Yeah, like that Nelly Furtado song, only that certainly wasn't a good thing and thank god it came to an end.
I woke up at 9 today, all on my own, surprisingly. No artificial noises to wake me up, or my sis yelling at me, oh no. This time it was a stomach ache. ㅠ.ㅠ Let's see, when was the last time I woke up with a stomach ache? Oh, right. When I was having exams. Was I having an exam today? No.
Put the kettle to boil (not to be taken literally) and then washed the bottle that I left in my squash bag for a week (disgusting, I know). The tap and the kettle decided to have a competition to see which one would deafen me first. I think the kettle won.
Vomit at the train station (not me!), which was pretty disgusting. 3 guys drinking VBs on the tram at 10am in the morning is a pretty scary sight. I told myself that I'd do my best at today's training, since it'll be my last.
W-ell... I didn't.
Why?
Because it was just Andy and me, that's why. No Robbie, no Jack, no Adam, no Amiel (not that they all come at once, mind you). And Andy had to take it lightly because he has a tournament tomorrow (which I know nothing about ㅠ.ㅠ) And then he left at 12, which gave me 25 more minutes to have one-on-one training with Mark.
I'll be honest, I nearly cried. The last time I'll ever see Andy again, and he didn't even say bye to me ㅠ.ㅠ (but that wasn't why I nearly cried). It's just that I've been going for squash training for, what, nearly 6/7 years now? And then to just stop like that... it's pretty hard.
I mean, it's fine when you really don't like it (and trust me, there were days when I hated it) but if you like it then it's a problem. And I loved it.
Oh well, another chapter in my life's book is now closed. Like so many others.
But, you know, that's what best friends are for. :3
Now, why are all my best friends guys at the moment?
Bye Kooyong. It was nice knowing you. I'll miss you.
Gawd it's annoying when you want to use the computer and someone calls on skype. And it annoys the hell out of me when a certain someone keeps on opening my conversations on MSN because they're blinking. So what? Just leave them! You don't have to open them! They're my conversations, not yours! Ever heard of the term privacy?!
And seriously, STOP LYING. I'm not stupid. I know the effing difference between one game and ten. I'm not an idiot. So don't tell me that when you're only going to play one more game, that game's going to take an hour. Think I can't see you restarting the damn thing? Think again. I'm not blind like you, I'm not wearing glasses. -.-
And the consequence of you playing your non-beneficial games? I don't get a chance to talk to the people I want to talk to. In case you haven't noticed, the only reason I'm on the net so late at night almost every night is because that's when the people I want to talk to are actually on. So just because you're friends aren't on, doesn't mean mine aren't. You had the whole effing day to play your stupid games. As if you didn't.
To top it all of, my stupid msn isn't showing my music playing, which is good in a way coz I listen to the same songs every damn day and people will be like "Wtf..", but annoying because I want to show people that I actually listen to awesome artists. -.-
And just when he actually talked to me instead of vice versa, guess what? I'm not there! Because somebody is hogging the damn computer!
I'm so bloody tired... and back into the rock mode. The *deep breath* LinkinParkGoodCharlotte30SecondToMarsFireflightMyChemicalRomanceTokioHotel BreakingBenjaminGreendayParamore mode. Phew. That took a mouthful. Try saying it really fast! I bet you'll epicly fail... LOL. And in school yesterday we had a real live band! During lunch. They were a bit like Paramore-wannabes. But they were good. The lead singer (female) was really good vocally. And one of the guitarists was hawwwwttt. :D And the drummer was really into it! :)
Then the girls crowded around them after they were done and killed Jiv's dream of taking a pic with the hot guitarist. (:
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Today.... was the first day of the Victorian Squash Juniors Graded Series! Guess what! I lost. Again. == I seem to keep losing. But at least I didn't go down without a fight (according to my mum, sis and people who watched). I lost the first round to Victorian rank no.2 Kasey Soutar. But I lost 3-1 so I'm happy I managed to get one game off her.
Second match was terrrrriiibleeee. I played this South Aussie girl... and I lost 3-2. It was soo bad!!! *cry* I won the first 2 and was feeling pretty confident that I'd win the third set and then I win and play for 5th/6th placing in the final.
Let's start with her supporters. They were screaming like it was a wrestling match or something. :S I couldn't even hear the referee or the marker, so I had no idea what the score was. I still don't. == Anyway, she was screaming too. Everytime she won a point, she screamed. I felt like throwing the ball at her and screaming and swearing at the supporters. But that woud just get me disqualified, so I didn't. Rawr!
Yea, all she did was boast the ball (that's hitting the ball on 3 of the court walls for non-squash players) and I tried hitting to the back corners only she'd boast it again. AAAArgh! D: In the end, I lost. I felt bitchy too. She even has this attitude problem. When I won the first 2 sets, she threw her racket. Stupid idiot. I couldn't even lob it over her head because she just happened to be tall too! Could NOT win in that situation.
So now playing for 7th/8th position, which sucks, for me. But at least it means I get a ranking in Victoria. Better than being non-ranked. And I'd better train harder so I can whoop her ass next time I meet her.
And if I run into any South Aussie player tomorrow, I swear I'm going to do some dangerous harm to them. I mean it. I was that pissed.
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We took the train from Glen Waverley to Kooyong after the matches were over. Selena's mum sent us to the station. (: The trains are really weird compared to the Frankston line ones. :S After we got off at Kooyong, we saw the tram on the other side of the tracks so we decided to run for it.
Ever tried running with a bag and an iPod in your ears? Not easy, let me tell you that. Plus, we were running and running and the damned tram stop was nowhere in sight. Seriously! Then the tram passed us so we stopped running. LOL. Then a car in front of the tram wanted to turn right and there cars on the other side of the road, so the tram got stalled.
So we ran again. We only just made it to the tram stop. We were even running uphill! It was dead tiring. When we got to the tram, we were both panting really hard. Could NOT breathe properly. xD
Thank God I wore shorts though.. would have been so hard to run in trousers, even though it was maybe 10 degrees outside. I was freezing on the train. xD
My fingers hurt like hell. Well, Howie said it would since I'm learning chords right now... but nobody said the strings would cut into my fingers!!!! My second finger on my left hand has a perpetual line through it now. I wouldn't be surprised if one day my finger just gets sliced right off. Ouch. That would hurt even more. D:
On a happier note, at least I can play the C, G and D chords now! Woot! Not very well (especially the D & D7)but at least it's better than when I first started. I went to youtube. And they taught me a different way to play C. So... now I don't know which one is the right one, but I'd follow youtube. :D
Weather report for today: Freakin cold. The top was 13, but it felt like 7. It's 7 now but according to the newspaper online, it feels like 2. D: I'm dyingggg.... I ended up wearing my tights, shorts, singlet, tee and jumper for PE. And I got hot... xD Because we were playing indoor hockey. I stole Relle's shoes and Kate took them away. Muahahhhahahaha. 0.<
Great... now we have squash tomorrow, thursday and friday. D: I haven't done this for a looooong time. Playing 2/3 days in a row that is.
Aaaa... the good old days when MSSM was 6 days in a row and the whole FT team stayed in shacks. xD Fun times.
woke up and read breaking dawn for about half an hour *gasp*!! got up, showered, tidied up the living room like my mum asked me to before she went to the dentist with my sis, halfway tidying when they come home. roti canai for breakfast. obviously not the fresh ones. think they have mamak stalls here?
think again. (hey, sounds like the nat. geo slogan!!)
it was garlic flavour for gods' sake. i'm supposed to go see fireworks tonite!!!! damn this thing. damn damn damn damn damn. just damn. i'm so pissed i missed merdeka, its not funny. tho when bryan gets pissed, it actually IS funny. so anyway, went fro squash, had to train with this guy who an barely hit the ball. do you know how annoying that is?! seriously, go to a beginner class!!!!
definite: my standard has really seriously dropped ever since coming here. was i really able to run 11 rounds of 600 m + 10 sit ups + 5 push ups + 30 leg up thingies just last year?! i reckon i can see my stamina levels creeping down everyday. lest be honest. i HATE trebuchet!!! so i'm going with arial. ok, that was a random as random can get.
so got home, showered, had thosai for lunch (homemade with bought thosai mix), washed the damn dishes, did some science, read breaking dawn AGAIN, had dinner, went on the comp, popped corn because we wanted to, wrote this, and nothing happens because i cant see the future like alice cullen.
PS; and in case you're wondering why i'm suddenly adding this, its coz i did this in my REAL diary last time. and they're great songs, so i'm kinda recommending them to you. download them!!! plus, they're links so you can have a listen and figure out whether you like them or not.
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