Just another day
October 30, 2008 9:26:00 PM
aaa saw that guy again... only he didn't come down to our side of the train FOR ONCE. he went further up. (we usually sit further down). so i thought "oh well". sad. then when we got to highett (which is like 3 stops away from where we started), the train stopped moving altogether... swt much? after like 10 minutes of waiitttinnngggg the announcement (finally) came. it was something like people were throwing rocks or something at the carriage. LOL!!
so we all got off... and we were just standing there, waiting for the next train. and after about 2 minutes of standing outside, i said to my sis
'If the train moves without us, i'm screaming and throwing rocks at it."
and guess what?
the train moves
so i said "screaming and throwing rocks." though i just stood there. xD then this old guy was like "the rock was pretty big, because the whole carriage shook." interesting. i just said "wow" because honestly, what do u want me to say to a complete stranger?!
so we were hanging around, looking stupid, when i see this tall thin guy with sleeves rolled up walking down the line... and i said to my sis, "that guy looks like ian (choo)!!! xD" then he comes closer (though not close enough to see his features clearly) and it's the guy!!! lol, he doesnt even have a name right now. ==
then he looked, then went back down the track. so i was like "let's go down there." so we started walking, like the bunch of idiots we are... and halfway my sis says "there are other girls down there as well... dont wanna go anymore." so we just stopped. and i felt sooo stupid, i tell u that. xD
and that was probably the most interesting thing that happened... apaprt from grating off my skin when i was grating carrots for food today. vietnamese spring rolls. they weren't good but they weren;t bad either. fun!!
so we all got off... and we were just standing there, waiting for the next train. and after about 2 minutes of standing outside, i said to my sis
'If the train moves without us, i'm screaming and throwing rocks at it."
and guess what?
the train moves
so i said "screaming and throwing rocks." though i just stood there. xD then this old guy was like "the rock was pretty big, because the whole carriage shook." interesting. i just said "wow" because honestly, what do u want me to say to a complete stranger?!
so we were hanging around, looking stupid, when i see this tall thin guy with sleeves rolled up walking down the line... and i said to my sis, "that guy looks like ian (choo)!!! xD" then he comes closer (though not close enough to see his features clearly) and it's the guy!!! lol, he doesnt even have a name right now. ==
then he looked, then went back down the track. so i was like "let's go down there." so we started walking, like the bunch of idiots we are... and halfway my sis says "there are other girls down there as well... dont wanna go anymore." so we just stopped. and i felt sooo stupid, i tell u that. xD
and that was probably the most interesting thing that happened... apaprt from grating off my skin when i was grating carrots for food today. vietnamese spring rolls. they weren't good but they weren;t bad either. fun!!
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When you look me in the eyes
October 29, 2008 6:56:00 PM
i thought that guy at the station was year 12 because he wasn't there one day. and i though "oh damn!! never got a chance to say hi to him." xD then yesterday when i was taking the train (my sis went home earlier), he suddenly popped up!!! and i thought "yay!" haha, i dono why. i'm too too shy to make friends, though i want to. i'm weird.
anyways, on the train i could hv sat right behind him but i decided not to. ;D instead, i took a seat diagonally across from him. only facing away. haha, i kept glancing at him. but i look at everyone anyways. and then i looked again and caught him looking. LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
i have no idea what's so funny. next time i catch his eye, i'll smile at him. ^^
oh, and he nearly got caught on the train because he couldnt find his ticket. he took out like 2 tickets and they weren't the right ones so i though "uh-oh" then he looked in his wallet again and brought out another ticket and it WAS the right one. before that he got a little panicky though. xD and there was this other guy on the train who looked like a WHITE VERSION OF DARREN CHOW. so funny!!! i kept on grinning and i bet they all though i was a bit loony. which i am anyway, writing so much random shit in one sentence.
anyways, on the train i could hv sat right behind him but i decided not to. ;D instead, i took a seat diagonally across from him. only facing away. haha, i kept glancing at him. but i look at everyone anyways. and then i looked again and caught him looking. LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
i have no idea what's so funny. next time i catch his eye, i'll smile at him. ^^
oh, and he nearly got caught on the train because he couldnt find his ticket. he took out like 2 tickets and they weren't the right ones so i though "uh-oh" then he looked in his wallet again and brought out another ticket and it WAS the right one. before that he got a little panicky though. xD and there was this other guy on the train who looked like a WHITE VERSION OF DARREN CHOW. so funny!!! i kept on grinning and i bet they all though i was a bit loony. which i am anyway, writing so much random shit in one sentence.
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Superhuman
6:23:00 PM
GOD i am so freakin ready to cry. does anyone know how much i'm missing out on?! no, apparently.
i have got to stop answering my own questions.
anyway, it's so SAD looking a sJ's blog (not that it's terrible!! luv it, rah!) because i see all the pics and i am missing out on SO MUCH of my teenage life. and my friends. deepavali here.. what the heck is deepavali?!
BIG SIGH.
high school musical 3 is out. and i am not there to sing with nia!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL. yea, it's a pretty childish movie, but i reckon the songs are nice. well, we sang it enough times last year to drive visa up the wall. but it was FUN. i can't believe it only came out in september last year... it felt like we were singing it FOREVER. yea, it was a looonnngggg time. no wonder visa got sick of it. xD
i have got to stop answering my own questions.
anyway, it's so SAD looking a sJ's blog (not that it's terrible!! luv it, rah!) because i see all the pics and i am missing out on SO MUCH of my teenage life. and my friends. deepavali here.. what the heck is deepavali?!
BIG SIGH.
high school musical 3 is out. and i am not there to sing with nia!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL. yea, it's a pretty childish movie, but i reckon the songs are nice. well, we sang it enough times last year to drive visa up the wall. but it was FUN. i can't believe it only came out in september last year... it felt like we were singing it FOREVER. yea, it was a looonnngggg time. no wonder visa got sick of it. xD
I Hate This Part
October 28, 2008 6:47:00 PM
new pussycat dolls song that i saw the video on on channel ten. on sunday. and i almost know the lyrics. and it's only what...
tuesday??
excuse me, i'm being perasan again. but hell, at least i know it.
yeah, you're not perasan, but hell are you annoying. discussing harry potter and twilight and narnia and lemony snickett's a series of unfortunate events too much for you? then don't sit with us. "why do you guys read books??"
because we read. unlike you.
because we have an imagination. unlike you.
because we are not wannabe emo people. unlike you.
get the picture?? "fiction's boring". oh yea, if there wasn't fiction in this world, there would be no great movies that you so claim to love. because they are ALL BLOODY FICTION!!!
"I don't like fiction... wait, which one is the un-real one?" FICTION, you stupid, IT'S FICTION!! here's a tip: first find out the meaning of a word before you say you don't like it. bloddy pisses me off.
"I feel like i haven't slept for years!!" if you can cast your mind back far enough, which i doubt you can, i asked you why you just don't sleep earlier. and your reply? "I can't." well, then...
STOP BLOODY COMPLAINING ABOUT IT!!!
yea, you can probably guess that i'm friggin pissed right now. dammit, just stop pretending like you're the best thing that's ever happened to this world. because you're NOT.
tuesday??
excuse me, i'm being perasan again. but hell, at least i know it.
yeah, you're not perasan, but hell are you annoying. discussing harry potter and twilight and narnia and lemony snickett's a series of unfortunate events too much for you? then don't sit with us. "why do you guys read books??"
because we read. unlike you.
because we have an imagination. unlike you.
because we are not wannabe emo people. unlike you.
get the picture?? "fiction's boring". oh yea, if there wasn't fiction in this world, there would be no great movies that you so claim to love. because they are ALL BLOODY FICTION!!!
"I don't like fiction... wait, which one is the un-real one?" FICTION, you stupid, IT'S FICTION!! here's a tip: first find out the meaning of a word before you say you don't like it. bloddy pisses me off.
"I feel like i haven't slept for years!!" if you can cast your mind back far enough, which i doubt you can, i asked you why you just don't sleep earlier. and your reply? "I can't." well, then...
STOP BLOODY COMPLAINING ABOUT IT!!!
yea, you can probably guess that i'm friggin pissed right now. dammit, just stop pretending like you're the best thing that's ever happened to this world. because you're NOT.
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Walking on Air
October 26, 2008 5:40:00 PM
i am friggin sleepy... probably cause my sis and my mum are sleeping. though they both have reasons to tidur like sloths.
reasons:
♥ mum caught my cold and cough. don't know if i mentioned that. xD
♥ sis got up at 7.30 to go for a tournament at 9.30 at some place far away that even if i mentioned you won't know where it is anyways. it's westerfolds. near kew, i think. i'm hopeless at navigation so don't ever ask me for directions.
*yawn* was supposed to be studying for jap, but let's be honest here. i don't ever study for jap and i still get high high marks. coincedence much? more like pure dumb luck. or i'm a natural at it. nah. i'll stick with the luck.
i am aching like hell everywhere!!!! well, i went for training yesterday. after.... 3 weeks?? no wonder. but hell!! my right arm can barely move. well, it doesn't want to be moved. and my left side hurts like shit. but surprisingly my legs don't hurt. but my bloody neck feels like it's gonna fall off.
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random scenario
sueyin: *rubs neck* this hurts like hell
sueyin: *crick* OOOWWWW!!!
head falls off and lands on floor
sueyin's head: well, this is weird. pick me up, hands!!
hands move all over the place
sueyin's head: here, you stupid.
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yea, i think those only happen in cartoons. cause technically when your head falls off, your nerves aren't connected to your body anymore. so how would your hands move?? but then again.. you'd be dead. so that's the end of that.
friggin hungry. gonna go find something to eat....
reasons:
♥ mum caught my cold and cough. don't know if i mentioned that. xD
♥ sis got up at 7.30 to go for a tournament at 9.30 at some place far away that even if i mentioned you won't know where it is anyways. it's westerfolds. near kew, i think. i'm hopeless at navigation so don't ever ask me for directions.
*yawn* was supposed to be studying for jap, but let's be honest here. i don't ever study for jap and i still get high high marks. coincedence much? more like pure dumb luck. or i'm a natural at it. nah. i'll stick with the luck.
i am aching like hell everywhere!!!! well, i went for training yesterday. after.... 3 weeks?? no wonder. but hell!! my right arm can barely move. well, it doesn't want to be moved. and my left side hurts like shit. but surprisingly my legs don't hurt. but my bloody neck feels like it's gonna fall off.
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random scenario
sueyin: *rubs neck* this hurts like hell
sueyin: *crick* OOOWWWW!!!
head falls off and lands on floor
sueyin's head: well, this is weird. pick me up, hands!!
hands move all over the place
sueyin's head: here, you stupid.
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yea, i think those only happen in cartoons. cause technically when your head falls off, your nerves aren't connected to your body anymore. so how would your hands move?? but then again.. you'd be dead. so that's the end of that.
friggin hungry. gonna go find something to eat....
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Time is Running Out
October 25, 2008 7:20:00 PM
and according to one of my favourite songs (yes, i know i have weird taste in music. well, we're all different!! if we were all the same, I'd probably be listening to... some nerdy song. or rock. or metal. or RnB. oh, who cares?!), time is indeed running out. for me to study anyway.
i know i said it would be th last post, but seriously, who am i kidding? not myself, definitely. maybe you. you who supposedly am reading my blog and thinking oh, she's a weirdo. let's keep it that.
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stupid deviantArt is not loading my lateset pic!!! trying my hand at portraiture. hehe. we'll see how long that lasts. dumbass dA. and now it doesnt even allow me to change the stupid file!!! this sucks.
strictly speaking.
i know i said it would be th last post, but seriously, who am i kidding? not myself, definitely. maybe you. you who supposedly am reading my blog and thinking oh, she's a weirdo. let's keep it that.
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stupid deviantArt is not loading my lateset pic!!! trying my hand at portraiture. hehe. we'll see how long that lasts. dumbass dA. and now it doesnt even allow me to change the stupid file!!! this sucks.
strictly speaking.
Monsoon
October 24, 2008 9:35:00 PM
aaaa i loooveee this song!!! and the lyrics are pretty meaningful. go find the song yourself (or listen right here!) because i'm malas to look for the song. xD i LOVE IT. seriously. i don't know why. it's not noisy but i still love it. and i play it over and over and over and over again on my iTunes. and my sis is sick of it even though she has never heard it before in her life. hehe, yeah, i do that to people. and eventually i get sick of it myself anyways. xD
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i think i'd better stop posting shit like this until my exams are over... in another month. being the apparently stereotypical nerd that i'm seen as, i should start studying NOW. will probably be the only one in year 9 studying now though. well, can't be helped, i'm from malaysia!! so deal with it, people. so the last post!!! gosh, thats' like the trumpet song they play during remembrance day.. and anzac day. *cringe*
going to try my hand at portraiture...AGAIN. maybe i'll start with harry potter!!! when he was a kid, of course. his face is just so angular now. it's eeriely creepy. according to my worthless point of view, of course. and speaking of harry potter, i am watching harry potter and the philosopher's stone as i speak. well, type, but who cares?! the movie still ROCKS!! ooo at the chess part now. love it! ron is sooo cute in the first movie! now he's just... blergh.
and jess... you DO look like kristen stewart, ok?! everyone says so!! HAH!
Runnin' through the monsoon
Beyond the world to the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm into the blue
And when i lose myself i think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon
- Tokio Hotel, Monsoon
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i think i'd better stop posting shit like this until my exams are over... in another month. being the apparently stereotypical nerd that i'm seen as, i should start studying NOW. will probably be the only one in year 9 studying now though. well, can't be helped, i'm from malaysia!! so deal with it, people. so the last post!!! gosh, thats' like the trumpet song they play during remembrance day.. and anzac day. *cringe*
going to try my hand at portraiture...AGAIN. maybe i'll start with harry potter!!! when he was a kid, of course. his face is just so angular now. it's eeriely creepy. according to my worthless point of view, of course. and speaking of harry potter, i am watching harry potter and the philosopher's stone as i speak. well, type, but who cares?! the movie still ROCKS!! ooo at the chess part now. love it! ron is sooo cute in the first movie! now he's just... blergh.
and jess... you DO look like kristen stewart, ok?! everyone says so!! HAH!
Runnin' through the monsoon
Beyond the world to the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm into the blue
And when i lose myself i think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon
- Tokio Hotel, Monsoon
*Cough cough snuffle*
October 23, 2008 6:24:00 PM
i'm effing sick. got a blocked right nostril and a sore throat. darn you brooke!! gave me the germs!! and now i will spread it to the rest of the class. then the school. then the state! then the country! then the wwwoooorrrrllllddddd!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHHA.
lame.
will be going off now, apparently i look like i'm wearing bronze eyeshadow and have sunken eyes. well, looks like i have no need to wear make-up anymore. i'm au naturelle.
plus i'm dying from sheer weariness. fun!
lame.
will be going off now, apparently i look like i'm wearing bronze eyeshadow and have sunken eyes. well, looks like i have no need to wear make-up anymore. i'm au naturelle.
plus i'm dying from sheer weariness. fun!
7 things
October 22, 2008 4:14:00 PM
just 7 things i want to write about me. it's a pretty damn random post. xD so here are 7 extremely random things that i just want to write about moi. cheh so perasan. haha.
1. i try to think that i'm incredibly tough but i end being mistaken as being shy and quiet.
2. i play piano but i can't play by ear and everyone seems to think i'm incredible at it when i effing suck like hell.
3. i fall down ALOT. and it's usually during squash and it's usually my right ankle that twists.
4. i like to sing but i don't always sound very good.
5. i stare silently at you if i don't like you and i think you're annoying.
6. i usually stare silently even when i do like you.
7. i get obsessed by something and then forget all about it in 3 weeks.
so my freaky 7 things about me. not many people know that though. hahah, i'm so effing random.
[7 things i like (though not always) about malaysia]
1. you make me smell like dirty laundry after school.
2. you make me take at least 2 showers a day.
3. you give us enough water to take 2 showers a day.
4. i can just walk outside and have some mamak or hawker food whenever i feel like it.
5. i can tie up my hair everyday and nobody thinks i'm weird because everyone else does it too.
6. nobody thinks of themselves as a different race. we are all malaysian!!
7. everyone knows everybody and everybody knows everyone.
1. i try to think that i'm incredibly tough but i end being mistaken as being shy and quiet.
2. i play piano but i can't play by ear and everyone seems to think i'm incredible at it when i effing suck like hell.
3. i fall down ALOT. and it's usually during squash and it's usually my right ankle that twists.
4. i like to sing but i don't always sound very good.
5. i stare silently at you if i don't like you and i think you're annoying.
6. i usually stare silently even when i do like you.
7. i get obsessed by something and then forget all about it in 3 weeks.
so my freaky 7 things about me. not many people know that though. hahah, i'm so effing random.
[7 things i like (though not always) about malaysia]
1. you make me smell like dirty laundry after school.
2. you make me take at least 2 showers a day.
3. you give us enough water to take 2 showers a day.
4. i can just walk outside and have some mamak or hawker food whenever i feel like it.
5. i can tie up my hair everyday and nobody thinks i'm weird because everyone else does it too.
6. nobody thinks of themselves as a different race. we are all malaysian!!
7. everyone knows everybody and everybody knows everyone.
Incredibly Irrational
October 21, 2008 6:03:00 PM
oh hell. and i thought it was encouraged in my house to print out piano notes. its virtually a miracle that i'm still interested in playing! but no, apparently its a damn waste of ink. whooo! and it was only two songs for gods sakes. yea, i'm actually taken to paying scores right now. that is, if i even have a bloody piano to play it on. which i don't. so why couldnt i wait til we went back to malaysia in 2 more months to print it out? maybe cause i might never find the site again? or i just want to print it out there and then and forget about it in a couple of weeks? noo... you're wasting paper! you're wasting ink! you're supposed to be doing your work!! hell, can't a girl do something she wants sometimes? and 14 pages are NOT a waste of paper. not if i keep it forever. so nyah nyah and stop whinging you're driving me INSANE!!!
and if i hear one more infuriatingly annoying word come from my sister, i will personally lock myself in my room and refuse to come out for dinner. that is, if i have my own room. and if i have my own room, it still wouldn't work because they have NO locks on doors here. and i'm being serious. where is the privacy for goodness sakes?!
you just can't win, can you?
i'll just go and forget everything and write another chapter in my incredibly boring life. or at least draw another picture.
bloody sore throat.
and if i hear one more infuriatingly annoying word come from my sister, i will personally lock myself in my room and refuse to come out for dinner. that is, if i have my own room. and if i have my own room, it still wouldn't work because they have NO locks on doors here. and i'm being serious. where is the privacy for goodness sakes?!
you just can't win, can you?
i'll just go and forget everything and write another chapter in my incredibly boring life. or at least draw another picture.
bloody sore throat.
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Yaaaaawwwwwwwnnnnnnn.
4:54:00 PM
yes, nothing seems to be happening in my life right now. made 2 new stuff on photoshop in school over 2 days, but they SUCK. just tell me the things suck and i'll take it as a pesonal insult, ok? you do that. well, here they are. don't blame me for being a total noob at it. i am learning! and soon (hopefully) i might be teaching myself to play a guitar. which would mean getting a guitar for dummies book. ahaahaahhaha. it might work though. those books are pretty good! the real problem is getting a good secondhand guitar that won't fall apart on me the moment i start plucking the strings. and it gotta be cheap too. LOL.
i reckon this is pretty nice. and i made the circle line thingies into a brush! my first brush! xD
and this is the same as just now... only plastic wrapped. haha. it was dead easy
JIVIEN!! give me the damn photoshop cd so i can re-install it on my wacko computer!! you've been having for like 2 terms already. =.="
Under Construsction
October 19, 2008 2:35:00 PM
lol, no, the blog isn't under construction. but most of my old drawings are. the just suck SO much i'm trying to remake most of them. well, the ones i actually have here with me. which isn't alot. probably two or three. LOL. anyways, i WOULD have put this as the blog header, but i think it would be a bit terlalu berbangga-ish. and it's not half as good as SOME people. the damned printer/scanner/fax is not working on me!!!!!!!!!!! 
♡ do some maths
again, this sucks
so i'll just post the new one k?
i think if you click on it you might see it enlarged. [click this link too!!!]^^ it looks wayyyy better when its big. coz u can see the painstakingly individual lines of hair. it took a llloooonnnnnnggggg time to do them. probably coz i was supposed to be doing maths and was doing this instead. so it was like:
♡ do some maths
♡ take out colours
♡ start colouring
♡ hear footsteps in the hallway
♡ quickly clear up colour pencils
♡ shove paper under maths book
♡ resume doing maths
i think i repeated the process about 6 times. xD and now you know what i'm REALLY doing when i'm supposed to be doing work!! it's a wonder why people here think i'm some sort of
genius. they have NOT been to school to malaysia yet.
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speaking of geniuses, this year 12 (form 6/college in malysia) guy jumped in front of a train in mordialloc on monday. at leats i think he was year 12. according to my sis he was but i heard from other ppls that he was year 10 (form 4).
yea, he actually commited suicide.
and that was why i had to walk to cheltenham the other day. and lost my hand-made turtle keychain on the way.
and he jumped probably coz he couldn't take the pressure from vce (something like spm). that is why they should put pressure on them in their early years. they DON'T. then they suddenly heap on the pressure in year 12. who knows how many other people have died coz they couldn't take the pressure?
Relink
October 17, 2008 10:55:00 PM
lol, in ONE night, i have changed my blog url from
divineig8ht.blogspot.com
to
1. galeria-memoria.blogspot.com
2. sueissofreakingfunnyyin.blogspot.com
3. sueissofreakinglameyin.blogspot.com
and finally got to this
nevermindyourbeeswax.blogspot.com
becasue it sounds cute and weird! and funny. i try to be funny and i'm definitely weird. can't say a word about cute but i couldn't care less about that.
congrats peoples who got through pmr!!
now is the time to go out and lepak around malls. xD i would so do that (even though its a damn waste of time and (not in my case), money).
divineig8ht.blogspot.com
to
1. galeria-memoria.blogspot.com
2. sueissofreakingfunnyyin.blogspot.com
3. sueissofreakinglameyin.blogspot.com
and finally got to this
nevermindyourbeeswax.blogspot.com
becasue it sounds cute and weird! and funny. i try to be funny and i'm definitely weird. can't say a word about cute but i couldn't care less about that.
congrats peoples who got through pmr!!
now is the time to go out and lepak around malls. xD i would so do that (even though its a damn waste of time and (not in my case), money).
Five MInutes to Midnight
9:04:00 PM
i just wanted to post this song coz i love it so much! it's sooo nice. don't ya think?
you can get lyrics here. yea, i changed the lyric website. haha. metrolyrics kinda sucks.
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oh, there was this HUGE bitch fight in school yesterday. and we happened to miss it. go us! we were happily doing nothing... oh wait. we weren't. jiv, mila, sneha and christie were throwing bread around. and suelyn and tried not to get involved but i got hit square in the ear by jiv. and the bread was hard. and it was white bread, which made it even worse. what a way to waste bread huh? especially when hundreds and thousands of kids are dying of starvation every minute. and that's a fact.
anyway, i saw the video of the fight and they were seriously going at each other! only it was 3 against 1. how unfair is that? and i noe one of the girls, she's a real bitch. she told sneha that only jewish people picked money of the floor when sneha dropped one of her coins and picked it up. and that bitch said it was her coin. she's an idiot. anyway, they were punching and kicking and slapping and kneeing and pushing each other against the building. h e a v y.
and after lunch (it happened during lunch) everyone had their handphones out and bluetoothing the video all over the school. hahahahahah. and the teachers knew and they didnt do anything. now there's a bunch of not-so-bright-people.
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i had to walk to the station today right after i thought my mum was going to pick me up. then i got an sms and she told me to get the bus to the station so i had to walk all the way to the station and the minute i got there, the train drew up. phew!!!! and i didnt get to see that chinese guy who's there everyday. heehee. i always stare at him coz he looks familiar. and sometimes he stares back. xD will hv to talk to him one day. another friend!! making friends are nice.
you can get lyrics here. yea, i changed the lyric website. haha. metrolyrics kinda sucks.
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oh, there was this HUGE bitch fight in school yesterday. and we happened to miss it. go us! we were happily doing nothing... oh wait. we weren't. jiv, mila, sneha and christie were throwing bread around. and suelyn and tried not to get involved but i got hit square in the ear by jiv. and the bread was hard. and it was white bread, which made it even worse. what a way to waste bread huh? especially when hundreds and thousands of kids are dying of starvation every minute. and that's a fact.
anyway, i saw the video of the fight and they were seriously going at each other! only it was 3 against 1. how unfair is that? and i noe one of the girls, she's a real bitch. she told sneha that only jewish people picked money of the floor when sneha dropped one of her coins and picked it up. and that bitch said it was her coin. she's an idiot. anyway, they were punching and kicking and slapping and kneeing and pushing each other against the building. h e a v y.
and after lunch (it happened during lunch) everyone had their handphones out and bluetoothing the video all over the school. hahahahahah. and the teachers knew and they didnt do anything. now there's a bunch of not-so-bright-people.
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i had to walk to the station today right after i thought my mum was going to pick me up. then i got an sms and she told me to get the bus to the station so i had to walk all the way to the station and the minute i got there, the train drew up. phew!!!! and i didnt get to see that chinese guy who's there everyday. heehee. i always stare at him coz he looks familiar. and sometimes he stares back. xD will hv to talk to him one day. another friend!! making friends are nice.
Bye Bye [cikgu salleh]
October 16, 2008 7:35:00 PM
i can't believe it. i really can't believe it. my cousin just told me that sikgu salleh passed away yesterday. nooooooooo!!!!!!!!!! and i am not being theatrical here. i am seriously seriously sad i could cry right now. *sob* i thought this would be an appropriate song for him.though he told us his faveourite song was hurt by christina aguilera. so i'll post hurt in his honour, and then post bye bye for him.
for cikgu salleh.
from me.
i could cry right now. i really could. and i'm.....
STUCK ALL THE WAY IN AUSTRALIA!
this sucks.
*
bye cikgu salleh. you were the best teacher in the world. you were always there even when the teacher before you wasnt done yet. and the bell hadnt gone yet. and you made sejarah kinda easy for us last year. everyone who wasnt taught by you said it was pretty damn hard, but it actually wasnt that hard to me. and it was interesting. and you actually got me to remember stuff that i usually would take forever to remember. you were that good.
and it was you who got us to that merdeka pantomime last year. that was super fun. and we missed out on some classes. and you made sure everyone in class was involved, even though some didn't want to be. and even though we argued a bit about the dance steps and you only changed it when another teacher told you about it, we still got first place anyway. and it was my first time ever"acting". and now i love it.
so i have lots of stuff to thank you for. but most of all, thanks for being my teacher. i'll always remember you.
and now i'm happy i made the hari guru card for you. you deserved it.
for cikgu salleh.
from me.
i could cry right now. i really could. and i'm.....
STUCK ALL THE WAY IN AUSTRALIA!
this sucks.
*
bye cikgu salleh. you were the best teacher in the world. you were always there even when the teacher before you wasnt done yet. and the bell hadnt gone yet. and you made sejarah kinda easy for us last year. everyone who wasnt taught by you said it was pretty damn hard, but it actually wasnt that hard to me. and it was interesting. and you actually got me to remember stuff that i usually would take forever to remember. you were that good.
and it was you who got us to that merdeka pantomime last year. that was super fun. and we missed out on some classes. and you made sure everyone in class was involved, even though some didn't want to be. and even though we argued a bit about the dance steps and you only changed it when another teacher told you about it, we still got first place anyway. and it was my first time ever"acting". and now i love it.
so i have lots of stuff to thank you for. but most of all, thanks for being my teacher. i'll always remember you.
and now i'm happy i made the hari guru card for you. you deserved it.
:: 60 posts!
October 14, 2008 10:28:00 PM
wow, i actually reached 60 posts!! or did i? to celebrate, i will post one of my like favourite songs ever.... we believe by good charlotte. love it love it love it. and i can still remember singing to it in std 6? xD it's that old?! scusi moi for being uber random. yea, i'm actually picking up the word rite now. xD i don't get why i should post a video that doesn't move. so it's on to imeem for us. ^^
lyrics can be found here. yea i actually admit that i gotta find some new place to get lyrics.
salvage me from my deepest darkness. god, doesn't that sound emo? naw. i just have this super annoying friend who is just... super annoying. seriously gets on my nerves. aaaaargh!! i wish someone could just take me away from here... i so admit that smksh rox.
yea, the ppl here think smksh is like super strict and all, but it isnt. not to me, at least. i couldn't care less. i don't wear make up to school or jewellery or paint my nails or even keep long nails and i definitely definitely do not take my iPod to school. though i'd like to. but heck, this is why the school's are kinda strict. they are actually doing us some good people!!! at least we won't walk around looking like bloody b***h sl*ts. not that everyone here is, but you find some. most. half. i'll settle on half.
heck, i'm really utilizing my blog now huh?
lyrics can be found here. yea i actually admit that i gotta find some new place to get lyrics.
salvage me from my deepest darkness. god, doesn't that sound emo? naw. i just have this super annoying friend who is just... super annoying. seriously gets on my nerves. aaaaargh!! i wish someone could just take me away from here... i so admit that smksh rox.
yea, the ppl here think smksh is like super strict and all, but it isnt. not to me, at least. i couldn't care less. i don't wear make up to school or jewellery or paint my nails or even keep long nails and i definitely definitely do not take my iPod to school. though i'd like to. but heck, this is why the school's are kinda strict. they are actually doing us some good people!!! at least we won't walk around looking like bloody b***h sl*ts. not that everyone here is, but you find some. most. half. i'll settle on half.
heck, i'm really utilizing my blog now huh?
Labels: m; angst
Your Call.
October 13, 2008 6:29:00 PM
ok, i swear from now on i'll name my posts according to song titles. xD this one is by secondhand serenade. it's quite nice, really. its only guitar though. i'll try and find it to post here so u can listen. youtube or imeem or whatever. just hang on a bit, ya?? xD
[uploading the song to imeem because all the other songs suck. and if they don't the picture sux. and i'm a fuss person. plus am too lazy to go get it from youtube. thats me. hahaha.]
yessss!!! i finally got it from youtube. xD i have never seen the video [i dont think it even as a video] so a picture is all you get. want the lyrics?? not a chance. though you can get them right here. happy?? xD remember to press ctrl when you press the link or you'll lose my page and never here the song as well as singing along to the lyrics!!! [sorry, but i just found that out last year]. *gag*
I was born
to tell you I love you
and I am torn
to do what I have to
to make you mine
stay with me tonight
- Secondhand Serenade [Your Call]
[uploading the song to imeem because all the other songs suck. and if they don't the picture sux. and i'm a fuss person. plus am too lazy to go get it from youtube. thats me. hahaha.]
yessss!!! i finally got it from youtube. xD i have never seen the video [i dont think it even as a video] so a picture is all you get. want the lyrics?? not a chance. though you can get them right here. happy?? xD remember to press ctrl when you press the link or you'll lose my page and never here the song as well as singing along to the lyrics!!! [sorry, but i just found that out last year]. *gag*
I was born
to tell you I love you
and I am torn
to do what I have to
to make you mine
stay with me tonight
- Secondhand Serenade [Your Call]
:: I can't believe it.
October 12, 2008 7:39:00 PM
ATTENTION TO THOSE WHO KNOW ENCIK SALLEH; A TEACHER FROM SMK SERI HARTAMAS.
Hey there.
Just wanted to let you know Encik Salleh is in the hospital with a severe sickness. Apparently he cannot live long and is living by using a machine attached to his heart.
Any1 who wants to visit him can do so @ Hospital Kuala Lumpur, 3rd floor,ward 10, bed number 13.
Please pass on 2 students who would know him.
Thnx 4 your attention!
________________________
omg!! like i just found out.. today!!! nobody ever tells me anything. )x but then again [to be fair] they're all kinda busy with pmr. which starts tomorrow. GOOD LUCK GUYZ!!!!
anway, i can't believe salleh is in hospital... i can still remember him walking in that really fast way all around the school.. and he was always there in front of class when the bell went. sometimes he was earlier then he'll hv to wait for our teacher to go out. omg, i feel so bad for ever saying bad stuff about him!!!! *cry* get well soon!! u were actually the best teacher i've ever had during my time at smksh.
i'll just pray really hard that he gets better. if i'm not too late.
Hey there.
Just wanted to let you know Encik Salleh is in the hospital with a severe sickness. Apparently he cannot live long and is living by using a machine attached to his heart.
Any1 who wants to visit him can do so @ Hospital Kuala Lumpur, 3rd floor,ward 10, bed number 13.
Please pass on 2 students who would know him.
Thnx 4 your attention!
________________________
omg!! like i just found out.. today!!! nobody ever tells me anything. )x but then again [to be fair] they're all kinda busy with pmr. which starts tomorrow. GOOD LUCK GUYZ!!!!
anway, i can't believe salleh is in hospital... i can still remember him walking in that really fast way all around the school.. and he was always there in front of class when the bell went. sometimes he was earlier then he'll hv to wait for our teacher to go out. omg, i feel so bad for ever saying bad stuff about him!!!! *cry* get well soon!! u were actually the best teacher i've ever had during my time at smksh.
i'll just pray really hard that he gets better. if i'm not too late.
Labels: m; horror
:: my name is sarah
6:11:00 PM
i just read this poem about this girl named sarah. it is so freakin horrible i just want to spread the word of how children are really being treated all over the world. and to think i came upon it while looking for stuff to help me with my public speaking!! i was doing child abuse. *sharp intake of breath* copy and paste this on to your blog or anything and spread it!!! people need to know what child abuse is really like.
My Name is Sarah
My name is Sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.
When I awake
I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.
spread this poem!!!! stop child abuse!!
My Name is Sarah
My name is Sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.
When I awake
I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.
spread this poem!!!! stop child abuse!!
Labels: m; horror
:: live.love.laugh
October 10, 2008 11:42:00 PM
just a little something i thought up just now. its like seriously random. i dont even know whether it should be classified as a poem. xD
Live, Laugh, Love by eigh8t
L is for life, and what is life without love?
I is for that important time even when you don't know its gone.
F is for finding that face in that faraway mist of dreams.
E is for everything extraordinary that you could ever want.
L is for loving that rush of emotion that makes you turn red.
O is for ordinary times that never happen when you want them to.
V is for the vulnerable and scared times.
E is for every memory stored away.
L is for laughing your head off without caring whether you look weird.
A is for anything even remotely ridiculous.
U is for understanding the joke that nobody else ever gets.
G is for getting that funny memory and smiling at it while everyone looks at you funny.
H is for having the last everything; laugh, say, cry.
Live. Love. Laugh.
©2008 ~eigh8t
Live, Laugh, Love by eigh8t
L is for life, and what is life without love?
I is for that important time even when you don't know its gone.
F is for finding that face in that faraway mist of dreams.
E is for everything extraordinary that you could ever want.
L is for loving that rush of emotion that makes you turn red.
O is for ordinary times that never happen when you want them to.
V is for the vulnerable and scared times.
E is for every memory stored away.
L is for laughing your head off without caring whether you look weird.
A is for anything even remotely ridiculous.
U is for understanding the joke that nobody else ever gets.
G is for getting that funny memory and smiling at it while everyone looks at you funny.
H is for having the last everything; laugh, say, cry.
Live. Love. Laugh.
©2008 ~eigh8t
Labels: s; rhymes
:: busted ankle
October 09, 2008 6:08:00 PM
yea, exactly what the title says. and all because of stupid stupid stupid bola baling. what really happened??? well, we were playing bola baling rite, and it was kinda like a practice and we had to run up to the net ad then jump and shoot into the net. i know i suck at it but what the heck anyway. lol, it was such a funny jump!! more like a prance in the air and a pathetic little throw. give me a basketball anyday.
so after mel and i ran away from the net. i gave a jump and threw the ball to somewhere random.. and fell and landed on my ankle. ::ouch!:: it h u r t like shhyyytttt. and my ankle kinda went ::crunch:: and even mel heard it. so you can guess how painful it was. so i had to miss out on the match.... and i eventually made my ankle so numb i couldnt feel my foot. xD
and then i came home [limping, duh] and took of my sock and whoa!!! its huge. like seriously seriously swollen. it looks like i dont even have an ankle for cryin out loud. i can barely limp, let alone walk. how the heck am i gonna go to school tmr? and i was supposed to be the nurse in romeo and juliet!!! unfair!! darn you, bola baling!! you suck!! i'll never play you again. dangerous dangerous game. or i'm just clumsy. xD
:: tatoo our sweat in tears, forever you and I - We The Kings [Stay Young] ::
so after mel and i ran away from the net. i gave a jump and threw the ball to somewhere random.. and fell and landed on my ankle. ::ouch!:: it h u r t like shhyyytttt. and my ankle kinda went ::crunch:: and even mel heard it. so you can guess how painful it was. so i had to miss out on the match.... and i eventually made my ankle so numb i couldnt feel my foot. xD
and then i came home [limping, duh] and took of my sock and whoa!!! its huge. like seriously seriously swollen. it looks like i dont even have an ankle for cryin out loud. i can barely limp, let alone walk. how the heck am i gonna go to school tmr? and i was supposed to be the nurse in romeo and juliet!!! unfair!! darn you, bola baling!! you suck!! i'll never play you again. dangerous dangerous game. or i'm just clumsy. xD
:: tatoo our sweat in tears, forever you and I - We The Kings [Stay Young] ::
Labels: m; crap
*54
October 07, 2008 7:25:00 PM
today.... i nearly went missing??? it was possible. but i didnt. it didnt even happen. i just wanted to make a statement. make that a very b o l d statement. well... what really happened?? umm... i waited for my sis after school coz we were supposed to walk to the station [yea, i take the train home nowadays. its pretty safe, not like malaysia. one bonus. xD] i waited n waited n waited but she didnt show up. so i thought she went home early coz she has early finish days sometimes. lucky her. and i just so hppened that today i jus had to forget to take my hp to school. and yes, we can take handphones to school. and iPods. i just leave it in my bag anyways.
yea, so i walked all the way to station and took the train to ormond.. and my mum wasnt there. which would have been pretty obvious since i couldnt call or sms. so i walked to aunty abby's [my mum's friend] butcher [where she works] so i could call my mum.... i was actually planning to walk all the way back home but i thot i should at least call. so aunty abby calls and my mum asks her to tell me to walk bakk to the station coz she;s waiting there. so walk all the way back to the station. and that was my exercise for the day. whee.
my sis thot i was missing... exaggerated much?? it wasnt scary.. i was actually singing to myself while walking to the station and to the butcher. xD singing helps alot. even though it was a japanese song. but who cares. made a birthday card for nia, since its her bday on monday and i hv to send it off by tomorrow... o.O and making encouragement pics for everyone else. PMR is next week!!
didnt get a chance to trip up kate... damn. there wasnt any rain today, so no mud. rawr.
We were careless hearts who got caught up in this. - We the Kings [August is Over]
yea, so i walked all the way to station and took the train to ormond.. and my mum wasnt there. which would have been pretty obvious since i couldnt call or sms. so i walked to aunty abby's [my mum's friend] butcher [where she works] so i could call my mum.... i was actually planning to walk all the way back home but i thot i should at least call. so aunty abby calls and my mum asks her to tell me to walk bakk to the station coz she;s waiting there. so walk all the way back to the station. and that was my exercise for the day. whee.
my sis thot i was missing... exaggerated much?? it wasnt scary.. i was actually singing to myself while walking to the station and to the butcher. xD singing helps alot. even though it was a japanese song. but who cares. made a birthday card for nia, since its her bday on monday and i hv to send it off by tomorrow... o.O and making encouragement pics for everyone else. PMR is next week!!
didnt get a chance to trip up kate... damn. there wasnt any rain today, so no mud. rawr.
We were careless hearts who got caught up in this. - We the Kings [August is Over]
Labels: m; nostalgic
*53
October 06, 2008 9:06:00 PM
wow, i probably have a knack of scaring people away. sorry chris!!!! xD lol, he sed he had homework rite after i started talking to him. i wonder why, xD next time wont bother him again. he'll probably have nightmares. xD am now talking to eain wei... and trying to do work. no e.w, its not ur fault. and i noe i'm a very boring msn chatter. especially when i'm tryin to do work. hahahha. and i will not mention my freaky dream from yesterday. *shudder*
hmm... lets see. first day of school.. not one i wanna remember, mind you. for starters, it was shhyytt cold, and i was onyl wearing my summer uniform.. which is pretty damn thin. thank god i wore a singlet underneath. i would've freezed to death. haha, sneha wore a scarf with her summer uniform [which isnt terribly allowed]. will report the hols.. in another post. rite now using the other comp that doesnt have the pics.
kate bellott, u are sooo dead. meanie!!! oh yea, we were running to class [under the extremely heavy rain], and i happened to stupidly forget to use my umbrella.. it was in my bag for cryin out loud!!!! so we're running [just kate and i] and ofr some uknown reason i suddenly drop all my stuff. and when i mean all, i mean all. and all means :
_ shakespeare textbook
_ romeo and juliet play
_ LAS folder
_ pencil case
_ diary
and my diary fell open, and someone stepped on it. and ms gollant breezes by and says "poor girl!" oh yea, did it ever occur to you to actually help the poor girl in the rain? nope. just breezed on past with her umbrella and 4 girls in tow. thanks alot ms G. so nicole runs out and helps [thank god she loves me!!] and kate stands in the shelter and laughs her head off. nice kate. real nice. tomorrow she's gona fall on her face in the mud. i'll make sure she does. evil evil little me.
so thats it!! the whole day and all i can remember is dropping everything. oh and ms hasell just laughs when i ask her for a tissue to wip me books. i was pretty sure teachers were supposed to help you. but no. apparently not in my case. way to go!!
Together we can make it while the world is crashing down. - Tokio Hotel [Ready, Set, Go!]
hmm... lets see. first day of school.. not one i wanna remember, mind you. for starters, it was shhyytt cold, and i was onyl wearing my summer uniform.. which is pretty damn thin. thank god i wore a singlet underneath. i would've freezed to death. haha, sneha wore a scarf with her summer uniform [which isnt terribly allowed]. will report the hols.. in another post. rite now using the other comp that doesnt have the pics.
kate bellott, u are sooo dead. meanie!!! oh yea, we were running to class [under the extremely heavy rain], and i happened to stupidly forget to use my umbrella.. it was in my bag for cryin out loud!!!! so we're running [just kate and i] and ofr some uknown reason i suddenly drop all my stuff. and when i mean all, i mean all. and all means :
_ shakespeare textbook
_ romeo and juliet play
_ LAS folder
_ pencil case
_ diary
and my diary fell open, and someone stepped on it. and ms gollant breezes by and says "poor girl!" oh yea, did it ever occur to you to actually help the poor girl in the rain? nope. just breezed on past with her umbrella and 4 girls in tow. thanks alot ms G. so nicole runs out and helps [thank god she loves me!!] and kate stands in the shelter and laughs her head off. nice kate. real nice. tomorrow she's gona fall on her face in the mud. i'll make sure she does. evil evil little me.
so thats it!! the whole day and all i can remember is dropping everything. oh and ms hasell just laughs when i ask her for a tissue to wip me books. i was pretty sure teachers were supposed to help you. but no. apparently not in my case. way to go!!
Together we can make it while the world is crashing down. - Tokio Hotel [Ready, Set, Go!]
Labels: w; rain
*52
October 03, 2008 3:06:00 PM
ehehhehe, sorry for doubting you tokio hotel!!! no worries, i can call myself a fan now. i love tokio hotel!!! they rock!! probably coz i love their genre of music. noisy noisy noisy. look, go download your own songs. or come here: [link]. happy??? dont blame me for liking noisy music. hum hum hum. am also obsessed with still doll by kanon wakeshima. and no, she is not related in anyway to canon cameras. xD excuse me for coming up with sumthin as lame as that.
thinking of my next thing to draw... a still doll!!!! because i love that song sooo much. its on my flashfetish ipod. xD first song. yup, that eeerie song. i heart it!!!! my sis thinks its creepy tho. and did i mention its the end theme song for vampire knight?! like my fave manga ever!!! after ouran high school host club. i'm only at chapter 25.... and there's what 43 chapters?! i dont care. only volume 5...o.O makes me wanna buy all the mangas!!!! it'll probably cost abt rm500 tho.. damn these expensive mangas!!
end of rant for now.
thinking of my next thing to draw... a still doll!!!! because i love that song sooo much. its on my flashfetish ipod. xD first song. yup, that eeerie song. i heart it!!!! my sis thinks its creepy tho. and did i mention its the end theme song for vampire knight?! like my fave manga ever!!! after ouran high school host club. i'm only at chapter 25.... and there's what 43 chapters?! i dont care. only volume 5...o.O makes me wanna buy all the mangas!!!! it'll probably cost abt rm500 tho.. damn these expensive mangas!!
end of rant for now.
ぼくたちはまよいながら :: "ぼくたちのゆくえ" - ひとみ たかはし
bokutachi wa mayoinagara :: "bokutachi no yukue" - hitomi shimatani. its a song fyi. like the first line. x.X