Internet rant.
January 03, 2010 6:03:00 PM
Youtube officially sucks.
Well, YouTube in Malaysia officially sucks.
SCREW YOU,TMNET TMNUT.
All I wanted was to watch DooJoon, Junho, ChanSung and JoKwon perform Sign on SBS Gayo DaeJun...
AND
U-Kiss's live performance on Inkigayo...
AND
BEG surprising DEG while they were filming Abracadabra... which I posted here but didn't get to watch.
I HATE YOU TMNUT.
*glare.
Well, YouTube in Malaysia officially sucks.
SCREW YOU,
All I wanted was to watch DooJoon, Junho, ChanSung and JoKwon perform Sign on SBS Gayo DaeJun...
AND
U-Kiss's live performance on Inkigayo...
AND
BEG surprising DEG while they were filming Abracadabra... which I posted here but didn't get to watch.
I HATE YOU TMNUT.
*glare.
You disgust me.
October 20, 2009 6:24:00 PM
And this is what the world comes to. A screaming mass of endless random violence, intentional violence, and internet violence. Is this your idea of world peace?
Nah, didn't think so.
Some kind of world peace when teenagers are becoming the most sought after topic in newspapers, the radio, the internet. Have you ever noticed that most headlines are dominated by teenage violence? Teenage suicide? Teenage... misfortunes?
This is by far the news that got first on my you-gotta-be-kidding-me list.
Down with random violence. It's disgusting. What right did you have to beat up these kids? Did it even occur to you that they have exams in about a month? That you might have ruined their chances at having even the smallest shot at life after school? At even having a life? That if they missed those exams, there's nothing left for them on this earth? Did it even occur to you that they did absolutely nothing to you? It was a perfectly legal gathering, and I bet you're not even neighbors who were disturbed by the singing.
Why didn't you end your own if you wanted to end theirs so badly.
Pools of blood on the pavement.
You people make me sick.
But what makes me really want to throw up last night's dinner is when they teenagers start picking on others... for reasons we'll never know. Jealousy? Revenge? Search me. These are the minds that need serious unpicking. Think we love reading about whatever lies you somehow managed to "unearth"?
Think again, if you even have a brain to think with, you anonymous coward.
You know that when people finally find out who you are, you're dead. The whole school will be after you, and then what can you do? "Dish the dirt" on them?
Click if you really want to read idiocy on display.
But I don't recommend ever going back, unless you're the sort of person who feeds on crap. And if you are, you probably don't like me, because crap isn't my thing. So why are you even here? And don't worry, if you don't like me, I probably don't like you.
to gg: I don't give a crap about who you are, what you do, or what goes on in your shitty little life. Because when we find out who you are...
No words needed.
And by the way, flowery language gets you nowhere in this world. Learn how to use vocabulary properly. You're an insult to the blogging world. Stephanie Meyer would cry for you. But then again, she's one for flowery language too. I bet you love her. And thanks so much for providing "detailed" descriptions of T.
T for thank you, because now we all know who you're talking about.
Unfortunately for you, T is my friend.
And no-one messes with my friends, be they close or distant. Not that you would understand, seeing as you obviously don't have a single one.
I don't want to, but I'm keeping a close eye on you. Reading between the lines is an easy thing to do. :)
Nah, didn't think so.
Some kind of world peace when teenagers are becoming the most sought after topic in newspapers, the radio, the internet. Have you ever noticed that most headlines are dominated by teenage violence? Teenage suicide? Teenage... misfortunes?
This is by far the news that got first on my you-gotta-be-kidding-me list.
Down with random violence. It's disgusting. What right did you have to beat up these kids? Did it even occur to you that they have exams in about a month? That you might have ruined their chances at having even the smallest shot at life after school? At even having a life? That if they missed those exams, there's nothing left for them on this earth? Did it even occur to you that they did absolutely nothing to you? It was a perfectly legal gathering, and I bet you're not even neighbors who were disturbed by the singing.
Why didn't you end your own if you wanted to end theirs so badly.
Pools of blood on the pavement.
You people make me sick.
But what makes me really want to throw up last night's dinner is when they teenagers start picking on others... for reasons we'll never know. Jealousy? Revenge? Search me. These are the minds that need serious unpicking. Think we love reading about whatever lies you somehow managed to "unearth"?
Think again, if you even have a brain to think with, you anonymous coward.
You know that when people finally find out who you are, you're dead. The whole school will be after you, and then what can you do? "Dish the dirt" on them?
Click if you really want to read idiocy on display.
But I don't recommend ever going back, unless you're the sort of person who feeds on crap. And if you are, you probably don't like me, because crap isn't my thing. So why are you even here? And don't worry, if you don't like me, I probably don't like you.
to gg: I don't give a crap about who you are, what you do, or what goes on in your shitty little life. Because when we find out who you are...
No words needed.
And by the way, flowery language gets you nowhere in this world. Learn how to use vocabulary properly. You're an insult to the blogging world. Stephanie Meyer would cry for you. But then again, she's one for flowery language too. I bet you love her. And thanks so much for providing "detailed" descriptions of T.
T for thank you, because now we all know who you're talking about.
Unfortunately for you, T is my friend.
And no-one messes with my friends, be they close or distant. Not that you would understand, seeing as you obviously don't have a single one.
I don't want to, but I'm keeping a close eye on you. Reading between the lines is an easy thing to do. :)
So much for human rights huh?
October 07, 2009 9:37:00 PM
Yea, sorry about the photobucket - bandwith exceeded mess that my blog has become.
At least the posts can still be seen, which is a *phew factor.
Just to make sure, I went to Leanne's blog to check since we have the same skin (HAHA, yes, laugh at our wannabe twin-ness) and hers is like mine. But at least her title can be seen. If that's possible.
please update it, person who made this blogskin! I really like it!
Begging to a stranger here.
*
And by the way, bitching about people who are bitch-blogging about you only evokes sympathy from your friends. Apparently bitch-blogging was sad. Hey, guess what? Announcing it in public is even sadder.
Getting your friends to gang up on the person who bitch-blogged is even sadder.
Just because you're seniors doesn't mean you rule the school. Seniors, pshaw. Senior citizens, more like. All you know is how to complain and other people would get the job done for you. Oh, and in case it slipped your pretty little heads, you scared the life out of that girl. And then when she made her blog private, deleted the incriminating post, and removed you from her facebook, you laugh about it. We live in a free world, in case you haven't noticed. Or maybe you were just too busy getting manicures.
Heartless bitches, all of you.
Want to take me down? I'd like to see you try. Well, more news for you. See if you can digest all of this at once. One year younger doesn't make any difference at all.
Neither does make-up, pretty pictures or skinny bodies.
So don't think you can get away with it.
I mean, if bitch blogging was so S-A-D, what your friends said was probably the saddest thing in sad history.
Evidence is a lovely thing.
*
In a less polite way,
bitch, it was ONE post. And if you didn't give a crap about it like even-minded people would, your friends wouldn't have referred to themselves as 'assassins', or said "tomorrow's gonna be hell for you. pray to all your "angels" for luck tonight. XOXO."
Leave her alone and let her be, you bastards. So what're you going to do if she does something stupid like killing herself? Didn't even think of the effect. If you even had a brain to think in the first place.
So cool, the lot of you.
Children.
Why don't you go do your hair or something?
At least the posts can still be seen, which is a *phew factor.
Just to make sure, I went to Leanne's blog to check since we have the same skin (HAHA, yes, laugh at our wannabe twin-ness) and hers is like mine. But at least her title can be seen. If that's possible.
please update it, person who made this blogskin! I really like it!
Begging to a stranger here.
*
And by the way, bitching about people who are bitch-blogging about you only evokes sympathy from your friends. Apparently bitch-blogging was sad. Hey, guess what? Announcing it in public is even sadder.
Getting your friends to gang up on the person who bitch-blogged is even sadder.
Just because you're seniors doesn't mean you rule the school. Seniors, pshaw. Senior citizens, more like. All you know is how to complain and other people would get the job done for you. Oh, and in case it slipped your pretty little heads, you scared the life out of that girl. And then when she made her blog private, deleted the incriminating post, and removed you from her facebook, you laugh about it. We live in a free world, in case you haven't noticed. Or maybe you were just too busy getting manicures.
Heartless bitches, all of you.
Want to take me down? I'd like to see you try. Well, more news for you. See if you can digest all of this at once. One year younger doesn't make any difference at all.
Neither does make-up, pretty pictures or skinny bodies.
So don't think you can get away with it.
I mean, if bitch blogging was so S-A-D, what your friends said was probably the saddest thing in sad history.
Evidence is a lovely thing.
*
In a less polite way,
bitch, it was ONE post. And if you didn't give a crap about it like even-minded people would, your friends wouldn't have referred to themselves as 'assassins', or said "tomorrow's gonna be hell for you. pray to all your "angels" for luck tonight. XOXO."
Leave her alone and let her be, you bastards. So what're you going to do if she does something stupid like killing herself? Didn't even think of the effect. If you even had a brain to think in the first place.
So cool, the lot of you.
Children.
Why don't you go do your hair or something?
When reality goes bad.
October 05, 2009 8:51:00 PM
I'm sure we all know about that show called (or formerly called) jon and kate plus 8.
If you haven't, get with the times man.
Anyway, just another reason to the growing list to never make a reality show about families. Especially when the parents are young, the children are young, and the dog is young.
So what if they had eight kids? Let them live their life and deal with it. Just because there is virtually nothing left as reality-tv-material doesn't mean you had to choose a family with 8 children. I mean, just focus on the one with 17 (and counting!) and that should get the viewers attentions. What's 8 to 17 kids? Not even half!
So now what happens? Well, Jon Gosselin gets his new girlfriend, Kate Gosselin gets the kids, they both get a divorce, and life goes on as usual. I wonder if people will watch the new and improved show named Kate plus 8: Single Mom Handles 8 Kids Without Her Husband Who's Out Looking For New Hot Chicks but Apparently Still Loves His Kids.
If you loved them, you'd stay with your wife and you'd saty with your husband and you make the marriage work, you brainlessbastards (Sorry)(No, not to you Jon and Kate Gosselin.) alsdkasfbkas. There's no other way to describe them.
Cut the crap about wanting to still be there for your children because let's face it, you're not there with them anymore.
I hope you're happy.
If you haven't, get with the times man.
Anyway, just another reason to the growing list to never make a reality show about families. Especially when the parents are young, the children are young, and the dog is young.
So what if they had eight kids? Let them live their life and deal with it. Just because there is virtually nothing left as reality-tv-material doesn't mean you had to choose a family with 8 children. I mean, just focus on the one with 17 (and counting!) and that should get the viewers attentions. What's 8 to 17 kids? Not even half!
So now what happens? Well, Jon Gosselin gets his new girlfriend, Kate Gosselin gets the kids, they both get a divorce, and life goes on as usual. I wonder if people will watch the new and improved show named Kate plus 8: Single Mom Handles 8 Kids Without Her Husband Who's Out Looking For New Hot Chicks but Apparently Still Loves His Kids.
If you loved them, you'd stay with your wife and you'd saty with your husband and you make the marriage work, you brainless
Cut the crap about wanting to still be there for your children because let's face it, you're not there with them anymore.
I hope you're happy.
Installing is annoying. (Rawr)
September 21, 2009 4:05:00 PM
So it's officially the first day of the term 3 holidays...
I've been trying to install Adobe Illustrator for 3 hours now... I managed to just now but it didn't work so I've had to uninstall it and install it again. If it doesn't work, I'm throwing the lappy at the wall.
and asdjkskljal my iPod just froze.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
What did I do to deserve this?!
I feel like changing my layout to Leanne's layout. Don't know if she minds having the same as me though (I could always invert the colours though). I just want to put icons of my lovely DongHae and my even lovelier KyuHyun. Oh and Ryeowook, KiBum, HeeChul (YES LEANNE, HEECHUL.), SungMin and YeSung. Oh and HanKyung, because he's kinda cute and he's Chinese, which isn't as high on my hot-ness scale as the Koreans, but Chinese is alright. (It should be, it's my own race!)
Not forgetting my manga icons too (because I'm a Vampire Knight and Kuroshitsuji and Naruto fanatic).
The stupid thing better install properly this time or I'm doing some serious collateral damage.
edit: Nearly finished now! (: *fingers crossed....
Listening to SuJu is calming me down alot... and whenever I hear Super Girl I can picture the exact video in my head because I've watched it too many times :P I especially see DongHae 'shooting' himself in the head.. it's a very clear image. :D
I've been trying to install Adobe Illustrator for 3 hours now... I managed to just now but it didn't work so I've had to uninstall it and install it again. If it doesn't work, I'm throwing the lappy at the wall.
and asdjkskljal my iPod just froze.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
What did I do to deserve this?!
I feel like changing my layout to Leanne's layout. Don't know if she minds having the same as me though (I could always invert the colours though). I just want to put icons of my lovely DongHae and my even lovelier KyuHyun. Oh and Ryeowook, KiBum, HeeChul (YES LEANNE, HEECHUL.), SungMin and YeSung. Oh and HanKyung, because he's kinda cute and he's Chinese, which isn't as high on my hot-ness scale as the Koreans, but Chinese is alright. (It should be, it's my own race!)
Not forgetting my manga icons too (because I'm a Vampire Knight and Kuroshitsuji and Naruto fanatic).
The stupid thing better install properly this time or I'm doing some serious collateral damage.
edit: Nearly finished now! (: *fingers crossed....
Listening to SuJu is calming me down alot... and whenever I hear Super Girl I can picture the exact video in my head because I've watched it too many times :P I especially see DongHae 'shooting' himself in the head.. it's a very clear image. :D
Labels: k; fangirl, k; love, k; Super Junior, m; pissed, m; xyz
That's it.
September 16, 2009 5:37:00 PM
Okay, I'm sick of all this shit. I'm sick of the fact that I can't wear the shorts that I could wear in December/January.
Don't give me any of that 'You're a growing girl' shit because I'm not buying it. Not that I have any money to buy it, but that's besides the point.
That's it.
I'm going on a diet. Pure exercise and only 3 square meals a day. That's it. Oh and limiting myself to 1 and a half bowls of rice.
100 sit-ups, 50 push-ups (because I can't do them, surprisingly), 100 squats, 100 of those twist-thingies (I have no idea how to explain them) and 1000 rope-skips. Might increase it to 2000, if my calves won't die on me. *Sigh.
This is what happens when you play sports all your life and then drastically reduce them. What was the point in playing them when you're going to drop them in the end?
Oh, and eff you*, just because you don't have Facebook doesn't mean that I go on it everyday, every hour, every minute, every second. Oh, and eff you* too for making me ask the stupid question just because you didn't want to. For your useless information, guilt doesn't work with me anymore. I'm not sure it ever did, but making me feel guilty is just pointless. That part of my soul withered and died some time ago.
*You and you are two separate people.
You just can't win in this world.
Mthrfkcr don't call me a lazy ass, you fag.
Don't give me any of that 'You're a growing girl' shit because I'm not buying it. Not that I have any money to buy it, but that's besides the point.
That's it.
I'm going on a diet. Pure exercise and only 3 square meals a day. That's it. Oh and limiting myself to 1 and a half bowls of rice.
100 sit-ups, 50 push-ups (because I can't do them, surprisingly), 100 squats, 100 of those twist-thingies (I have no idea how to explain them) and 1000 rope-skips. Might increase it to 2000, if my calves won't die on me. *Sigh.
This is what happens when you play sports all your life and then drastically reduce them. What was the point in playing them when you're going to drop them in the end?
Oh, and eff you*, just because you don't have Facebook doesn't mean that I go on it everyday, every hour, every minute, every second. Oh, and eff you* too for making me ask the stupid question just because you didn't want to. For your useless information, guilt doesn't work with me anymore. I'm not sure it ever did, but making me feel guilty is just pointless. That part of my soul withered and died some time ago.
*You and you are two separate people.
You just can't win in this world.
Mthrfkcr don't call me a lazy ass, you fag.
Edit: How nice is it that おかあさん falls sick just when I have the heaviest load of homework and assignments for the first time in the term? And is it a coincidence that it's the last week of the term?
I feel like punching the effing wall
I can't sit down for more than a minute before I'm called to stand up again.
Leave me alone, for gods' sakes!
I feel like punching the effing wall
I can't sit down for more than a minute before I'm called to stand up again.
Leave me alone, for gods' sakes!
You couldn't be wrong-er.
September 02, 2009 4:27:00 PM
It's funny how people like to think that you feel like how they imagine you to. They never even think that you feel nothing like how they think you do. For example, you might have some friends who think that you're sad because they're not talking to you anymore, when you're actually feeling so much relief because you never liked them. And no, that was not an example from my life, it's just a general statement.
So if you think I'm feeling awkward and not saying anything because I'm getting the silent treatment from you, you can think again. I'm only silent because I'm giving it back. Only I think you're too wrapped up in yourself to notice that. Awkward my foot. I'm not that much of an idiot, for your useless information.
In fact, I wonder if you even noticed that I'm not talking to you, simply because I couldn't be bothered talking to a wall. It's annoying, but silence is better right now.
*
I think that I'm beginning to let go. I've accepted that you have a life without me, and I've known that from that start. After all, we all have lives that don't require some people to survive. So when you say 'I can't live without you', you're kidding yourself. You lived just fine before that person came along.
I know I can be annoying, but I've realised that ignoring my messages doesn't hurt me one bit. It should have, but it doesn't.
I think you've changed since that day. Maybe I was wrong to write that, but I honestly thought that you might smile because of it. So... sorry.
So if you think I'm feeling awkward and not saying anything because I'm getting the silent treatment from you, you can think again. I'm only silent because I'm giving it back. Only I think you're too wrapped up in yourself to notice that. Awkward my foot. I'm not that much of an idiot, for your useless information.
In fact, I wonder if you even noticed that I'm not talking to you, simply because I couldn't be bothered talking to a wall. It's annoying, but silence is better right now.
*
I think that I'm beginning to let go. I've accepted that you have a life without me, and I've known that from that start. After all, we all have lives that don't require some people to survive. So when you say 'I can't live without you', you're kidding yourself. You lived just fine before that person came along.
I know I can be annoying, but I've realised that ignoring my messages doesn't hurt me one bit. It should have, but it doesn't.
I think you've changed since that day. Maybe I was wrong to write that, but I honestly thought that you might smile because of it. So... sorry.
Oh fook.
August 05, 2009 6:49:00 PM
Fook, fook, fook.
This is MY substitute for that nasty little four letter word that is becoming such a common thing in our world. I mean, name one person you can think of who hasn't said it in their life, however short or long it is.
See? Can't find anyone. And as I far as I can remember, even kids in primary school are saying it too, so who can deprive me of saying it when I feel like it?
And sure as hell do I feel like it right now.
I AM READY TO KILL MY FREAKIN SCIENCE TEACHER!!
She has NO idea how to teach, doesn't give us any work to do, and then gives a test tomorrow! When we have learnt virtually nothing! D:<
I am sooo pissed off right now. I don't make it very clear to the teacher though, but hell Suelyn does. Or more like Suelyn makes it clear to me that she hates the teacher because she starts punching me on the arm. It's kinda funny, and I let her coz I'd probably punch her too but she might get a bruise. :P
Fook me. I just finished my science homework and now I have to start studying for that freakin test tomorrow only I have NO idea what to study! Because we learnt nothing! So there's nothing to study!
*Cry*
I'll leave now. ):
This is MY substitute for that nasty little four letter word that is becoming such a common thing in our world. I mean, name one person you can think of who hasn't said it in their life, however short or long it is.
See? Can't find anyone. And as I far as I can remember, even kids in primary school are saying it too, so who can deprive me of saying it when I feel like it?
And sure as hell do I feel like it right now.
I AM READY TO KILL MY FREAKIN SCIENCE TEACHER!!
She has NO idea how to teach, doesn't give us any work to do, and then gives a test tomorrow! When we have learnt virtually nothing! D:<
I am sooo pissed off right now. I don't make it very clear to the teacher though, but hell Suelyn does. Or more like Suelyn makes it clear to me that she hates the teacher because she starts punching me on the arm. It's kinda funny, and I let her coz I'd probably punch her too but she might get a bruise. :P
Fook me. I just finished my science homework and now I have to start studying for that freakin test tomorrow only I have NO idea what to study! Because we learnt nothing! So there's nothing to study!
*Cry*
I'll leave now. ):
ModifiedNurseryRhymes/Macbeth/Random
July 23, 2009 8:36:00 PM
Rock-a-bye baby, on the school desk
When the bell goes you've just failed your test
When you start snoring you draw some attention
Down slams a hand, and you've got detention.
:D Welcome to my first modified-nursery-rhyme in my modified-nursery-rhyme collection! I know, pretty random, but I like poetry, though half the time stuff I write don't make any sense whatsoever, kind of equivalent to me forcing 6 glasses of alcohol down your esophagus and then making you read a scene from Macbeth (which doesn't make sense even when you are sane and sober anyway).
But anyway, this is copyrighted, so if I see it floating around the web, I can claim royalties. I think. :D
*
Today we had a live version of Macbeth just for us Year 10's in the Lecture Theater, which was pretty awesome, because I reckon it's way more endearing than watching a movie, because live shows are so much better. They acted out some excerpts from the play, and it was really good. It's really amazing how they can just switch back and forth from their acting personality and their normal personality like that.
It's also really amazing how they are SO different when they're not in acting mode.
All in all, it was a really good performance, and they did two interpretations of Lady Macbeth persuading Macbeth to murder Duncan. It got pretty intense, to be honest. *Whoooo* They were hilarious too, and there was one guy who looked pretty creepy when he was playing Macbeth.
There goes my mum, watching a THS Michael Jackson on E! Entertainment.
And not to mention the annoying reminders that don't need to be reminded.
When the bell goes you've just failed your test
When you start snoring you draw some attention
Down slams a hand, and you've got detention.
:D Welcome to my first modified-nursery-rhyme in my modified-nursery-rhyme collection! I know, pretty random, but I like poetry, though half the time stuff I write don't make any sense whatsoever, kind of equivalent to me forcing 6 glasses of alcohol down your esophagus and then making you read a scene from Macbeth (which doesn't make sense even when you are sane and sober anyway).
But anyway, this is copyrighted, so if I see it floating around the web, I can claim royalties. I think. :D
*
Today we had a live version of Macbeth just for us Year 10's in the Lecture Theater, which was pretty awesome, because I reckon it's way more endearing than watching a movie, because live shows are so much better. They acted out some excerpts from the play, and it was really good. It's really amazing how they can just switch back and forth from their acting personality and their normal personality like that.
It's also really amazing how they are SO different when they're not in acting mode.
All in all, it was a really good performance, and they did two interpretations of Lady Macbeth persuading Macbeth to murder Duncan. It got pretty intense, to be honest. *Whoooo* They were hilarious too, and there was one guy who looked pretty creepy when he was playing Macbeth.
There goes my mum, watching a THS Michael Jackson on E! Entertainment.
And not to mention the annoying reminders that don't need to be reminded.
Aaaaargh, give me a break!
July 18, 2009 10:20:00 PM
Gawd it's annoying when you want to use the computer and someone calls on skype. And it annoys the hell out of me when a certain someone keeps on opening my conversations on MSN because they're blinking. So what? Just leave them! You don't have to open them! They're my conversations, not yours! Ever heard of the term privacy?!
And seriously, STOP LYING. I'm not stupid. I know the effing difference between one game and ten. I'm not an idiot. So don't tell me that when you're only going to play one more game, that game's going to take an hour. Think I can't see you restarting the damn thing? Think again. I'm not blind like you, I'm not wearing glasses. -.-
And the consequence of you playing your non-beneficial games? I don't get a chance to talk to the people I want to talk to. In case you haven't noticed, the only reason I'm on the net so late at night almost every night is because that's when the people I want to talk to are actually on. So just because you're friends aren't on, doesn't mean mine aren't. You had the whole effing day to play your stupid games. As if you didn't.
To top it all of, my stupid msn isn't showing my music playing, which is good in a way coz I listen to the same songs every damn day and people will be like "Wtf..", but annoying because I want to show people that I actually listen to awesome artists. -.-
And just when he actually talked to me instead of vice versa, guess what? I'm not there! Because somebody is hogging the damn computer!
You just can't win, can you?
And seriously, STOP LYING. I'm not stupid. I know the effing difference between one game and ten. I'm not an idiot. So don't tell me that when you're only going to play one more game, that game's going to take an hour. Think I can't see you restarting the damn thing? Think again. I'm not blind like you, I'm not wearing glasses. -.-
And the consequence of you playing your non-beneficial games? I don't get a chance to talk to the people I want to talk to. In case you haven't noticed, the only reason I'm on the net so late at night almost every night is because that's when the people I want to talk to are actually on. So just because you're friends aren't on, doesn't mean mine aren't. You had the whole effing day to play your stupid games. As if you didn't.
To top it all of, my stupid msn isn't showing my music playing, which is good in a way coz I listen to the same songs every damn day and people will be like "Wtf..", but annoying because I want to show people that I actually listen to awesome artists. -.-
And just when he actually talked to me instead of vice versa, guess what? I'm not there! Because somebody is hogging the damn computer!
You just can't win, can you?
Let it begin, and we'll see.
July 10, 2009 9:38:00 PM
I have finally come to admit this: I am not the person who left Malaysia in 2007. I'm far from that person who left. I no longer care if I swear out loud, if I'm rude to my friends, or if I make myself sound or look stupid.
In a nutshell, I'm not a person who will sit back and watch other people bully others for no reason. Being in Australia has toughened me up. I don't give a shit anymore. If I can see you're giving others hell, you better watch out. I'm not afraid to give you shit if I want to.
So quit picking on the younger students just because you don't like them. Who cares if you were my friend? You're giving them shit for no damn reason, and you call yourself a prefect. Who cares if it's not you who calls them bitches? You were there, and you did nothing to stop it. Guess who's the biggest bitch in this game.
You.
So you can just run along, tell people how much of a bitch I am now, we'll just see how many people would actually believe you, because you don't know how many people actually dislike you. And you can turn them against me, but how do you know they won't talk to me behind your back? I'm sick of this shit, and don't think I'll just sit back and let it happen.
Tell people I've changed, go on.
How do you know you ever knew me in the first place?
How do you know I was always the girl you thought you knew?
You didn't know me then, and you sure as hell don't know me now.
In a nutshell, I'm not a person who will sit back and watch other people bully others for no reason. Being in Australia has toughened me up. I don't give a shit anymore. If I can see you're giving others hell, you better watch out. I'm not afraid to give you shit if I want to.
So quit picking on the younger students just because you don't like them. Who cares if you were my friend? You're giving them shit for no damn reason, and you call yourself a prefect. Who cares if it's not you who calls them bitches? You were there, and you did nothing to stop it. Guess who's the biggest bitch in this game.
You.
So you can just run along, tell people how much of a bitch I am now, we'll just see how many people would actually believe you, because you don't know how many people actually dislike you. And you can turn them against me, but how do you know they won't talk to me behind your back? I'm sick of this shit, and don't think I'll just sit back and let it happen.
Tell people I've changed, go on.
How do you know you ever knew me in the first place?
How do you know I was always the girl you thought you knew?
You didn't know me then, and you sure as hell don't know me now.
SoLong&Goodnight
June 27, 2009 7:23:00 PM
I'm so bloody tired... and back into the rock mode. The *deep breath* LinkinParkGoodCharlotte30SecondToMarsFireflightMyChemicalRomanceTokioHotel
BreakingBenjaminGreendayParamore mode. Phew. That took a mouthful. Try saying it really fast! I bet you'll epicly fail... LOL. And in school yesterday we had a real live band! During lunch. They were a bit like Paramore-wannabes. But they were good. The lead singer (female) was really good vocally. And one of the guitarists was hawwwwttt. :D And the drummer was really into it! :)
Then the girls crowded around them after they were done and killed Jiv's dream of taking a pic with the hot guitarist. (:
*
Today.... was the first day of the Victorian Squash Juniors Graded Series! Guess what! I lost. Again. == I seem to keep losing. But at least I didn't go down without a fight (according to my mum, sis and people who watched). I lost the first round to Victorian rank no.2 Kasey Soutar. But I lost 3-1 so I'm happy I managed to get one game off her.
Second match was terrrrriiibleeee. I played this South Aussie girl... and I lost 3-2. It was soo bad!!! *cry* I won the first 2 and was feeling pretty confident that I'd win the third set and then I win and play for 5th/6th placing in the final.
Let's start with her supporters. They were screaming like it was a wrestling match or something. :S I couldn't even hear the referee or the marker, so I had no idea what the score was. I still don't. == Anyway, she was screaming too. Everytime she won a point, she screamed. I felt like throwing the ball at her and screaming and swearing at the supporters. But that woud just get me disqualified, so I didn't. Rawr!
Yea, all she did was boast the ball (that's hitting the ball on 3 of the court walls for non-squash players) and I tried hitting to the back corners only she'd boast it again. AAAArgh! D: In the end, I lost. I felt bitchy too. She even has this attitude problem. When I won the first 2 sets, she threw her racket. Stupid idiot. I couldn't even lob it over her head because she just happened to be tall too! Could NOT win in that situation.
So now playing for 7th/8th position, which sucks, for me. But at least it means I get a ranking in Victoria. Better than being non-ranked. And I'd better train harder so I can whoop her ass next time I meet her.
And if I run into any South Aussie player tomorrow, I swear I'm going to do some dangerous harm to them. I mean it. I was that pissed.
*
We took the train from Glen Waverley to Kooyong after the matches were over. Selena's mum sent us to the station. (: The trains are really weird compared to the Frankston line ones. :S After we got off at Kooyong, we saw the tram on the other side of the tracks so we decided to run for it.
Ever tried running with a bag and an iPod in your ears? Not easy, let me tell you that. Plus, we were running and running and the damned tram stop was nowhere in sight. Seriously! Then the tram passed us so we stopped running. LOL. Then a car in front of the tram wanted to turn right and there cars on the other side of the road, so the tram got stalled.
So we ran again. We only just made it to the tram stop. We were even running uphill! It was dead tiring. When we got to the tram, we were both panting really hard. Could NOT breathe properly. xD
Thank God I wore shorts though.. would have been so hard to run in trousers, even though it was maybe 10 degrees outside. I was freezing on the train. xD
BreakingBenjaminGreendayParamore mode. Phew. That took a mouthful. Try saying it really fast! I bet you'll epicly fail... LOL. And in school yesterday we had a real live band! During lunch. They were a bit like Paramore-wannabes. But they were good. The lead singer (female) was really good vocally. And one of the guitarists was hawwwwttt. :D And the drummer was really into it! :)
Then the girls crowded around them after they were done and killed Jiv's dream of taking a pic with the hot guitarist. (:
*
Today.... was the first day of the Victorian Squash Juniors Graded Series! Guess what! I lost. Again. == I seem to keep losing. But at least I didn't go down without a fight (according to my mum, sis and people who watched). I lost the first round to Victorian rank no.2 Kasey Soutar. But I lost 3-1 so I'm happy I managed to get one game off her.
Second match was terrrrriiibleeee. I played this South Aussie girl... and I lost 3-2. It was soo bad!!! *cry* I won the first 2 and was feeling pretty confident that I'd win the third set and then I win and play for 5th/6th placing in the final.
Let's start with her supporters. They were screaming like it was a wrestling match or something. :S I couldn't even hear the referee or the marker, so I had no idea what the score was. I still don't. == Anyway, she was screaming too. Everytime she won a point, she screamed. I felt like throwing the ball at her and screaming and swearing at the supporters. But that woud just get me disqualified, so I didn't. Rawr!
Yea, all she did was boast the ball (that's hitting the ball on 3 of the court walls for non-squash players) and I tried hitting to the back corners only she'd boast it again. AAAArgh! D: In the end, I lost. I felt bitchy too. She even has this attitude problem. When I won the first 2 sets, she threw her racket. Stupid idiot. I couldn't even lob it over her head because she just happened to be tall too! Could NOT win in that situation.
So now playing for 7th/8th position, which sucks, for me. But at least it means I get a ranking in Victoria. Better than being non-ranked. And I'd better train harder so I can whoop her ass next time I meet her.
And if I run into any South Aussie player tomorrow, I swear I'm going to do some dangerous harm to them. I mean it. I was that pissed.
*
We took the train from Glen Waverley to Kooyong after the matches were over. Selena's mum sent us to the station. (: The trains are really weird compared to the Frankston line ones. :S After we got off at Kooyong, we saw the tram on the other side of the tracks so we decided to run for it.
Ever tried running with a bag and an iPod in your ears? Not easy, let me tell you that. Plus, we were running and running and the damned tram stop was nowhere in sight. Seriously! Then the tram passed us so we stopped running. LOL. Then a car in front of the tram wanted to turn right and there cars on the other side of the road, so the tram got stalled.
So we ran again. We only just made it to the tram stop. We were even running uphill! It was dead tiring. When we got to the tram, we were both panting really hard. Could NOT breathe properly. xD
Thank God I wore shorts though.. would have been so hard to run in trousers, even though it was maybe 10 degrees outside. I was freezing on the train. xD
Let it fall.
June 10, 2009 8:08:00 PM
Isn't it funny when you get really good marks for one subject and average marks for another, no one cares about the really good one and just attacks you for the average one? What are you supposed to do then? Especially when it's coming from someone who should care the most about the good one.
But nooooo.....
It's how did you get these kind of marks?! I'm banning you from the computer. Don't you let me catch you around the computer ever again. Don't blame it on your useless-doesn't-even-teach-properly teacher. It's all your fault and what are you going to do about it? Huh?
Huh?
HUH?!
Shut the fcking hell up, I couldn't be bothered telling you my marks anymore.
After all, the good ones don't count anymore, do they? So I might as well just tell you the occasional bad ones and then shut up for the rest of my life since nothing I do ever makes any sense or matters to you.
I'm so pissed off I can't even spell stuff properly. You can't see them coz I've caught them.
But nooooo.....
It's how did you get these kind of marks?! I'm banning you from the computer. Don't you let me catch you around the computer ever again. Don't blame it on your useless-doesn't-even-teach-properly teacher. It's all your fault and what are you going to do about it? Huh?
Huh?
HUH?!
Shut the fcking hell up, I couldn't be bothered telling you my marks anymore.
After all, the good ones don't count anymore, do they? So I might as well just tell you the occasional bad ones and then shut up for the rest of my life since nothing I do ever makes any sense or matters to you.
I'm so pissed off I can't even spell stuff properly. You can't see them coz I've caught them.
Love is well and truly dead.
June 05, 2009 6:40:00 PM
WARNING: MAY CONTAIN STRONG LANGUAGE AFTER THIS POINT.
Welcome to the home of hypocrisy. Where everything I'm told to not do is exactly what you do. Where you say "That's not how we do things" when it really only applies to me and not anyone else. Where you say "All you do is sit in front of the computer all day and play games." Cough Cough. Who the hell are you talking about? Certainly not me, since I actually have such a thing as homework, schoolwork and assignments. Oh. Must be about you.
Look, if you want to scold yourself, go ahead. No one's stopping you. But you don't have to fcking take it out on me just because you're not as perfect as you thought you were."Don't do this, Don't do that, Why are you doing that?!" OMFG STFU. Look who's talking. You don't know that half the things you tell me not to do is what you do every single fcking day. That's right. Just realised? Gosh, you're slower than I thought.
And if you're really going to break the computer like you said you would, how are you going to talk to your all your friends? And make free calls to the people you want to? And check your mail, read the papers, spy on someone's blog... how are you going to do that? If you're going to make stupid threats like that, at least think before you make them. They're full of nothiing but air.
And seriously, if you want something done, say it with fcking words. Am I supposed to know what the hell it is you want if all you do is point and grunt? And then when I don't know what to do, you shout at me. And when I raise my voice just the teeniest bit, I get shouted at. If you can shout at me, what's wrong with vice versa?
Look, the only reason I go online so late at night is because you spend the whole fcking day on it playing games. Isn't that what you don't want me to do? Just because I'm not allowed to, doesn't mean you can, god dammit.
Sometimes I wonder how you ever survived when I wasn't around. And how you'll survive when I'm gone. Ever thought about that?
Welcome to the home of hypocrisy. Where everything I'm told to not do is exactly what you do. Where you say "That's not how we do things" when it really only applies to me and not anyone else. Where you say "All you do is sit in front of the computer all day and play games." Cough Cough. Who the hell are you talking about? Certainly not me, since I actually have such a thing as homework, schoolwork and assignments. Oh. Must be about you.
Look, if you want to scold yourself, go ahead. No one's stopping you. But you don't have to fcking take it out on me just because you're not as perfect as you thought you were."Don't do this, Don't do that, Why are you doing that?!" OMFG STFU. Look who's talking. You don't know that half the things you tell me not to do is what you do every single fcking day. That's right. Just realised? Gosh, you're slower than I thought.
And if you're really going to break the computer like you said you would, how are you going to talk to your all your friends? And make free calls to the people you want to? And check your mail, read the papers, spy on someone's blog... how are you going to do that? If you're going to make stupid threats like that, at least think before you make them. They're full of nothiing but air.
And seriously, if you want something done, say it with fcking words. Am I supposed to know what the hell it is you want if all you do is point and grunt? And then when I don't know what to do, you shout at me. And when I raise my voice just the teeniest bit, I get shouted at. If you can shout at me, what's wrong with vice versa?
Look, the only reason I go online so late at night is because you spend the whole fcking day on it playing games. Isn't that what you don't want me to do? Just because I'm not allowed to, doesn't mean you can, god dammit.
Sometimes I wonder how you ever survived when I wasn't around. And how you'll survive when I'm gone. Ever thought about that?
Calcium Discrimination.
April 27, 2009 4:58:00 PM
Ok, NEW TITLES! *woot!*
I can't be bothered finding songs anymore, but that's not the point of changing these titles. I want to be able to express myself in these titles! If that makes any sense anyway, but since when did anything I do ever make sense? So.... title change!! Maybe I'll do some songs sometimes. But I bet half the people who have visited this site don't even listen to the songs I post here. *sigh* oh well. You can't always win.
*
The thing that pisses me off most in the world (aside from typo errors and grammar mistakes ... and deliberate stupidity) is the fact that most people here think that anyAsian country.. no, make that South East Asian country is a third world country. I swear, they do.
People say "Oh, you're from Malaysia? Isn't that like a really poor country?" For YOUR information, it's NOT. Because if it was a really poor country like you people think it is, do you think I would be speaking english so well, be so sporty or even (and I'm not being snobby here) being the one that all the teachers think is brilliant? *cough english maths japanese cough*
NO! So I'll now relate what exactly happened in my Food class today. We were learning about Calci-Yum! and my teacher decided to tell us about what happens when you have a calcium deficiency (umm... you get osteoporosis?) and she decided to ask "So who has been to an Asian country?"
And then ***** (I'm not naming anyone here) sticks up her hand and Ms. M asks her which ones. So ***** says "Umm... I've been to Thailand... Vietnam(?).... oh and Malaysia." So obviously I'm going to listen to what the Ms. M has to say once ***** and *** have said Malaysia and guess what.
Ms M: Well, when you went there, you notice that the people there are really small?
*****: Oh yea, actually. I'm like a giant compared to them.
(This is me in italics) That's only because Asians are usually small!!! You whites are naturally big! Do I look small to you?
***: They're all like tiny.
Ms M: Yes... that's because when they were children they didn't have enough calcium in their diet. See, in Asian countries, they don't have enough space for cows so they don't drink a lot of milk when they're children. They have lots of paddy fields and a few buffalos...
A few. A FEW?! Have you even been to Asia, woman?!
Ms M(continued): But that's all. They don't have enough milk or cheese. That's why their bones don't develop to the maximum and that's what happens when you're calcium deficient as a child.
REWIND
See, in Asian countries, they don't have enough space for cows so they don't drink a lot of milk when they're children. They have lots of paddy fields and a few buffalos...
W.H.A.T. the ...... fishsticks?!
You can tell that this teacher has NEVER set foot in Malaysia before. We've got cows, for god's sakes! And even if we didn't have cows, there is such a thing as supermarkets you know. We don't all live in kampungs. And we are not a third world country! Get that right before you start telling kids why Asian kids are small.
CALCIUM DISCRIMINATION!!! rawr!
You people know nothing! You don't even know where Vietnam is on the map! (And that's a fact. They could NOT find Vietnam on the map last year during History.)
So don't start telling people stuff you don't know!
I can't be bothered finding songs anymore, but that's not the point of changing these titles. I want to be able to express myself in these titles! If that makes any sense anyway, but since when did anything I do ever make sense? So.... title change!! Maybe I'll do some songs sometimes. But I bet half the people who have visited this site don't even listen to the songs I post here. *sigh* oh well. You can't always win.
*
The thing that pisses me off most in the world (aside from typo errors and grammar mistakes ... and deliberate stupidity) is the fact that most people here think that any
People say "Oh, you're from Malaysia? Isn't that like a really poor country?" For YOUR information, it's NOT. Because if it was a really poor country like you people think it is, do you think I would be speaking english so well, be so sporty or even (and I'm not being snobby here) being the one that all the teachers think is brilliant? *cough english maths japanese cough*
NO! So I'll now relate what exactly happened in my Food class today. We were learning about Calci-Yum! and my teacher decided to tell us about what happens when you have a calcium deficiency (umm... you get osteoporosis?) and she decided to ask "So who has been to an Asian country?"
And then ***** (I'm not naming anyone here) sticks up her hand and Ms. M asks her which ones. So ***** says "Umm... I've been to Thailand... Vietnam(?).... oh and Malaysia." So obviously I'm going to listen to what the Ms. M has to say once ***** and *** have said Malaysia and guess what.
Ms M: Well, when you went there, you notice that the people there are really small?
*****: Oh yea, actually. I'm like a giant compared to them.
(This is me in italics) That's only because Asians are usually small!!! You whites are naturally big! Do I look small to you?
***: They're all like tiny.
Ms M: Yes... that's because when they were children they didn't have enough calcium in their diet. See, in Asian countries, they don't have enough space for cows so they don't drink a lot of milk when they're children. They have lots of paddy fields and a few buffalos...
A few. A FEW?! Have you even been to Asia, woman?!
Ms M(continued): But that's all. They don't have enough milk or cheese. That's why their bones don't develop to the maximum and that's what happens when you're calcium deficient as a child.
REWIND
See, in Asian countries, they don't have enough space for cows so they don't drink a lot of milk when they're children. They have lots of paddy fields and a few buffalos...
W.H.A.T. the ...... fishsticks?!
You can tell that this teacher has NEVER set foot in Malaysia before. We've got cows, for god's sakes! And even if we didn't have cows, there is such a thing as supermarkets you know. We don't all live in kampungs. And we are not a third world country! Get that right before you start telling kids why Asian kids are small.
CALCIUM DISCRIMINATION!!! rawr!
You people know nothing! You don't even know where Vietnam is on the map! (And that's a fact. They could NOT find Vietnam on the map last year during History.)
So don't start telling people stuff you don't know!
Random-ness.
April 24, 2009 11:23:00 PM
I could NOT be bothered finding a song to fit whatever crap I crap in here. First offs: Sorry for not writing for a week!! Okay, most of you would probably be thinking L.A.M.E like some people I know but wouldn't say because even though they are being the biggest losers in the planet right now, I still think of them as friends. I bet they don't though.
ANYWAY.
(Yea, I get sidetracked extremely easily.)
I was just thinking about the time when I was updating Marcus on the family tree we currently have (which is SO big now what with all the aunts and uncles and grandsons and great-granddaughters... I don't know how Rah keeps track of all of it) and now I'm suddenly thinking that I don't actually know that much about it anymore because NOBODY UPDATES ME ON THESE THINGS.
Bloody hell.
What does it take for a person to be told things around here? A burnt piece of popcorn?!
Yeeeeesh.
*
So yesterday was Athletics. And it was the most wasted day in the world for me. Nevermind that all they did was snack on junk food the whole day. Nevermind that we had a Science test the next day. Nevermind that I did nothing the whole damn day while all they did was sit there and TALK. Gawd.
But I got a tan.... it was bloody hot. Oo
And now I have a line where my shorts were and where the tan starts. LOL? Nah. Didn't think so.
*
I AM SO SICK OF ALL THESE PEOPLE GOING ON ABOUT THAT DARN BOOK NAMED TWILIGHT.
Seriously. I wonder what would happn if I went up to some random Twilight fan (which is practically everyone but me) and said
"Wow, the twilight yesterday was awesome wasn't it?"
They'll probably think I was talking about that dastardly book. Someone burn it!! They look at you funny when you say "I hate Edward Cullen." or "Twilight is a shit book." or "Edward Cullen doesn't exist!! You'll never have your name as _____ Cullen!!! Get over it!!!"
They do that to me. But I won't give up. Sooner or later (and I hope its sooner) these sick-in-the-head people would give it up. And if they don't, I will personally burn all the copies of Twilight that were ever sold.
I'm serious.
Now... where can I hide them while I look for others?
ANYWAY.
(Yea, I get sidetracked extremely easily.)
I was just thinking about the time when I was updating Marcus on the family tree we currently have (which is SO big now what with all the aunts and uncles and grandsons and great-granddaughters... I don't know how Rah keeps track of all of it) and now I'm suddenly thinking that I don't actually know that much about it anymore because NOBODY UPDATES ME ON THESE THINGS.
Bloody hell.
What does it take for a person to be told things around here? A burnt piece of popcorn?!
Yeeeeesh.
*
So yesterday was Athletics. And it was the most wasted day in the world for me. Nevermind that all they did was snack on junk food the whole day. Nevermind that we had a Science test the next day. Nevermind that I did nothing the whole damn day while all they did was sit there and TALK. Gawd.
But I got a tan.... it was bloody hot. Oo
And now I have a line where my shorts were and where the tan starts. LOL? Nah. Didn't think so.
*
I AM SO SICK OF ALL THESE PEOPLE GOING ON ABOUT THAT DARN BOOK NAMED TWILIGHT.
Seriously. I wonder what would happn if I went up to some random Twilight fan (which is practically everyone but me) and said
"Wow, the twilight yesterday was awesome wasn't it?"
They'll probably think I was talking about that dastardly book. Someone burn it!! They look at you funny when you say "I hate Edward Cullen." or "Twilight is a shit book." or "Edward Cullen doesn't exist!! You'll never have your name as _____ Cullen!!! Get over it!!!"
They do that to me. But I won't give up. Sooner or later (and I hope its sooner) these sick-in-the-head people would give it up. And if they don't, I will personally burn all the copies of Twilight that were ever sold.
I'm serious.
Now... where can I hide them while I look for others?
Scream
March 08, 2009 5:11:00 PM
Song choice: Scream by Tokio Hotel.
Scream - Tokio Hotel
*
Reasons to Scream:
► I forgot to bring my Maths and Humanities homework home.
► My Maths CD goes kaput on the front page of Chapter 9 : Measurement.
► My Science CD doesn't work at all.
► I have a Japanese writing task to start and finish.
► I have to memorise that writing task as a speaking assessment.
► I bet no-one remembers my birthday.
Ok, the last one was random, but the others are all true. It Is Freaking ANNOYING. RAWR!!!!
*breaks the stupid, gay, lesbian Cd's in half*
*stares at them on the floor*
*picks them up*
*glues them back*
*breaks them in half again*
See how annoyed I am? To even think about doing these useless things....
hey
Hey.
HEY.
THAT'S LIKE THE BEST FREAKIN IDEA FOR MY TOKIO HOTEL COMIC!!!!!!
Random much? But I've been having a brain-block on those darn comics that Tokio Hotel fans love and I am now stuck at number.... 11. I did 9 and 10... in January. See how bad the joking-block was?! I couldn't think of any jokes at all. Now I have one.
Just, you know, one more to go.
Damn.
Screw it all.
I'm feeling 4 different emotions right now.
Great
Scream Until You Feel It
Scream - Tokio Hotel
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Reasons to Scream:
► I forgot to bring my Maths and Humanities homework home.
► My Maths CD goes kaput on the front page of Chapter 9 : Measurement.
► My Science CD doesn't work at all.
► I have a Japanese writing task to start and finish.
► I have to memorise that writing task as a speaking assessment.
► I bet no-one remembers my birthday.
Ok, the last one was random, but the others are all true. It Is Freaking ANNOYING. RAWR!!!!
*breaks the stupid, gay, lesbian Cd's in half*
*stares at them on the floor*
*picks them up*
*glues them back*
*breaks them in half again*
See how annoyed I am? To even think about doing these useless things....
hey
Hey.
HEY.
THAT'S LIKE THE BEST FREAKIN IDEA FOR MY TOKIO HOTEL COMIC!!!!!!
Random much? But I've been having a brain-block on those darn comics that Tokio Hotel fans love and I am now stuck at number.... 11. I did 9 and 10... in January. See how bad the joking-block was?! I couldn't think of any jokes at all. Now I have one.
Just, you know, one more to go.
Damn.
Screw it all.
I'm feeling 4 different emotions right now.
Great
Scream Until You Feel It
Crawling
November 18, 2008 8:35:00 PM
i would so like to know which sane human would actually watch gossip girl without covering their eyes or feeling increasingly frustrated at the bitchy fights. getting all these facts just by watching 15 minutes of it? looks like it's not exactly a good show. at least if you're someone like me.
what I would like nothing better to do right now:
♥ watch vampire knight until I run out of episodes
♥ watch "heart of greed" 溏心風暴 until i run out of episodes
♥ run around like a mad person screaming my lungs out
♥ get on plane straight back to malaysia
♥ stay alone in the room with noone bugging me so I can do whatever I want to.
yea, some sefish thoughts that I don't usually do. I would SO love to get my own room... I've never had one before and it seriously SUCKS. I could do whatever I want in the room, and with the room. decoration wise, of course. sorry for making this blog private.. dont want SOME people reading it...
this sucks. seriously.
AND exams are in 6 days. AND i find it really hard to get it out of my head that I will cry when Raymond Lam Fung dies in Heart of Greed. I tend to cry when people die in TVB dramas... even though none of the characters are actualy real. go wikipedia!! spoiled my suspense. now i actually can't wait for him to die, how nice am I?
OH, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AI LIN!!
sooorrrreee i didnt send a message on friendster... don't you just hate it when people think something entirely different to what you're really doing? pisses me offf like hell.
they were so right. it does hurt.
Crawling in my skin,
these wound they will not heal,
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real....
- Crawling, Linkin Park
if you haven't guessed it by now, I'm a self-proclaimed hardcore linkin park fan, so you can't say I'm not a fan because I don't collect any of their stuff. isnt liking their music enough?
what I would like nothing better to do right now:
♥ watch vampire knight until I run out of episodes
♥ watch "heart of greed" 溏心風暴 until i run out of episodes
♥ run around like a mad person screaming my lungs out
♥ get on plane straight back to malaysia
♥ stay alone in the room with noone bugging me so I can do whatever I want to.
yea, some sefish thoughts that I don't usually do. I would SO love to get my own room... I've never had one before and it seriously SUCKS. I could do whatever I want in the room, and with the room. decoration wise, of course. sorry for making this blog private.. dont want SOME people reading it...
this sucks. seriously.
AND exams are in 6 days. AND i find it really hard to get it out of my head that I will cry when Raymond Lam Fung dies in Heart of Greed. I tend to cry when people die in TVB dramas... even though none of the characters are actualy real. go wikipedia!! spoiled my suspense. now i actually can't wait for him to die, how nice am I?
OH, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AI LIN!!
sooorrrreee i didnt send a message on friendster... don't you just hate it when people think something entirely different to what you're really doing? pisses me offf like hell.
they were so right. it does hurt.
Crawling in my skin,
these wound they will not heal,
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real....
- Crawling, Linkin Park
if you haven't guessed it by now, I'm a self-proclaimed hardcore linkin park fan, so you can't say I'm not a fan because I don't collect any of their stuff. isnt liking their music enough?
One Down, ? To Go
November 04, 2008 5:17:00 PM
one year down... and i'm still alive. though my toes have lost all feeling right now. don't know if that's good news or bad news. == umm umm umm
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!
(i can't think of any other way to describe it. ;P)
and back to the dreary boring life that is sue yin. chong sue yin. sue yin chong. i'm not sure which one i like better. in case you're wondering, they call me sue yin chong here. then when i tell them in malaysia it's chong sue yin they ask "so they call you chong there?" major swt. it's a bit hilarious and i get a bit sick of explaining sometimes so next time i'll just shut up. but i will not shut up when they call me "sue". it's sue yin you lazy bastards.
this is such a nice post for a first anniversary.
i cannot wait to go back to malaysia... because i'm sick of piling on layers of clothes just to keep warm. and even then i'm not very warm. i'm willing to turn pink just to wear tees and shorts!!!! ok, not that pink. just being a little pink is bad enough.
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songs that i listen to over and over again:
+ Thunder - Boys Like Girls
+ Empty - The Click Five
+ Your Call - Secondhand Serenade
+ Monsoon - Tokio Hotel
+ Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park
+ Where's You Go - Fort Minor
+ Crush - David Archuleta
+ Hold On - Good Charlotte
+ Welcome To My Life - Simple Plan
+ Time is Running Out - Muse
by now you should have caught on that they're pretty emo songs. rawr. wtf is wrong with me?! emo songs just click with me. they sound nice. and no, i am not emo. according to my friends, not even near it.
if somebody does not talk to me soon, i will be.
or i'll just bite someone.
Labels: m; pissed
I Hate This Part
October 28, 2008 6:47:00 PM
new pussycat dolls song that i saw the video on on channel ten. on sunday. and i almost know the lyrics. and it's only what...
tuesday??
excuse me, i'm being perasan again. but hell, at least i know it.
yeah, you're not perasan, but hell are you annoying. discussing harry potter and twilight and narnia and lemony snickett's a series of unfortunate events too much for you? then don't sit with us. "why do you guys read books??"
because we read. unlike you.
because we have an imagination. unlike you.
because we are not wannabe emo people. unlike you.
get the picture?? "fiction's boring". oh yea, if there wasn't fiction in this world, there would be no great movies that you so claim to love. because they are ALL BLOODY FICTION!!!
"I don't like fiction... wait, which one is the un-real one?" FICTION, you stupid, IT'S FICTION!! here's a tip: first find out the meaning of a word before you say you don't like it. bloddy pisses me off.
"I feel like i haven't slept for years!!" if you can cast your mind back far enough, which i doubt you can, i asked you why you just don't sleep earlier. and your reply? "I can't." well, then...
STOP BLOODY COMPLAINING ABOUT IT!!!
yea, you can probably guess that i'm friggin pissed right now. dammit, just stop pretending like you're the best thing that's ever happened to this world. because you're NOT.
tuesday??
excuse me, i'm being perasan again. but hell, at least i know it.
yeah, you're not perasan, but hell are you annoying. discussing harry potter and twilight and narnia and lemony snickett's a series of unfortunate events too much for you? then don't sit with us. "why do you guys read books??"
because we read. unlike you.
because we have an imagination. unlike you.
because we are not wannabe emo people. unlike you.
get the picture?? "fiction's boring". oh yea, if there wasn't fiction in this world, there would be no great movies that you so claim to love. because they are ALL BLOODY FICTION!!!
"I don't like fiction... wait, which one is the un-real one?" FICTION, you stupid, IT'S FICTION!! here's a tip: first find out the meaning of a word before you say you don't like it. bloddy pisses me off.
"I feel like i haven't slept for years!!" if you can cast your mind back far enough, which i doubt you can, i asked you why you just don't sleep earlier. and your reply? "I can't." well, then...
STOP BLOODY COMPLAINING ABOUT IT!!!
yea, you can probably guess that i'm friggin pissed right now. dammit, just stop pretending like you're the best thing that's ever happened to this world. because you're NOT.
Labels: m; pissed