Breath, and everything will be okay.
June 24, 2010 10:42:00 PM
It's ok.
Members leave all the time. I mean, bands can't stay together forever. Like WonBin. He left, and there wasn't much fuss. And Jay. I'm not saying that THAT wasn't fuss-free, but we've all accepted it.
Right ?
It's not ok.
Because Super Junior isn't a group or a band. Super Junior is a family. And families don't just abandon each other like that. They don't. They just don't.
Silence from the boys for two days. Nothing from their Twitters. Nothing at all. Is it because they're so numb they've got nothing to say ? Or are they just forbidden to say anything at all ?
Will they never see each other again ?
Is this how it all ends ? Just like that ? Did he even get to say goodbye ? One last hug, one last cry before he left ?
And the inevitable question: Will HeeChul ever see him again ?
My mind's reeling. This can't be happening. It can't.Isn't Wasn't Super Junior supposed to be forever ? Or is this the end ?
If they try to add another member in, they'll be making a huge mistake. Even if Suju is 12+2 now, it's better than trying to get 13 again, when they'll never be 13 again.
Not when HanKyung isn't there.
No.
That place will always be for him. Always. And nobody can ever take that away.
Members leave all the time. I mean, bands can't stay together forever. Like WonBin. He left, and there wasn't much fuss. And Jay. I'm not saying that THAT wasn't fuss-free, but we've all accepted it.
Right ?
It's not ok.
Because Super Junior isn't a group or a band. Super Junior is a family. And families don't just abandon each other like that. They don't. They just don't.
Silence from the boys for two days. Nothing from their Twitters. Nothing at all. Is it because they're so numb they've got nothing to say ? Or are they just forbidden to say anything at all ?
Will they never see each other again ?
Is this how it all ends ? Just like that ? Did he even get to say goodbye ? One last hug, one last cry before he left ?
And the inevitable question: Will HeeChul ever see him again ?
My mind's reeling. This can't be happening. It can't.
If they try to add another member in, they'll be making a huge mistake. Even if Suju is 12+2 now, it's better than trying to get 13 again, when they'll never be 13 again.
Not when HanKyung isn't there.
No.
That place will always be for him. Always. And nobody can ever take that away.
Labels: k; HanKyung, k; Super Junior, m; confuzzled, m; nostalgic
Da bla bla.
June 05, 2010 4:39:00 PM
So I've managed to get a decent-looking tumblr skin (:
And then I went to Alia-chan's blog and discovered that she has tumblr too. So yeah, the usual, click on the link, wait for it to load... OH CRAP WE HAVE THE SAME SKIN. /sigh
Oh well, who gives a crap.
And I've only been working for 2 days, but I'm already going to take a break from all the icon-making. I've made a total of 17 in two days. Yes, you read right. If I keep going I'm either going to a) Die from exhaustion b) Start getting a lack of inspiration or c) Cry from the lack of appreciation of all my hard work.
So methinks a break is well-deserved. I'm pathetic.
And I wish I could stop having freaky dreams involving my friends in never-going-to-happen situations. My dreams have started to gain creeper status ㅇㅅㅇ
I just had one of those "Why the hell am I doing this...?" moment. Just when I'm in the process of getting a livejournal. Fitting, no? Do I really need a livejournal for my fanfics... ?
The obvious answer is yes, because blogger + fanfics does not = popular.
... Need to think about this. WHERE'S TAMAKIIIIII ㅠㅅㅠ
Have been listening to SS501's Destination and CNBlue's Bluelove for 3 days straight. And you wonder why I get sick of my songs so fast.
And then I went to Alia-chan's blog and discovered that she has tumblr too. So yeah, the usual, click on the link, wait for it to load... OH CRAP WE HAVE THE SAME SKIN. /sigh
Oh well, who gives a crap.
And I've only been working for 2 days, but I'm already going to take a break from all the icon-making. I've made a total of 17 in two days. Yes, you read right. If I keep going I'm either going to a) Die from exhaustion b) Start getting a lack of inspiration or c) Cry from the lack of appreciation of all my hard work.
So methinks a break is well-deserved. I'm pathetic.
And I wish I could stop having freaky dreams involving my friends in never-going-to-happen situations. My dreams have started to gain creeper status ㅇㅅㅇ
I just had one of those "Why the hell am I doing this...?" moment. Just when I'm in the process of getting a livejournal. Fitting, no? Do I really need a livejournal for my fanfics... ?
The obvious answer is yes, because blogger + fanfics does not = popular.
... Need to think about this. WHERE'S TAMAKIIIIII ㅠㅅㅠ
Have been listening to SS501's Destination and CNBlue's Bluelove for 3 days straight. And you wonder why I get sick of my songs so fast.
Labels: k; icons, m; confuzzled, m; xyz
Of year 11 and flies.
December 03, 2009 6:29:00 PM
Okay, so I said that I was back, but I don't remember saying that I was off school...
First week of year 11 is almost over... and it still feels like I'm in year 10. I nearly cried in Physics today, I don't know if I'll survive it. :( I'm such a coward, people in Malaysia started doing Physics and Bio and Chem THIS year... and I can't even take 3 lessons. They don't h ave an option of dropping it either... and I do.
I think I might drop it in Year 12, Ms Chris scares the hell out of me when she talks about year 12. O_O
So... 4 days of year 11 and I've collected this much paper. Yes, this much. It's amazing how many trees we're cutting down just because we haven't bought our textbooks yet.
*Sigh.
I'll survive the next week first, then I can concentrate on surviving next year.
Fact about starting year 11 in the same year as year 10:
Everyone, let me repeat, everyone keeps referring to year 10 as "last year". Me included. Even the teachers. The school shouldn't do this, we're confusing the hell out of ourselves.
Japanese today was hilarious. Well, at least for me. And Evelyn. We had this Japanese volunteer come in, right, to practice speaking with us. She asked me what I was doing this weekend. I said I was going to a party. She asked what party. I answered part-time job.
EPIC MEGA FAIL. OTL
I guess I can blame Karishma and Suelyn, they answered part time jobs before me so the word was stuck in my head. xD
When we had to write kanji (and since I'm feeling big-headed I'll say that I'm kanji queen in class right now) on the whiteboard, I started writing in Korean. LOL. I'm a very confused person. I wrote "I love Super Junior and Big Bang and Dong Bang Shin Ki and SHINee and 2NE1 and 2PM." Evelyn came out of the little room where her group were doing the talking, circled Dong Bang Shin Ki and SHINee, and rubbed out Super Junior. I hit her for that. >)
Then we spammed the board with random korean words like "Why?" and "Kim JongHyun" and "Lee DongHae" and "You're wearing a wedding dress" (because we're currently obsessed with the song) and my crappily written (in Japanese) "Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou".
Then Ms Witt rubbed it off. T3T
Eve and I wondered if we should ask the Japanese girl whether she knew Tohoshinki. So we picked up the leftover sheets of paper on our desk, went up to the front desk, put it on the desk, got thanked by Ms Witt, stood there for a few seconds wondering what to do, looked at each other and went "Nah." Walked away.
EPIC MEGA FAIL #2
Aren't we awesome? :P
*
There was a fly on thetrain Metro today. God knows why they call it Metro now, who cares whether it's Metro that's running it, it's a freaking train. So don't you come and tell me that "The Metro is now arriving at blahblahblah."
Anyway, about the fly.
I think it was a bit retarded, it was flying backwards. No Kidding. It was right next to my head, flying backwards. It even hit the window backwards. You know when flies hit windows they kinda make that buzzing noise and then slide down the window?
Well, this fly did that. Only backwards. So it's wings were against the window. It was really freaky. After that I watched it clean itself. I swear, I've never met such a vain fly in my life (and I've met alot of flies in my life).
*
Days to holidays: 7 days.
*
I'm supposed to be cooking dinner, but I'm procrastinating. Looking for a new blog skin is way more important anyway. ;)
I haven't watched Naruto since forever. I wonder if he managed to bring Sasuke back from Orochimaru's evil clutches. Care to tell me?
First week of year 11 is almost over... and it still feels like I'm in year 10. I nearly cried in Physics today, I don't know if I'll survive it. :( I'm such a coward, people in Malaysia started doing Physics and Bio and Chem THIS year... and I can't even take 3 lessons. They don't h ave an option of dropping it either... and I do.
I think I might drop it in Year 12, Ms Chris scares the hell out of me when she talks about year 12. O_O
So... 4 days of year 11 and I've collected this much paper. Yes, this much. It's amazing how many trees we're cutting down just because we haven't bought our textbooks yet.
*Sigh.
I'll survive the next week first, then I can concentrate on surviving next year.
Fact about starting year 11 in the same year as year 10:
Everyone, let me repeat, everyone keeps referring to year 10 as "last year". Me included. Even the teachers. The school shouldn't do this, we're confusing the hell out of ourselves.
Japanese today was hilarious. Well, at least for me. And Evelyn. We had this Japanese volunteer come in, right, to practice speaking with us. She asked me what I was doing this weekend. I said I was going to a party. She asked what party. I answered part-time job.
EPIC MEGA FAIL. OTL
I guess I can blame Karishma and Suelyn, they answered part time jobs before me so the word was stuck in my head. xD
When we had to write kanji (and since I'm feeling big-headed I'll say that I'm kanji queen in class right now) on the whiteboard, I started writing in Korean. LOL. I'm a very confused person. I wrote "I love Super Junior and Big Bang and Dong Bang Shin Ki and SHINee and 2NE1 and 2PM." Evelyn came out of the little room where her group were doing the talking, circled Dong Bang Shin Ki and SHINee, and rubbed out Super Junior. I hit her for that. >)
Then we spammed the board with random korean words like "Why?" and "Kim JongHyun" and "Lee DongHae" and "You're wearing a wedding dress" (because we're currently obsessed with the song) and my crappily written (in Japanese) "Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou".
Then Ms Witt rubbed it off. T3T
Eve and I wondered if we should ask the Japanese girl whether she knew Tohoshinki. So we picked up the leftover sheets of paper on our desk, went up to the front desk, put it on the desk, got thanked by Ms Witt, stood there for a few seconds wondering what to do, looked at each other and went "Nah." Walked away.
EPIC MEGA FAIL #2
Aren't we awesome? :P
*
There was a fly on the
Anyway, about the fly.
I think it was a bit retarded, it was flying backwards. No Kidding. It was right next to my head, flying backwards. It even hit the window backwards. You know when flies hit windows they kinda make that buzzing noise and then slide down the window?
Well, this fly did that. Only backwards. So it's wings were against the window. It was really freaky. After that I watched it clean itself. I swear, I've never met such a vain fly in my life (and I've met alot of flies in my life).
*
Days to holidays: 7 days.
*
I'm supposed to be cooking dinner, but I'm procrastinating. Looking for a new blog skin is way more important anyway. ;)
I haven't watched Naruto since forever. I wonder if he managed to bring Sasuke back from Orochimaru's evil clutches. Care to tell me?
Labels: l; japanese, l; korean, m; confuzzled, m; xyz
You do the math.
November 04, 2009 4:26:00 PM
Listening to: Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day
The final post until two weeks!
*doesn't know whether to smile or cry.
So... I'll let you guys have a peek at what I wrote on the 3rd of November 2007 (forgive me for speaking like an idiot, I was a noob blogger then. Can I consider myself one of the elite yet? Maybe not.) Oh well.
So you've probably deduced that I've been here for 2 years! Well, if you did, congratulations, you've won a prize (I'm sorry, that's a lie). And if you didn't... well, don't worry, the people who did won't be getting a prize either.
I can probably say that I was a bit over the top there. I mean, as if I haven't seen my friends since forever, I've gone back three times since then (though that might be ending soon, even with AirAsia and all).
So... anything special today? Nope. Bummed around in the music store room during lunch with Mel and a year 11 named Sarah, who is really nice even though we just met her today. We were trying to play the guitars, only they were SO out of tune it wasn't even funny. Sounded terrible. Just a small pa-twang made all of us cringe.
What else?
Practically dragged Mel down the corridor to Ms Cook's office to tell her that she wasn't going to be doing tuba lessons after all... and then had to knock on the door for her, just to make her do it in the end. Kind of reminded me of the days when we were tiny and I had to talk to Pn Norihan for Wen, because she was so scared of her. Aah, the good old days. I probably tower over most of the teachers in primary school by now. Hard to believe I was really that titchy.
This is turning into rambles. I'm veering off topic, if there was even one.
Oh, right. 2 years.
Celebration? Zilch. Changes? Too many to count. Physically? Taller, definitely not thinner, new hairstyle, tanned legs and white everything else. Mentally? Stupider, for sure. But way better English. Or maybe it was always there, I just didn't feel like showing off to the teachers. So... I've become more arrogant? Confident sounds better.
I put some English songs back into my iTunes playlist. Aren't you proud of me?
The bugger from yesterday sneaked into the bedroom last night. I now have two mega huge lumps on my arm. I made Narelle, Suelyn, Brooke and Emma put their hands on it this morning because they were nice and cold. Soothed it a little. Christie made them into hot cross buns during form assembly. Sort of deflated them a little.
Here we are, at the end of the post (finally). You readers must be phewing in relief and wiping your foreheads in satisfaction. But if you were that bored during the post,why did you read til this part, right at the bottom?
I bow out.
So long and good night.
I had a weird dream last night. As per usual. But it was nice. As per usual. And it was even nicer when I opened up my Facebook account and read my stuff. Made my day, in the weird sort of way. As per usual.
The final post until two weeks!
*doesn't know whether to smile or cry.
So... I'll let you guys have a peek at what I wrote on the 3rd of November 2007 (forgive me for speaking like an idiot, I was a noob blogger then. Can I consider myself one of the elite yet? Maybe not.) Oh well.
3rd November 2007.Had enough of it? You're welcome to make fun of my atrocious typing and spelling and seemingly lack of capital letters. I also seemed to have a thing about not putting spaces where they should be put. And yeah, I had this thing with, umm, coloured writing and different sized fonts. I like keeping things simple now. Oh well, nice to know that I've changed over the 2 years since that post, and I don't need a Facebook app to tell me that.
my first and last post here in malaysia....SAD!! i'm gonna miss everyone, especially my best frenz, wen yi,sonia,li shiann,melissa,sarah, sabina and last,but not least,loong chern! see,loong,i gave u a 'man' color. oh, and faiz and every single person who loves me and cares for me.. hard to believe that a couple of months ago i was thinking that this day would be far,far away...but its here..TODAY!!! and that a couple of days ago we were care-free...
those days seem far away now...
its sad to think i mite never see all my friends again....its not a happy thought. but at least there's something that can never be taken from me,and that's my friendz here that will always be with me and my stories.
this is all i can write for now...the next time i write sumthing,i'll be in AUSTRALIA!!
just want to say one last thing...to all my friends here in malaysia..I LOVE ALL U GUYS AND I'M THINKING OF AND MISSING YOUEVERYDAY!!!
So you've probably deduced that I've been here for 2 years! Well, if you did, congratulations, you've won a prize (I'm sorry, that's a lie). And if you didn't... well, don't worry, the people who did won't be getting a prize either.
I can probably say that I was a bit over the top there. I mean, as if I haven't seen my friends since forever, I've gone back three times since then (though that might be ending soon, even with AirAsia and all).
So... anything special today? Nope. Bummed around in the music store room during lunch with Mel and a year 11 named Sarah, who is really nice even though we just met her today. We were trying to play the guitars, only they were SO out of tune it wasn't even funny. Sounded terrible. Just a small pa-twang made all of us cringe.
What else?
Practically dragged Mel down the corridor to Ms Cook's office to tell her that she wasn't going to be doing tuba lessons after all... and then had to knock on the door for her, just to make her do it in the end. Kind of reminded me of the days when we were tiny and I had to talk to Pn Norihan for Wen, because she was so scared of her. Aah, the good old days. I probably tower over most of the teachers in primary school by now. Hard to believe I was really that titchy.
This is turning into rambles. I'm veering off topic, if there was even one.
Oh, right. 2 years.
Celebration? Zilch. Changes? Too many to count. Physically? Taller, definitely not thinner, new hairstyle, tanned legs and white everything else. Mentally? Stupider, for sure. But way better English. Or maybe it was always there, I just didn't feel like showing off to the teachers. So... I've become more arrogant? Confident sounds better.
I put some English songs back into my iTunes playlist. Aren't you proud of me?
The bugger from yesterday sneaked into the bedroom last night. I now have two mega huge lumps on my arm. I made Narelle, Suelyn, Brooke and Emma put their hands on it this morning because they were nice and cold. Soothed it a little. Christie made them into hot cross buns during form assembly. Sort of deflated them a little.
Here we are, at the end of the post (finally). You readers must be phewing in relief and wiping your foreheads in satisfaction. But if you were that bored during the post,why did you read til this part, right at the bottom?
I bow out.
So long and good night.
I had a weird dream last night. As per usual. But it was nice. As per usual. And it was even nicer when I opened up my Facebook account and read my stuff. Made my day, in the weird sort of way. As per usual.
Labels: exams, m; annoyed, m; confuzzled, m; nostalgic, m; xyz
Photos kill me.
July 13, 2009 6:06:00 PM
Okay, I'll be intensely honest and say that I hate facebook so much right now, I hate seeing everyone having the time of their lives, I hate seeing pictures of all of them having so much fun, and I especially hate the way I feel so so so jealous whenever I see pictures of all of them, especially when it has him in them.
Why does he have to be so cute?
Why the heck do I keep looking at pictures of them when I know it kills a little bit of me everytime?
Why why why why why?!
I feel like crying right now. I really do. I want to know so many things now. I want what I can't have. I always do. I want to forget, but I want to remember. I want to let go of all of them, to just wipe my memory of every happy time I ever had with them, especially whatever close moment I had with him.
I want them to be happy.
I want them to move on with their life.
They're doing exactly that.
So why do I wish that they somehow hurt so much that they might feel just a little bit of what I was feeling?
Why do I want them to miss me as much as I miss them?
Because I'm sick of always being the good person, the one who always communicates first but never gets a reply. I want to just cut it off entirely.
But I know that somehow I can't.
I want to know why it's the people who I hardly talk to who put a smile on my face.
Why does he have to be so cute?
Why the heck do I keep looking at pictures of them when I know it kills a little bit of me everytime?
Why why why why why?!
I feel like crying right now. I really do. I want to know so many things now. I want what I can't have. I always do. I want to forget, but I want to remember. I want to let go of all of them, to just wipe my memory of every happy time I ever had with them, especially whatever close moment I had with him.
I want them to be happy.
I want them to move on with their life.
They're doing exactly that.
So why do I wish that they somehow hurt so much that they might feel just a little bit of what I was feeling?
Why do I want them to miss me as much as I miss them?
Because I'm sick of always being the good person, the one who always communicates first but never gets a reply. I want to just cut it off entirely.
But I know that somehow I can't.
I want to know why it's the people who I hardly talk to who put a smile on my face.
Labels: m; confuzzled, m; emo, m; sad
This is what it is.
June 19, 2009 7:39:00 PM
What is this?
Skipping beats whenever I see your name?
Feeling incredibly happy when you talk to me, even when it's on msn?
You'd call it love, but I know better.
It's love alright, but it's also wayyy more powerful than that.
So give or take a little.
I freakin love you.
Only you'll never know that.
And when will you see my face ever again anyway?
Or hear my voice.
See my smile.
Hear me sing your favourite song.
See me cry.
Never.
*
And this is what rock songs do to me.
Skipping beats whenever I see your name?
Feeling incredibly happy when you talk to me, even when it's on msn?
You'd call it love, but I know better.
It's love alright, but it's also wayyy more powerful than that.
So give or take a little.
I freakin love you.
Only you'll never know that.
And when will you see my face ever again anyway?
Or hear my voice.
See my smile.
Hear me sing your favourite song.
See me cry.
Never.
*
And this is what rock songs do to me.
Labels: m; confuzzled
Burning Up
March 20, 2009 8:53:00 PM
Song choice: Burning Up - Jonas Brothers.
YES, I admit I listen to the Jonas Brothers, but I don't particularly love this song but it's appropriate right now. Why is it that the nice titles end up with corny songs??
and even cornier/ cheesier/ lame videos.
I mean, seriously has anyone seen the Burning Up vid??? It's so lame it's hilarious. I literally cracked up laughing and then felt embarrassed for the JB... how stupid would you feel doing a vid like that??
*
Anyway, in reference to the title... I have a flu. Rephrase: I have the flu. IS there an actual thing to refer the flu to?! It doesn't sound right as "a" or "the".
Anyone ready for an English lesson?
It all started with a small small small sore throat and then blew up into a full scale honking sneezing-runny nose-cough-sleeping the whole day 2 days in a row- sickness. And if anyone has ever heard me sneeze, they would know what I sound like right now.
Cassie could not stop laughing when I honked during English... I had to run to Christie who had to dig out a tissue from the packet I threw at her because I had one hand over my nose and I'm not going into details with what was behind the hand over the nose.
Oh and Ms Reid now thinks that I'm absolutely bonkers... xD
But it was only for today!!! I went high in English. (: Christie and I ended up doing no work at all.
*
We had a mini earthquake (ok, ok, mum, it's a tremor) 2 days ago... I was on the bed, trying to sleep when the bed suddenly started shaking. Serious. It was literally shaking and when you're on something as unstable as a matress, it is no joke.
It was longer than the last one... yes, this has been the 2nd tremor in 2 weeks. Anyway, after about 5 seconds of it, I jumped off the bed, ran to the kitchen and screamed
"EARTHQUAKE EARTHQUAKE!!!"
and my sister calmly sitting at the dining table says:
"It's just the wind la."
See what kind of weirdo family I have??? Is it a wonder that I'm like this???? OH and then she realised the table was shaking and she started screaming EARTHQUAKE too so it ended up pretty funny. NO casualties, but my mum went around the house checking for cracks.
It was actually shiz scary.
*
Lots of things to write about today, but none of them relate to each other. (;
During 日本語 (Japanese), Sneha and I were playing this game thing that our teacher asked us to play in pairs when suddenly I felt like something touched me. On my shoulder. Only it wasn't like on top of my jumper and dress, it was more like in between.
On my skin.
It was cold and it was like gripping my shoulder and I jumped. Like seriously jumped. Sneha actually looked worried. She was like "What?! What happened?!"
That was even more scary than a 4.5 tremor on the richter scale. Because I was pretty sure it wasn't a muscle spasm, muscle spasms don't turn your shoulder cold and clammy.
I don't even want to think about what it was.
YES, I admit I listen to the Jonas Brothers, but I don't particularly love this song but it's appropriate right now. Why is it that the nice titles end up with corny songs??
and even cornier/ cheesier/ lame videos.
I mean, seriously has anyone seen the Burning Up vid??? It's so lame it's hilarious. I literally cracked up laughing and then felt embarrassed for the JB... how stupid would you feel doing a vid like that??
*
Anyway, in reference to the title... I have a flu. Rephrase: I have the flu. IS there an actual thing to refer the flu to?! It doesn't sound right as "a" or "the".
Anyone ready for an English lesson?
It all started with a small small small sore throat and then blew up into a full scale honking sneezing-runny nose-cough-sleeping the whole day 2 days in a row- sickness. And if anyone has ever heard me sneeze, they would know what I sound like right now.
Cassie could not stop laughing when I honked during English... I had to run to Christie who had to dig out a tissue from the packet I threw at her because I had one hand over my nose and I'm not going into details with what was behind the hand over the nose.
Oh and Ms Reid now thinks that I'm absolutely bonkers... xD
But it was only for today!!! I went high in English. (: Christie and I ended up doing no work at all.
*
We had a mini earthquake (ok, ok, mum, it's a tremor) 2 days ago... I was on the bed, trying to sleep when the bed suddenly started shaking. Serious. It was literally shaking and when you're on something as unstable as a matress, it is no joke.
It was longer than the last one... yes, this has been the 2nd tremor in 2 weeks. Anyway, after about 5 seconds of it, I jumped off the bed, ran to the kitchen and screamed
"EARTHQUAKE EARTHQUAKE!!!"
and my sister calmly sitting at the dining table says:
"It's just the wind la."
See what kind of weirdo family I have??? Is it a wonder that I'm like this???? OH and then she realised the table was shaking and she started screaming EARTHQUAKE too so it ended up pretty funny. NO casualties, but my mum went around the house checking for cracks.
It was actually shiz scary.
*
Lots of things to write about today, but none of them relate to each other. (;
During 日本語 (Japanese), Sneha and I were playing this game thing that our teacher asked us to play in pairs when suddenly I felt like something touched me. On my shoulder. Only it wasn't like on top of my jumper and dress, it was more like in between.
On my skin.
It was cold and it was like gripping my shoulder and I jumped. Like seriously jumped. Sneha actually looked worried. She was like "What?! What happened?!"
That was even more scary than a 4.5 tremor on the richter scale. Because I was pretty sure it wasn't a muscle spasm, muscle spasms don't turn your shoulder cold and clammy.
I don't even want to think about what it was.
Labels: m; confuzzled
Don't Jump
March 16, 2009 10:21:00 PM
Song Choice: Don't Jump - Tokio Hotel
Dont Jump - Tokio Hotel
Sounds emo enough huh? Only I'm not emo. Not not not not not not. Just, you know, you're average rock-hard, unique (thanks for the compliment, martin) and none-the-less typical teenager. Who's a die hard fan of muse.
A die hard fan of rock/punk.
*
Today was the coldest day of the year. And the year just started. O_O
So is that good or bad?????? Hope it's..... good? Bad? either way there are pros and cons anyway. (: And it's practically autumn by now, it's allowed to be cold. Oh well..
We had our tetanus/diphtheria/whooping cough injecitons today. It wasn't too bad, I squeezed my eyes shut while she was doing it, and at least I didn't get the same woman as Lucy did, who told her that she was wiggling the needle around now.
DO WE HONESTLY NEED TO KNOW WHETHER YOU'RE WIGGLING THE DAMN NEEDLE AROUND??!!
Some people just have the smallest brains in the world. If they even have one. If they do, they're obviously not using it.
I got cheated out of my jelly bean. Yes, we got jelly beans after our jabs. I took a black one without thinking. It's disgusting. It's licorice. I am definitely not the licorice lover. Rawr. So I took another one. Green this time. (: The nurse let me. MUAHAHAHHAHA, suck on that.
Umm, my arm is really sore right now... I wont' be able to sleep on it and I can't even lift it higher than me shoulder. I hate jabs. I didn't even have my BCG when I was in std 6... Boys Chase Girls we called it. LOL.
So, yea. The biggest highlight of the day. (: Not the best, but something worthrighting (wtf) writing about huh???
Though we weren't as bad off as the year sevens, some of them had to take 3 jabs. O_o. Suelyn's sis took 3. Christie's sis took 2. One is bad enough. Honestly.
Poor Year 7s...
Let Memories Go Of Me and You
Dont Jump - Tokio Hotel
Sounds emo enough huh? Only I'm not emo. Not not not not not not. Just, you know, you're average rock-hard, unique (thanks for the compliment, martin) and none-the-less typical teenager. Who's a die hard fan of muse.
A die hard fan of rock/punk.
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Today was the coldest day of the year. And the year just started. O_O
So is that good or bad?????? Hope it's..... good? Bad? either way there are pros and cons anyway. (: And it's practically autumn by now, it's allowed to be cold. Oh well..
We had our tetanus/diphtheria/whooping cough injecitons today. It wasn't too bad, I squeezed my eyes shut while she was doing it, and at least I didn't get the same woman as Lucy did, who told her that she was wiggling the needle around now.
DO WE HONESTLY NEED TO KNOW WHETHER YOU'RE WIGGLING THE DAMN NEEDLE AROUND??!!
Some people just have the smallest brains in the world. If they even have one. If they do, they're obviously not using it.
I got cheated out of my jelly bean. Yes, we got jelly beans after our jabs. I took a black one without thinking. It's disgusting. It's licorice. I am definitely not the licorice lover. Rawr. So I took another one. Green this time. (: The nurse let me. MUAHAHAHHAHA, suck on that.
Umm, my arm is really sore right now... I wont' be able to sleep on it and I can't even lift it higher than me shoulder. I hate jabs. I didn't even have my BCG when I was in std 6... Boys Chase Girls we called it. LOL.
So, yea. The biggest highlight of the day. (: Not the best, but something worth
Though we weren't as bad off as the year sevens, some of them had to take 3 jabs. O_o. Suelyn's sis took 3. Christie's sis took 2. One is bad enough. Honestly.
Poor Year 7s...
Let Memories Go Of Me and You
Labels: m; confuzzled
A Little Too Not Over You
March 05, 2009 5:57:00 PM
Song choice:A Little Too Not Over You - David Archuleta
Apparently that's the case with Rihanna. I'm sure everyone knows about her supposedly loving, adoring, superstar boyfriend Chris Brown beating her up. I mean, he punched her in the face and choked her. What kind of person would do that?! And if you've seen the pictures, you would want to kill him.
Only now it seems that she's as stupid as the songs that she can't sing.
If you had a boyfriend who beat you up, would you ever consider making up with him?? Let alone marrying him. Well, that's exactly what she's done.
Don't believe me? I have news to prove it!!
link
What is WRONG with the world these days?!
Apparently that's the case with Rihanna. I'm sure everyone knows about her supposedly loving, adoring, superstar boyfriend Chris Brown beating her up. I mean, he punched her in the face and choked her. What kind of person would do that?! And if you've seen the pictures, you would want to kill him.
Only now it seems that she's as stupid as the songs that she can't sing.
If you had a boyfriend who beat you up, would you ever consider making up with him?? Let alone marrying him. Well, that's exactly what she's done.
Don't believe me? I have news to prove it!!
link
What is WRONG with the world these days?!
Labels: m; confuzzled