS, HANCHUL.
Favorite character: I don't have specifics ): Oh wait. DONGHAE.
My two favorite characters: DongHae and EunHyuk ! I think. Or maybe Yesung. Or SungMin. Or RyeoWook. Or Kangin. I give up.
My two least favorite characters: You think this would be easy with 13 members, but hell no.
Which character I am most like: I look like EunHyuk. I shake my leg non-stop like EunHyuk. I'm also a dancing machine and I write my own raps (Just kidding, this one's a lie). So I must be like ShinDong EunHyuk !
My deep, dark, fandom secret: The fish has started to look old. And I'm a terrible fan. /traitorrrrr
I feel like I haven't posted for a week, but it's only been two days. I guess my biological clock is even more messed up than I thought.
/reads the headlines that SISTAR's Hyorin is Jang Geun Seuk's girl. NOOOOO ! One second later. /reads that CN Blue will come back on the 19th. YESSSSS !
So anything new ?
No.
I'm still reading my kppop articles (even though I'm boycotting the songs), Daniel's still begging me to buy him a plane ticket so he can come visit me, Arif's still head over heels, Howie's still my brother, and Keefe is still... living in his own world. And chicken biscuits still taste nothing like chicken.
Oh, did I mention that my faith in Super Junior is steadily declining ? They're no longer the biggest boyband in the world. They used to be, and that's what people will remember them as. Well, the ones who knew them from the start anyway.
Once you hit the suit/manly concept, there's no more turning around. So I'm not anticipating whatever 'new' concept this is. Vampires ?
Tbh K-hiphop seems so much more appealing nowadays. Must have been after watching Tablo on CNN Talk Asia. Must have been listening to MYK and Kero One. Must have been those censored, inspirational lyrics.
Well, whatever it is, until Super Junior clears up all their problems, Big Bang comes out with a new album, and DBSK manages to get back together, K-hiphop appears to be my best bet right now. I REFUSE to listen to Rain and Hyori [I'm biased like that].
It must be the lyrics.
I will buy Map the Soul. I will will will will will will will.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY PARK JAEBEOM !
생읽축하 합니다 박재범!
#happy23jaypark - Let's get it to number 1 !
I'm not Hottest... but I'm not Coldest. Does that mean I'm Warmest ? /bricked
Just hoping, hoping, hoping that HanKyung's mess will get cleared up, KiBum will resume activities with them and KangIn gets off his 'punishment'.
And then life will be perfect again.
And why did they have to go and change their hairstyles after this stage... this was the best hair they had during the whole year. -.- [cough]HeeChul's beggar hair[/cough]
And WHY do I have to love them again, only to remember that I'm going to freakin miss their Malaysian Super Show.
ASLKJLJKFDKHFAKLDS WHY ARE JO KWON AND GA-IN SO CUTE TOGETHER?!
I know, I'm like freaking out over an actual heterosexual couple (I usually freak out over the bromance couples, especially the ones in Super Junior) but they're really cute!
I reckon We Got Married was the best thing that happened to the two of them. I hope they go out for real when the show's over. :3
Makes me wonder what I'd do if one of the SuJu members got on We Got Married. Well, KangIn did, but he's not one of my absolute favourites. The first episode of JoKwon/GaIn's "relationship" was already so funny.
I bet they're really together, but they're using the show as a cover for now. >)
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I have a sudden urge to watch 'You're Beautiful" (미남이시네요 /Minami Shineyo). I mean, come on, can anyone resist Jang Geun Seuk in that drama? He looks so freaking cute! :D
And Jung Yong Hwa's pretty good too. It helps that he's in C.N. Blue, because I've been anticipating them. They look pretty good, C.N. Blue.
But then again, I was hyping myself up for F.Cuz but they disappointed. Miserably. I've gone off bubblegum pop. Even the Super Junior bubblegum pop isn't as bad as F.Cuz. ):
Maybe I should listen to SHU-I. They don't look that bad.
But ZE:A aka Child of Empire... they're awesome! Mazeltov is officially stuck in my head. And no, it's not because they recite the days of the week, from Monday to Sunday. The video seems a bit DBSK Mirotic though. A bit SS501 DejaVu as well.
Ah well, rookies will be rookies. I remember thinking that B2ST/BEAST were Big Bang wannabes. :D Now I love em!
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I FINALLY watched the final episode of IRIS last night on KBS. It actually finished in December in Korea, but I can't complain. At least I got to watch it on TV.
WARNING SPOILERS AHEAD:If you haven't watched the last episode of IRIS yet, STOP READING FROM THIS POINT ON. Because my sister and I posted the ending on Facebook and spoiled it for our cousin. Ick.
Yeah. The last episode was sad as hell. Sau didn't need to die! And the way he died was kinda stupid if you think about it. I mean, stands in an open space to shoot people? Obviously you're going to get shot first. -.- But.. it was still sad. I cried when HyunJoon cried.
I read a spoiler on allkpop. Go me. It said that HyunJoon was going to die, because Lee Byung Hyun, who played HyunJoon, wouldn't be able to shoot IRIS 2, because he'd be filming GI Joe 2. If Lee ByungHun sounds familiar to you, maybe it's because he's the ninja in GI Joe. The one who supposedly died at the end.
Anyway, when they said that SeungHee and HyunJoon left the NSS because they were going to get married, I thought that maybe that was how they were telling the audience that he wasn't coming back. I thought they weren't going to kill him off.
At least until he was driving to the lighthouse to propose to SeungHee and got shot in the head by a sniper. I screamed so loud then. I was like "NO NO NO NO! YOU STUPID PRODUCERS! YOU DIDN'T NEED TO DO THAT!" It was hilarious. My sister was yelling too. Our mum was like wtf. xD
Seriously, they didn't need to. I didn't even cry when he finally died, because I was too busy yelling at the TV. It was supposed to be a sad scene too, because he could see SeungHee from where his car had swerved off the road but she couldn't see him.
Sigh. And it was a butt ugly ring that he was going to propose to her with anyway.
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EDIT: I made a pomegranate drink and put in the Popsicle mold. So I'm anticipating that too. :D Maybe I should have made passion fruit too, they're so small. How long does it take ice to freeze?
Basketball is addictive. Especially when you're playing with your best friends. It also helps when everyone is a complete noob because... it's just more fun.
Swollen little finger.
But worth it.
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I can't be bothered doing anything right now, but homework (still!) calls.
I should start sleeping early(er).
Gah.
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I'm sorry, but I feel the urge to list my favourite(s) out of whatever K-pop band that I listen to.
Bear with my little treat before I retreat into the world of maths.
K-pop is ♥ Super Junior - EunHyuk. DongHae. KyuHyun. HanKyung. YeSung. (but everyone is ♥, I'm afraid) :3 Big Bang - DaeSung. TaeYang. (damn it, everyone is ♥ here as well!) 2PM - TaecYeon. WooYoung. JaeBeom. SHINee - KEY KEY KEYYYYY. Onew. After School - GaHee (so what if they're girls? She's awesome!) Dong Bang Shin Ki - YooChun. And everyone else. B2ST - DooJoon. YeoSeob. MBLAQ - Mir (Bang Chul Yonggggg!) Brown Eyed Girls - GaIn SS501 - HyungJoon (I'm starting to get into them :D)
That's all for now, I have yet to listen to U-Kiss, FT Island, F.Cuz (though they look promising) and SHU-I.
And so ends my pathetic attempt at typing Korean. Okay, so I typed the very first two sentences, and then copied and pasted the rest from language tools (but checked that it was right first!), so shoot me.
It's better than some people, they can't even read. And they claim to love Korea.
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I'm now an official Super Junior and 2PMcyworld stalker. 감사 합니다 (gotta be politely formal to the nice people)(yes, I typed this word, it's the first Korean word I ever learnt LOL) to the lovely website who gave me their URLs. :3 Oh and a self congratulatory pat on the back [if my arm can reach that far back] for being persistent in finding the right ones (I'm so big headed sometimes).
And don't even try to Google them because they give you wrong one. Don't think I haven't tried. I know, serious stalker, but at least I didn't find SuJu's flight schedule and post it in a blog... total invasion of privacy much? Have to feel sorry for the poor guys sometimes. :(
Dara and GD's me2days are really interesting too... gotta love them sometimes all the time, Dara is hilarious and GaHo is so so so 귀여워. Makes me wish I had him as a pet sometimes. Or even better, I wish I was GaHo so I could be with GD 24/7 [reminds you of 천국 much?] "/
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This post is littered with so much Korean stuff [that no one can understand] that it's not funny.
I got sick of the English songs in my playlist after a few listens...
So there's nothing but Japanese, Mandarin and Korean songs in there now.
Aren't I the best Asian you ever read about?
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JaeBeom's coming back! Soon...!
He'd better, if not I'm going to desert his band and make him feel even worse than he does now. ㅠ.ㅠ
And if you're wondering why I didn't write his name in Korean [though there's a very big chance that it didn't even cross your mind because you have no idea who the heck he is], it's because I did... then I put it in language tools and it translated to 'Offenders.'
See, language tools is the worst place to go for translations. But it'll do for now.
At least until we get out Korean-English dictionary. Could have gotten the one in Angus & Robertson but it was AUD16... which would be 48 Ringgit, and we could probably get one in Malaysia for about Rm40.
See how stingy we are?
I even hesitated to buy a 3 dollar bottle of water last week but I was so desperate that I did. Bam. 5 dollars gone, and 2 dollars back. Then my sister decided to be smart and bought another one. Bam. My money gone. Thanks alot, 언니. ㅠ.ㅠ
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No motivation to restart my fanfic or continue my SuJu picture... should never leave these things for too long, you lose the will to continue them anymore.
*Sigh.
I got another awesome idea for a story when we were talking about something in the car the other day.
Did I mention that I was stupid enough during my Japanese exam to write that じでんしゃ (ji-den-sha) meant car when it actually meant train? でんしゃ (den-sha) is car. I know, how stupid am I... and I'm supposedly the class Japanese dictionary. *Facepalm.
ANYWAY..
Yeah.
@Leanne: I swear I'll make it up to you, I'll write a short fanfic for you if you want me to, I'm really really sorryyyyy 너무 미안해.....! D:
Hey everyone, back from my hiatus! Know what this means, right?
Exams are overrrr!
They were actually pretty easy. And I felt totally confident. At least, I did when we were actually sitting in front of the paper. Before that, I was freaking out like mad.. especially for maths and history. Wasn't prepared for History at all. But... my hands weren't even shaking when I went in, which is weird because they usually do. I did get hand cramp though... I kept shaking it like I was trying to do jerk it right off the end of my arm.
Presentation night rehearsal after lunch... went out of school (YES, OUT OF SCHOOL) to get chippies across the road with Suelyn and Mel and Sophie, felt like running away (not that anyone would care, we weren't really needed there anymore anyway).
We did run though, when we were walking to the station (because Suelyn was stressing that she was going to miss her train OTL OTL). And today was hot. So... I really stank when we finally got there. Hana looked really funny running with a bag! :3
Of course I didn't go out.... first there's noone to go out with, nowhere to go, and everyone's too damn far away from me. ㅠ.ㅠ I live a sad life. OTL (just kidding, by the way).
I've become totally Korean-ised. I don't even listen to the radio anymore (not that there's much to listen to, unless I like listening to ads 24/7). And I've gone completely gaga over EunHyuk (who, by the way, has wayy better hair than DongHae right now).
Currently helping my sister make her Big Bang, DBSK, Super Junior and SHINee banners for her blog. Nothing much, just using Paint for the resizing and Photoshop for the words and editing. *Shrug.
Thought I'd just post more MVs of the songs I'm currently addicted to. Heartbeat included of course, I'm so addicted to it right now. I mean, I can dance JunHo's part and the chorus, but that's about all. Fingers crossed they release a dance version! :3
Anyway, enjoy.
@Leanne: I'll update my fanfic as soon as I can! <3
Well, I get to see that even singing and dancing superstars make mistakes too. Cracking voices, slipping up on stages.
Hey, we're only human.
But enjoy anyway.
kyuhyun, you're so immature! xD And unprofessional, everyone manages to be soo serious except for you. :D
don't worry hankyung, we still love you. :) Damn your shoes must be slippery.
And if anyone wants to know, after he fell they started again. I know because when I tried to find a full clip of this, there was only one and he didn't fall. So put 2 and 2 together... and you get 5! Doi. hahahhahaha. (I know, I must really stupid).
So.. in the same show, Zhou Mi cracked and Han Geng/Hankyung slipped.
Sigh, what's wrong with these boys? :)
Oh well, it makes good entertainment (I live a sad life). Especially seeing KyuHyun kneeling on the floor, laughing his brains out.
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Kpop nutshell
ss501; super junior; big bang; dbsk; epik high; u-kiss; ze:a; shinee; 2pm; cnblue; ft island; 2ne1; mblaq; b2st; after school; brown eyed girls; g.na; 2am; infinite; code v; miss A.