yesh!!! I finally managed to find out how to do a strikethrough in blogger!!! by googling it, but still... and I've made a shortcut in MS word, but that was coz I thought it would work here as well. stupid smart me. xD
before I even start talking, just to get it straight,
I DO NOT HAVE CANCER OF ANY KINDS ANYWHERE ON MY HEALTHY LITTLE BODY.
okay?
well, soorryyy if there is actually a song out there named cancer... and that it's actually an extremely extremely nice song (in fact, one of my fave's right now)... and yes, it's by my chemical romance... and no, I don't think there's a video.
this was probably a fan-made video... but oh well. nothing to blog about now... except exams are over... and I got 94% for maths and science (they're one paper). which is pretty good, I guess. oh, and I finished vampire knight today... I think I watched 9 episodes, including two of the ones form the newest season (vampire knight guilty)... and yesterday my sis and I finished watching 命中主定我爱昵 (fated to love you ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni)... it's damn funny!! I recommend it if you're looking for a new drama to watch... though you have to know mandarin. stupid pirated DVD, the first cd had BM subtitiles, which made it really good for me, seeing as my mandarin sucks. but then the second disk had NO BM SUBTITLES and the quality was wayy worse. guess that's what happens when you get pirated stuff.
hehe, long paragraph. thinking of something new to draw, but no inspiration. I do have inspiration for a new story, but I have to finish the cursed one first... suck.
Turn away If you could get me a drink of water Coz my lips are chapped and faded Call my aunt Marie Help her gather all my things And bury me in all my favorite colors My sisters and my brothers still I will not kiss you Coz the hardest part of this is leaving you
Now turn away Coz I’m awful just to see Coz all my hairs abandoned all my body All my agony know I will never marry Baby I’m just soggy from the chemo But counting down the days It just ain’t living And I just hope you know
That if you say goodbye today I’d ask you to be true Coz the hardest part of this is leaving you Coz the hardest part of this is leaving you - Cancer, My Chemical Romance
Famous Last Words
November 24, 2008 5:30:00 PM
prior to tomorrow when I start my maths and science test, I just wanted to say my last goodbyes before I got to unspeakable (and probably very, very hot) hell. who gives a damn if my last words aren't that famous? my chemical romance is... and who doesn't love them? yea, I'm a besotted fan to the world famous goth-looking screaming Gerard Way. who looked so so good with short silver hair. but now it's back to black. and for some reason, I feel like I've said that before. oh. in my last post. xD scuse me.
just went to my old blog... and cannot believe how weird I was (and still is. are. whatever.). wanna see? no idea why danny boy aka pilot aka Dr Daniel Adams (?) linked it on his blog... he must be jobless. ^^ anways, have a peek if you wanna see, there are only 7 posts? it's a sucky blog and I was a blog noob then. well, still am but not as much. x)
oh oh oh! today went for state squash... and who would be there but william kathrivessis. kativressis? something like that. he has a weird name. and he's so damn annoying nobody likes him. which would explain why he keeps changing clubs. according to harrison. who was inscopicuosly not at training on saturday. adam was tho. anyway, my school got 4th place... and I won all my games. I guess I should be proud, but I think maybe I was on the best ones there? which wouldnt be the case at MSSM.
and eu jin should have been there to tell me what happened!! silly boi.
I reckon msskl was wayyy funner. apart from last year when I reffed/marked addeen and eain wei's game.. and gave addeen a foot fault. and he gave me the evilest little stare in the world. which creeped me out a bit, but who can actually be creeped out with addeen?! i wonder if he's grown in the last year.... x) together with danial...hannan...shyan... and all the other shorties in the squash world who I know.
ciao for now!! gotta study for science... when I die... I think I mentioned that... I'd better stop talking before I kill myself with random boredom....
Hello/Good Afternoon! My name is Sue Yin. I am 15 years old. I am in Year 9 (form 3). My favourite subjects are maths and japanese. I don't really like science. There are 4 people in my family, including my father, mother and my older sister. My family house in Melbourne is big. It has a living room, a kitchen, a toilet, a bathroom and a veranda*. The garden is also big. It has lots of trees. My house is 5 minutes away from the station by foot. Every Saturday, I play squash. I really like squash, and I'm good at it**. Sometimes I play the piano. I like the piano but I'm not very good at it. Come to Australia! Bye!
* Don't usually mention the bedrooms when you describe a house. ** SO NOT TRUE!! I had to say whether I was good or not and I forgot the word for "Okay". x)
Weird weather
7:44:00 PM
welcome to melbourne! home to one of the freakiest and unpredictable weather in the world, I kid you not. today was just had the weirdest day in my life. let's just let the pics speak for themselves, huh?
hail!! little drops of ice, in case you don't know. 10am.
hail!! same time, close up.
hail, same time, front yard. 3pm. clear blue skies.
8pm. dark clouds + rain.
told you it was crazy!!! it's been like that the wholeee day. seriously!! it's weird. very weird. but we saw hail!! didnt want to go outside really. would have hurt. don't believe me? go try it yourself and don't say i didn't warn you.
Potter Puppet Pals
7:36:00 PM
my cousin showed me this vid months ago... it's just so freaking hilarious!! and instantly addictive.. try getting all your friends and try doing it.. it's really hard! coordination is the key thing and sometimes you get out of tune. x) i recommend trying it. oh, and once you play it, you play it over and over and over and over... and crack up laughing everytime. i swear!! enjoy!!
Welcome to The Black Parade
November 21, 2008 10:20:00 PM
I reckon we are so different from people in form 4 this year... which includes my cousin. they're all party people, especially my cousin's gang. either that, or it's just my gang who doesn't do partying. nah, I'm sure we're a bunch of losers. happy losers, though. x) ♥
countdown to boarding a plane: 1 month 1 day.
When I was, a young boy My father took me into the city To see a marching band. He said son when you grow up, would you be the saviour of the broken the beaten and the damned? he said will you defeat them? your demons and all the wrong believers the plans that they have made because one day I'll leave you a phantom to lead you in the summer to join theblack parade.
I really lovee this song and the video rocks! and gerard way (the lead singer) looked really good with silver hair.. too bad it's back to black now. no, not in the amy winehouse way. I would really love to post two songs right now before I forget the other song, but oh well.
wishlist for christmas: a guitar a pair of cargos an iPod nano? a group photo with ALL my friends a wacom tablet (tho that would be impossible, they're really expensive) Photoshop CS3! have my own room!!!!!!!!!
impossible wishes: dance like briana evigan (she's from step up 2) play the guitar talk cantonese like a pro
went to DFO coz my mum wanted to get some sheets... ended up not getting any. so I went to look for a shirt. a black shirt would be kinda nice, I reckon. only the really nice ones that I find are so frekin exepensive!! darn it!!
On and on we carry through your fears Disappointed faces of your peers Take a look at me Coz I could not care at all.
给我你的爱
November 20, 2008 9:57:00 PM
sorry for the chinese title, but it;s kinda a nice song, so I don't really mind. it says "Gei wo ni de ai" in case you don't know chinese... ^^ which means give me your love. At least, I think so. my mandarin is so elementary it's not funny.
countdown to exams: 4 days. countdown to going back to malaysia: 1 month 2 days.
not fun!! I really want to go back, and I want to go back NOW. oh we finished heart of greed and now watching two taiwanese dramas, 命中主定我爱你 ( fated to love you) and 终極一班(k.O One).. both in mandarin but 命中主定我爱你 has bm subtitles. xD i suck at mandarin ok? even amy (my friend from guangzhou) laughs at my cantonese... tho i tell her not to and i'm not fluent in it so it's NOT funny!!
lately been having this fantasy of catching a snatch thief in a mall... LOL. it's so hilarious to even THINK about it.. all i can say is that it involves darren chow, sarah and sabina... and sitting on the thief while running through the mall looking for security guards. did I mention kicking some nuts? :D gotta hurt huh?
studying science (coz i suck at it) and will post my practice japanese essay here because I want to. hahahahhahha, suck if you can't read it! i am sooo mean. ^^
see yous soon! won't be writing much until after exams and then i''ll tell you about state squash! funn... i think mark (my coach) will be there. maybeeee!! gonna be so boring as always. and i'll be there the whole day!! so gonna take my science there to study.
Crawling
November 18, 2008 8:35:00 PM
i would so like to know which sane human would actually watch gossip girl without covering their eyes or feeling increasingly frustrated at the bitchy fights. getting all these facts just by watching 15 minutes of it? looks like it's not exactly a good show. at least if you're someone like me.
what I would like nothing better to do right now: ♥ watch vampire knight until I run out of episodes ♥ watch "heart of greed" 溏心風暴 until i run out of episodes ♥ run around like a mad person screaming my lungs out ♥ get on plane straight back to malaysia ♥ stay alone in the room with noone bugging me so I can do whatever I want to.
yea, some sefish thoughts that I don't usually do. I would SO love to get my own room... I've never had one before and it seriously SUCKS. I could do whatever I want in the room, and with the room. decoration wise, of course. sorry for making this blog private.. dont want SOME people reading it...
this sucks. seriously.
AND exams are in 6 days. AND i find it really hard to get it out of my head that I will cry when Raymond Lam Fung dies in Heart of Greed. I tend to cry when people die in TVB dramas... even though none of the characters are actualy real. go wikipedia!! spoiled my suspense. now i actually can't wait for him to die, how nice am I?
OH, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AI LIN!!
sooorrrreee i didnt send a message on friendster... don't you just hate it when people think something entirely different to what you're really doing? pisses me offf like hell.
they were so right. it does hurt.
Crawling in my skin, these wound they will not heal, fear is how I fall confusing what is real.... - Crawling, Linkin Park
if you haven't guessed it by now, I'm a self-proclaimed hardcore linkin park fan, so you can't say I'm not a fan because I don't collect any of their stuff. isnt liking their music enough?
why does the bloody maths book have to be so bloody thick?!
it's so hard to carry it back and forth so i end up leaving it in my locker and using the cd at home. which requires going on to the never-should-have-been-invented-computer. which makes me get on to the internet. which immediatly makes me get on to deviantart. which makes me then log in to Blogger. which makes me read my friend's blogs. which distracts me from studying. which leaves the cd stone cold. which means it hasnt moved. which means i havent touched it at all. which makes me write a bloody random post. which makes me wonder.
WHO THE HELL WOULD READ THIS UNLESS THEY WERE INSANE?!
thats all for today.
oh and maybe would be all until my exams are over. which isnt likely.
and you piss me off so much its unbelieveable.
Brand New Day
7:02:00 PM
Okay, it's not a tag, i just took it from eu jin (no, not the 3C eu jin) because it looked fun and I wanted to do it again? xP
Rules: a. Put your Itunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle. b. For each question press next to get your answer. c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS d. Put this on your blog.
1. If someone says, " is this okay?" What About Now - Chris Daughtry (so they were talking about a different time? *sesated*)
2. How would you describe yourself? 7 Things - Miley Cyrus (hahah, i have wayy more things to describe myself. i think. o.O)
3. What do you like in a guy/girl? Bounce - Timbaland ft Dr Dre, Missy Elliot and Justin Timberlake
4. How do you feel today? Superhuman - Chris Brown ft Ker Hilson (wooot!!! I feel like I can fly!!!!)
5. What is your life purpose? Crush - David Archuleta ( umm... my life's purpose is to have a crush on my friends... i'm such a desperate person... )
6. What is your motto? Innocent - David Cook (i AM innocent!! well, sometimes. xP)
7. What do your friends think of you? Just Dance - Lady Gaga (You do NOT want to see me dance.)
8. What do you think of your parents? So What - Pink (whoa, am i one defiant person. :D)
9. What do you think about very often? One Step at A Time - Jordin Sparks (Um, I think about walking. seriously. I think while I'm walking? more like sing...)
10. What is 2+2? Thunder - Boys Like Girls (XD)
11. What do you think of your best friend? Addicted - Saving Abel (Nice to know i'm addicted to my friends.... )
12. What do you think of the person you like? The Best Damn Thing - Avril Lavigne (usually...)
13. What is your life? Empty - The Click Five ( umm... i think i just got the same as eu jin... I'm a barrel!!)
14. What do you want to be when you grow up? I'm Yours - Jason Mraz ( i want to be... yours?*again, sesated)
15. What do you think when you see the person you like? Monsoon - Tokio Hotel ( that is just sooo sad..)
16. What will you dance at your wedding? Ready, Set, Go - Tokio Hotel (fast song... and noisy... GREAT!!!)
17. What will they play at your funeral? Closer - Ne-Yo (well, close to them but i'll be far, far away...)
18. What is your hobby/ interest? Scream - Tokio Hotel (more like Sarah's hobby? xD sorry rah!)
19. What is your biggest fear? Your Call -Secondhand Serenade (I fear your call.. so dont call me!! xD)
20. What is your biggest secret? Walking On Air - Kerli (i seriously can walk on air. xP)
21. What do you think of your friends? Time Is Running Out - Muse (running out for what....??)
22. What will you post this as? Brand New Day - Forty Foot Echo
I'll tag... ( no, this is not a question!!!!!) xD the people who's blogs i frewuently visit... which is just... -sarah -daniel -eu jin -max
haha, i am not popular at all.
Young and Hopeless
November 13, 2008 5:47:00 PM
CLICK THE PIC!!!
(when you get to the site, click the pic again! ^^)
Hee, I drew this two days ago and finished the shading yesterday.. xD I like it!! You like it? :D This is probs my fave among everything i've ever drawn. yay!
Two Words
5:34:00 PM
word number one: DAMN IT. reasons to damn it:
I have an exam in 10 days. I have a squash tournament on exactly the same day as my first exam. I have to write an exam-conditioned essay tomorrow. I have a maths test on Monday. It's bloody hot. High School Musical 3 only come out on Dec 4!! UNFAIR!!! DX
word number two: WHEEEE!!! reasons to say wheeeee:
I'm a peer support leader!!!!! I'm improving in my shading and drawing!!! I saw that guy at the train station again!! haven't seen him in AGES. maybe he took the bus home.... *shrugs* I have 1 month and 9 days to go before I go back to Malaysia!! woot!
Points of Authority
November 11, 2008 6:04:00 PM
nyah. i hate this system. WHY do we have to choose who we want to have in our class next year? why do we have to pick 4 out of so many friends and out of those four you have to pick ONE to put on the top of your list?! it's so unfair. seriously, it;s really hard to think of who to put. especially when you're not close to ONE single person, you're friends with a WHOLE lot of people. not nice. you could call it...... (pause)..... (thinks real hard)..... (still thinking)......... (thought of a word that doesnt match)..... (and finally) i give up. i thought of a word but now i cant remember it and it doesnt make sense anyways.
squash today.... played with some unknown school and we WON! i reckon it was pretty damn easy. one game.... 3 hours of sitting there. about 10 minutes of playing. sometimes tournaments are a waste of time.
and to top off this oh-so-happy-day, state finals are on the 24th.... which is the first day of exams. which is LAS (engish and history)... and i HAVE to go for the tourney. so... i have to take my LAS exam later... NOT GOOD.
I don't exactly treasure the thought of sitting in an empty classroom doing an exam. it's just... creepy. not to mention heart rending. not to mention being alone. with a teacher watching over you. i shudder to even think of it.
umm...
November 10, 2008 9:39:00 PM
umm my mum is going to sleep now?? when it's 9.40 pm?? so early?? LOL. i'll be in bed... another hour ya.. updating that creepy story. dont ya think? read it!!
Numb
6:43:00 PM
aaa, love this song... ever since standard 5? i think that's when it came out... anyway, LOVE it. today.. was supposed to go for squash training during period 4 but i couldn't be bothered lugging all my squash stuff to school and i went for training on saturday anyways. i don't think it's worth training with them... no offence though.
state finals tomorrow, i think. not sure if it's state finals or not.. but it's a final! xD umm.. today had a beep test and I managed to make it to 7.1 when i kinda stumbled a little and triggered an old hidden reflex in my almost-healed ankle. dammit! i could have gone on longer... mel made it to 8.10!! she improved... i am so freakin unfit now. maybe i shoulc get my own beep test and practice at home. xD
sabi's bday in... 20 days!! i'm debating whether to send a card or not... it would be nice if i could get one back. but thats being mean... and i try not to be sometimes.
i have a story blog!!! it's kinda like a new one.... but it's NOT blog. so no relinking... just a new link. ^^ story ideas are welcome!!
screw you. screw you screw you screw you. screw all you people who think that teasing and making hurtful jokes about their friends is funny. would you like it if we disagreed with you about every single thing in your life even when we like it like that? we think however we want to think. we are all different. nobody messes with my friends and thats final.
screw you if you mess with my friend's heads. soemtimes they're idiots, but they're my idiots.
*
soo lazy today... came home, watched cooking channel for a couple of hours then went to sleep. not my fault i felt like sleeping the entire time in school today. and then when i made up my mind to sleep, i couldn't. fun! oh and it was raining.
"Definition of rain: In Melbourne, Victoria, it steadily drizzles for a couple of hours, with a little chance of actually becoming a full blown thunderstorm even when predicted. When it does decide to rain, it rains everywhere except the dams."
well, my definition anyway.
so went to sleep... heard my mum calling me to get up.... shouted back "NO!!!!" and went bac to sleep... heard my sister calling me to get up and help cook dinner... couldn't be bothered shouting back... woke up (FINALLY)... watched harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban even though i've watched it a thousand times... ran to the shower during commercial break... ran back to watch.... then came on to blog.
i live an extremely productive life.
oh and i calculated an extremely interesting fact. well, calculation. ok. here goes. in channel 10, harry potter 3 goes on for 3 hours. when the usual time is 2 and a half. so... i decided t calculate some random shit that doesnt make sense. xD goes like this:
commercials (C) = 180 min - 150 min (which is the movie time) = 30 mins Each commercial goes on for about 3 minutes so... C = 30/3 = 10 So 10 commercial breaks. so an average showing time would be... average showing time (AST) = 150/10 = 15 So... each showing time is 15 minutes!! well, average showing time.
Conclusion: Channel 10 is ripping us off and giving us crap showing times. Oh, and it also means i took 3 minutes to shower. wheeeee!!
was just putting my iPod on shuffle and this song came up... and i remembered when wen and i were obsessed with it.. all the way in standard 6. and i never knew how sad it actually is... and the video is even sadder.
"How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes Got nowhere to run The night goes on
It's all fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me." - Untitled, Simple Plan
barack obama is the new president of the united states of america!!!! woot woot!!! lol, i KNEW he was gonna win. i KNEW it!! i'd like to think i'm psychic but i'm not. *hehee*
and why i'm excited is because: ►obama is the FIRST black president (but who doesn't know that?) ► last time i wanted kerry to win but he didn't and now i wanted obama to win an he DID!! muahahahaha ► history was made on the exact same day we came to aus!!! ► first year, first black president whooo!!
i am so lame sometimes.
*
huge spider in class to day. so... you can probably guess what happened. and if you haven't i'll just tell you.
"OH MY GOD!!!" "KILL IT KILL IT!!" "WHERE IS IT?!" "AAAAAH!!!!!"
just to name a few. and i was the one who let it out of it's hiding place, so all the credit can go to me!!! yay!!
one year down... and i'm still alive. though my toes have lost all feeling right now. don't know if that's good news or bad news. == umm umm umm
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!
(i can't think of any other way to describe it. ;P)
and back to the dreary boring life that is sue yin. chong sue yin. sue yin chong. i'm not sure which one i like better. in case you're wondering, they call me sue yin chong here. then when i tell them in malaysia it's chong sue yin they ask "so they call you chong there?" major swt. it's a bit hilarious and i get a bit sick of explaining sometimes so next time i'll just shut up. but i will not shut up when they call me "sue". it's sue yin you lazy bastards.
this is such a nice post for a first anniversary.
i cannot wait to go back to malaysia... because i'm sick of piling on layers of clothes just to keep warm. and even then i'm not very warm. i'm willing to turn pink just to wear tees and shorts!!!! ok, not that pink. just being a little pink is bad enough.
*
songs that i listen to over and over again:
+ Thunder - Boys Like Girls
+ Empty - The Click Five
+ Your Call - Secondhand Serenade
+ Monsoon - Tokio Hotel
+ Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park
+ Where's You Go - Fort Minor
+ Crush - David Archuleta
+ Hold On - Good Charlotte
+ Welcome To My Life - Simple Plan
+ Time is Running Out - Muse
by now you should have caught on that they're pretty emo songs. rawr. wtf is wrong with me?! emo songs just click with me. they sound nice. and no, i am not emo. according to my friends, not even near it.
just a little confuzzled... about everything. i live a sad life. it's just full of... nothing. you don't have to protect me all the time, you know. you don't always have to lie so you don't hurt me. it's worse when i know you're lying than when you tell me. you're just confusing me. and i don't know what to think anymore.
and listening to emo songs just doesn't help.
telling someone something and acting like the opposite isn't very healthy for them. they get serious brain ache from trying to figure it all out.
and i forgot to add... exactly one year ago i was in school crying my eyes out because it was my last day. yea. ONE FREAKIN YEAR! it doesnt feel like it... it feels like yesterday. it's stuck in my head. it's just sad knowing that i'll
♥ never go hyper with lii iin school again. ♥ never scold wen for being with marcus (sorry wen!!) ♥ never hang out with nia during rehat ♥ never help loong with last minute maths again ♥ never scream with rah again... and drive visa crazy ♥ never do funny accents with sabi again ♥ never have darren and ian tie my laces together again ( and they were NOT easy to get out!!) ♥ never tease mel about her loh kong again.
yea, i'll always remember 2 Amanah 2008. it was the best. always was and always will.b
today... we went to QV Market.... cant remember the last time we went. wanted to get a cap... not those kinds like wat we usually wear, sometin more like this:
but the i saw this kind of hat which is pretty cool... but it's kinda more like a guy's hat than a girls...
agree with me?? my mum said i looked like michael jackson. i take it as an insult. not like i want to look like lord voldemort. which is what michael jackson looks like. only with disgusting greasy hair. worse than severus snape. *collective shudder*
and i had a splitting headache so... we had to go home early. but not before going to this cute little japanese cafe that only had space for... 15 people? and i had a sapporo ramen... which was really wantan mee in japanese broth n crabsticks n seaweed n hard boiled aggs and 2 HUGE pieces of pork. yea. i couldnt finish it coz i felt a bit sick when i was three quarters through.
so i had a nap!! for the third day in a row!! yea, i had a headache yesterday as well. so it must have a been a leftover. oh well. and it tried to rain... though it pissed for a while. long enough to cover the ground anyway. fun!
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