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this never ending
story;
P-p-procrastinateeee
July 06, 2010 1:22:00 PM

I'm happy because my fics have been getting positive reviews on LJ (and the people who read them are pretty big in the community /heart attack.

Lost my motivation to write anymore ;A; Iono what happened ;A;

Oh well, I'm supposed to be doing maths, but being the big fat procrastinator that I am, I've managed to do... 3 questions in 2 hours. Wootles. Someone give me a trophy.

Because I'm still trying to procrastinate, I'll just list down my current biased biases. Or do another one of those supposedly Kpop survey thingamajigs. YES. I'M THIS DESPERATE TO STAY AWAY FROM OVERDUE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.

Oh, my sis is getting Bonamana today :D

I'M SHO EXCITED.

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310/ One week later
April 06, 2010 12:46:00 PM

So, one week has passed since the last entry. And what was the last entry?

7 lines of nothing, that's what the last entry was. Heh. I'm in the mood to write now. But first there's something I need to say. It's Urgent.

dongbangshinki will live on forever, no matter what.
always keep the faith!


Okay, I've said it. And I'm ready to believe it. But something's telling me that some people might not.

WHY aren't the K.Cassieopians storming SM building and flash mobbing and generally vandalising the place like the K.Hottests did when JaeBeom left? WHY aren't the J.Cassieopians protesting in front of Avex Japan? Or is it just that AllKPoop AllKPop, being the biased "Kpop breaking news site" that they are, simply aren't reporting it?

They said that 2010 would hopefully be a good year for the Kpop world. So far, it's turning out bad. First Jay, now DBSK. I wouldn't be surprised if they decide to let HanKyung go. But if they say that it was the member's decision to let him go because they themselves thought it was for the best, I will start boycotting SuJu like I did 6PM.

And to the DJ who insulted U-Kiss, you don't know whats coming. Those "12 year olds" will find out where you live, stalk you, leave death notes (possibly written in blood) and generally make your life living hell. You don't mess with K-pop fangirls. Especially the Korean ones. Especially the crazy Korean ones.

They're hella scary.

*

I watched 2012 the other day.

Now I'm paranoid.

Oh, and according to the movie, Obama would have resigned from his stint as President of the United States of America by 2011. Nice.

*

I don't know how it happened, but somewhere along of the way of listening to Mazeltov, downloading the new single album and watching All Day 3471839391931 times, I fell in love with ZE:A.

They'd better name their fanclub quick, because I don't want to be part of a nameless fanclub.

Taken me a long time to remember their names and faces.

Now for the voices.

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309. I'm bored witless.
March 29, 2010 4:52:00 PM

I failedddd.

I woke up at 10.15 am sharp.

*

I was bored.

So I wrote another fanfic.

It was originally meant to be a oneshot, but my mind started puking ideas, so now it's going to be threeshot twoshot.

*

I'm so over the holidays.

Can I go back to school yet?

[LISTENING TO: Bang! - After School

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#278; The answerless sunset continues to burn.
January 24, 2010 7:11:00 PM

I shall cross my fingers and hope this is the right number.

PS: The title is a line from Sunset Glow (붉은 노을) by Big Bang. It isn't meant to emo... in fact it's one of the happiest songs I know. Just not in terms of lyrics.

*

My ma made loh mai kai today. Maybe because we forgot to eat it when we went back. We had thosai for breakfast too.

With daal.

*

Going to my uncle's house is fun. Sometimes. At least when nobody disturbs me when I'm on the piano. (By all means, I do not do not mean my cousin).

Haha, good memory helps because I can play the beginning of Wasteland. Just the beginning. Just the right hand. Because I couldn't remember the left.

Q:What do you do when a 6 year old cousin you've never spoken to in your life hangs around you when you're on the piano?

A: Just smile and wave boys girls people, just smile and wave.

*

It took me 1.5 hours to draw and shade 3 tennis balls. For VisCom. Because who in their right mind would draw and shade tennis balls for no reason whatsoever?

Half an hour for a tennis ball.

And only the second one looks good.

Oh well, at least they were all perfectly round. I made sure they were.

And I was only meant to do one anyway. Now my teacher can't say I did nothing.

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Sign - Brown Eyed Girls
December 10, 2009 10:26:00 PM

New layout! I was going to put an mp3 player at the top where my blog hit counter is, but the icons under the bar refused to budge, and the bar ended up covering it. Scrapped that idea.

I'm excited. Why?

Because tomorrow is the last day of school, that's why. Anything else apart from that, my lips are sealed and nothing can unseal them, even if you blackmail or bribe me, I'm not budging. Just like the cute little icons at the top of my page. :)

Jiv made me create to new characters, Kitty and Ken. First I drew Kitty, because I felt like it. And because I want her hairstyle. They're kinda based very very loosely on Vampire Knight's Yuuki and Zero (because I love Zero, who can resist the vampire hunter who's a vampire?) After I did Kitty I kinda did this chibi type (my version of chibi's, that is) and chibi Kitty was chucking a can at this chibi dude, and it rebounded off his head. Jiv made me draw the guy in non-chibi-form, and I did, basing him very loosely on Zero.

She started laughing then. I asked her why. She said that she could totally imagine how he teases her and she chucks stuff at him to get him back. She said he looked like a Ken, so we named him that. When I scan it, I'll put it on here, then you'll know what I'm not about :)

I've reached 250 posts, with the 10 drafts excluded. Why do I keep them? Just because. I don't like deleting stuff, and some of them make a good random read.

Somebody please find me an inbuilt mp3 player like @Alia-chan's old one! D:

I feel like changing my blog url. For certain reasons. No, not because of the total Random in my cbox, I don't think he/she's any kind of threat. Kinda interesting, in fact. Just cracking my head and causing half of my brain cells to disappear over who it might be. No, I'm just getting fed up with a certain something that doesn't know what it's doing.

I dove right into Kris Kringle spirit this year. Took me 3 years to finally get into it, but I did it. Nothing much, but I decorated it as nicely as possible. :3 They better like it, it took up an hour of my homework-time just wrapping it.

I AM NOT PROGRAMMED FOR WRAPPING PRESENTS.

Speaking of 3 years, my iPod decided to get corrupted at the time when we needed it the most. So.. 3 years worth of songs and videos... gone. Luckily we got into the habit of saving the songs in an external harddrive last year, but the songs before that... are gone. Which is, literally, all my Good Charlotte, My Chemical Romance, Breaking Benjamin, Simple Plan, 30 Seconds to Mars, and half of my Linkin Park collection gone.

In.. hmm, less than a minute?

Shows how much we can't rely on technology sometimes.

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And there goes another year.
November 23, 2009 8:18:00 PM

Well, year 10 into 11 orientation was today.
From next Monday onwards we get to wear the maroon VCE jumpers.
I'm not sure if that's something to be happy about, since
[quote] Ken: LOL and your uniform was colour co-ordinated by a blind person.
Very nice Ken. :)

Nearly fell asleep during Ms Egan's speech.
I reckon listening to her for 2 and a half hours minus breaks is enough to make anyone fall asleep.
Plus I had the added bonus of being in the 2nd row.
So neck strain and burning eyes were very much the highlight of the day.

Lunch was better.
Ran around with Suelyn trying to get our exam marks off teachers.
Maybe we should've bothered Ms Reid even though she said we shouldn't bother.
Oh well.
Knocked on Mr Santos's door with my head.
Thank God he wasn't there OTL OTL OTL.
Overall, pretty happy with my results.
Wanted to do better for Japanese, but I'm not complaining.
Especially when it's 90% above for Science, History and Japanese.

And now we wait (in dread) for English and Maths.
I have a feeling I screwed up the Dead Poet's essay.
*Sigh.

Risotto for dinner. Yum.
Been sleeping alot lately (and I mean on the couch).
Can't wait for casual dress day at school, want to wear my new triangle scarf. :)
Now... Japanese domain leader or Maths domain leader next year?
Hmm, I think Japanese.

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When boredom strikes during History.
October 23, 2009 6:58:00 PM

Topic: Global Issues

A chat on paper between Monkey, Reindeer and Spider [codenames used to protect identities]. THIS IS A REAL CONVERSATION. Enjoy :D

[Chat starts.]

Monkey: She ALWAYS talks about Asian countries --"

Reindeer: LOL I know so annoying. I wanna throw a brick in her mouth!

[Spider has been added to this conversation]
Spider: Hallo! :)

Monkey: Hello! USE YOUR OWN PENCILS :P I don't remember what the topic is anymore xD [The topic of our new chapter.]

Reindeer: This is going on forever, the longest period ever! Connex? WTF?... A Global Issue... I don't think so.

Monkey: OMFG does she ever take a break... --" And the new Connex is Chinese, shit they came from China, they must be refugees! D: [Teacher constantly goes on about Asian refugees.]

Spider: LOL, please shut up Ms Vinegar!

Monkey: I want to legally kill her. [Teacher goes on about how they legally children in China for the one-child policy.]

Reindeer: Does anyone have a gun?... for myself or for Vinegar, "Neither can live while the other survives."

Monkey: Vinegar is "neither can live" xD

Spider: Okay... :S [Hasn't read Harry Potter.]

Reindeer: I thought she was done, well, getting to the sheet... then she got sidetracked again. Argh. :(

Monkey: Meh, let her talk, we can do what we want and she won't notice xD So we went from population of Melbourne in the future to Indonesian refugees to Prime Ministers shaking hands to Barcelona cameras on beaches to Connex to China's one-child policy to...?

Spider: ... to what baby boomers and kids need. Hehe. I don't think she's even on topic.

Monkey: She's NOT, she's forgotten what the topic is LOL

[Spider gets pissed at Vinegar and starts 'swearing'.]

Reindeer: Hey Spider, hold your temper otherwise you are going to have green ink off your hand...

Spider: Yes, because I'm turning into the Hulk D:

Monkey: LOL! I'm turning into Flubber so I can get out of here :D

[Explains to Reindeer what Flubber is; green, slimy and blobby.]

Reindeer: But you will then be put into quarantine if you are green and slimy. So either way, you're trapped. Maybe I will morph into Rudolph [the Reindeer] and use the excuse of having to help Santa.

Monkey: WHY DO WE GIVE A SHIT ABOUT CHINA. --" [Teacher still going on about one-child policies]. Damn, always trapped. Santa doesn't exist, nyeh nyeh :P

Spider: Vinegar's got a hunched back! Kekeke.

Monkey: LOL, you just noticed? She was talking [non-stop] for 35 minutes, OMFG :O [Teacher stops talking.]

Spider: How long do we have until this lesson ends?

Monkey: About half an hour D:

Spider: God help us DDD:

Reindeer: 1/2 hour left. 30 minutes, 29 min 58 sec, 29 mins 56 sec, ...

[Pause.]

Spider: ...*cricket chirps*...

Monkey: DaBlaDaBlaDaBla. *eyebrow raise LOLLLL. She's talking to herself.

Reindeer: LOL! I don't even think the front rows fully listening! 25 min 32 sec, 25 min 29 sec...

[Reindeer and Spider start chucking pens around.]

Spider: You fail at the pen thing [Monkey].

[Teacher makes a comment about what Melbourne will be like 10 years later.]

Reindeer: 10 uears later... she'll still be talking to some poor unfortunate souls.

Spider: I wonder how long she lectures her children for...

Monkey: LOLLL [Reindeer] was saying something to Vinegar and she kept tallking xD [Teacher malkes comment about getting a phonecall.] She got a phonecall from God! [Reference to Dead Poets Society]

Reindeer: We are sooo... keeping this [chat].

Monkey: I should have timed how long you kept your hand up xD

Spider: Don't you dare scan this, Little Mrs. Facebook :P

Monkey: I sooo should :P No one knows who we're talking about. But no-one can read our writing xD

Spider: Alright then.

Monkey: What's she on about now? I swear she wante dot be a lawyer or something.

Reindeer: Politician?

Monkey: Nah, she probably failed Politics school; doesn't know when to shut up. And too pessimistic :P

Reindeer: 11 mins, 10 mins 55 secs... Zzz...

[Conversation ends here.]

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Let's be a maid for today!
October 04, 2009 4:50:00 PM

Let' be maid for today (since I have nothing better to do).

Just for a change, I decided to clear out my bookshelf because the mess was starting to get to me. Did the usual sort of stuff aka putting the reader digests in month order, sorting the books from tallest to shortest, taking out random stuff from between books (there was a CD between 2 books... and a Christmas bag). Nice and neat. then had to clear the shelf above to make space for all the Chinese/Japanese books... evidence of my sisters/my guilt.

I've now come to a conclusion that paper annoys me.

No, not the small pieces that are left lying around, but the full-blown mega-sized in-your-face a4 pieces.

Especially the ones from Year 9, because I have those in stacks in my cupboard. Don't even want to look at them, they make my blood pressure rise. Seriously, if they're going to give us that much paper, they might as well have given us 4 books, because that's the thickness of pile.

School tomorrow. Fun.

edit (6.55pm): I have just returned from my herb-cutting expedition . Went out to the backyard to get some rosemary and thyme for my mum. Cut a small sprig of rosemary and several stalks of thyme. Turned around from cutting the thyme and instantly hit the clothesline pole.
Aren't I the luckiest girl in the world?

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Let's be boring.
October 03, 2009 4:21:00 PM

Let's be boring for a day, no? So instead of rambling about the usual ramblings, let's take on a different point of view. Like the point of view I had when I first started blogging. aka talking about my day with no random words, no humour, no sarcasm. and in detail. My own challenge. Whee!

So today I woke up at around 8.10am because my sister woke me up, she had to go to the orthodontist for a check-up which was at 8.45am. I fell asleep, and woke up again at 9.26am, by then they had already left and come back. Stayed in bed til around 9.45 then got up and went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and shower because we were supposedly going to the temple (today is Mooncake festival!).

Had breakfast (banana bread) and made myself the coldest Milo in the world. Then sat around, listened to Super Junior, failed at drawing Donghae, then went out with my mum to buy a new vacuum cleaner. The old one literally decided to die on us. Anyway, first we went to Clive Peters, and I got caught up watching the trailer for D-Wars. Couldn't find the vacuum there, so we went to The Good Guys, and I got caught up watching the same trailer all over again. Oh and the trailer for Speed Racer (which has to be the stupidest movie in the world).

Ended up getting a Dyson, assembled in Malaysia. (:

...

God, that was boring.
Challenge: Passed. But just barely.
Verdict: I'm never doing that again. I almost didn't make it. I felt like giving up halfway. Sudden thought. I used to be that boring?! Dang.

Went to the vege shop after that, this guy walked past when I was in there and he sorta caught my eye (because he looked a little TaeYang hehe). Looked away. Glanced back up and found that he was pouting at me while walking past. Instant thought: wtf.

Freaky.

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Where'd all the people go?
September 11, 2009 10:56:00 PM

GOOD GOD I'M BORED OUT OF MY MIND, SAVE ME FROM MYSELF, FROM THE WORLD, FROM THE WRETCHED CLUTCHES OF BORING FACEBOOK!

(I thought of doing the above words in rainbow colours like the form 1's simply to pass the time (and because I used to do it as a noob blogger) but I just couldn't be stuffed).

*Sigh.

Everyone's ditched me to either go to a pretty popular person's party, watch an important episode of FullMetal Alchemist: Brotherhood or, like me, have gone to play Guitar Geek just to pass the damn time. In fact, I was so bored I played the easy level and thought 'Damn, I used to think this was hard?!' and then pressed the wrong key three times in a row.

Hilarious, I know.

Yes, Leanne has come to save me from my deep, bored depression! :D

We're currently discussing Naruto, which I seem to be following seeing as they show it every night on Cartoon Network. It's actually pretty good! And Pokemon! And Bionicle! Why is it that I only follow these cartoons after I come to Australia?

Ciao for now! :)

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I need a life *sigh.
August 30, 2009 4:28:00 PM

Here I am... blogging again because I seem to have nothing else to do. ): I don't even know why I use the internet anymore, there's nothing to do on Facebook and no one to talk to on MSN. Even blogging's becoming a bit dull because there's noone to talk to.

But hey, thank god I didn't take a certain layout for my blog, because someone that I've disliked for a certain number of years took that layout. *Phew. Really relieved. xD Let's call her Leech. It seems that she's quite popular, but I don't know why people like her, she just pisses the hell out of me. And she's been pissing me off for freakin 4 years. -.-

SEE I SERIOUSLY NEED TO GET A LIFE, I'M RAMBLING ON ABOUT NOTHING.

I'm so bored right now. Even my friends aren't helping right now. D:

Ahh fck it, I'll just continue on with my Maths homework.. even though I've alreayd finished it. And I finished my Macbeth questions while watching Bionicle 3: Web of Shadows on Cartoon Network! It was actually pretty good (the movie, not Macbeth!) but I still liked Bionicle 2 better. xD This is what I do when there's nothing else to watch on TV. I watch Bionicle! which actually isn't that bad, all things considered. :D

And we watched the last episode of Avatar: The Last Airbender the other day. OMG I WANTED KATARA TO BE WITH ZUKO. But that's never gonna happen. Funny that I only remember the very first episode and then the last episode. I didn't really follow it.

But now I feel like buying all 3 books to watch!!! xD

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Did I do something wrong?
August 26, 2009 5:09:00 PM

Ok, I'm sick to death with parabolas, I've literally been working on them since this morning.

AAAAAAAAARGH.

and now I think I might have insulted/offended one of my closer friends, only I don't know how. But cutting me off makes it sound pretty pissed doesn't it?

So... sorry.

For whatever I did wrong.

I hope you don't hold grudges.

I seem to be pretty mean today without realising it, because even Shuriken isn't replying to me.

Maybe this should be enough for me today.

I shouldn't even bother signing in to facebook or msn if all I'm gonna do is piss people off.

Rawr.

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Kingdom boredom.
August 16, 2009 7:01:00 PM

I'm bored right now, so sue me.

I should be doing my extension trig (no, it's nothing to do with hair!) but I seriously can't be bothered finding out what the equivalent of cos 350 is in Quadrant 1 of the unit circle. -.-

So I can only say one thing...



....



DAMN YOU PEOPLE WHO WENT TO MTV WORLD STAGE!! I HATE YOUUU!!!



LOL.

Met up with Li Ean in the city since we were both there for the Melbourne Uni open day. I was looking out for Ken too but I didn't see him or Kevin. Lucky biatch, she saw them both. :P Li Ean is sooo diff from when I remember her.

Of course, I haven't seen her in 5 years, so I can't complain. If I'd stayed in Aus I might be like her. D: Or not. Over my mother's dead body. xD And I don't think I'm stupid enough to be like that anyway. NOT THAT LI EAN IS STUPID.

But, as the saying goes...

"She wears high heels, I wear sneakers!"

LOL. I'm so sick of that song right now. So sue me if I hate Taylor Swift, but the girl can't sing.

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Work sucks, I know.
July 27, 2009 10:04:00 PM

Title: Line from All the Small Things by Blink 182. :D

Today was my first day of work experience. In a short sentence, it was shit. Literally. A freaking waste of time. I was bored out of my mind and I didn't dare go on facebook on the office computer.

So remind me why I picked a real estate agent again?

Oh, because it's near my house.

AAAARGH.

I will NOT survive another day there, I SWEAR. Yea, so I can go on facebook on my phone, but I'm just gonna look like somebody who sits around and plays with the phone the whole day. Which I am not. But if I don't do something, I'm gonna look like someone who sits around and does nothing the whole day. Which I am not either. I also felt like falling asleep, but hell that wouldn't be a good move. LOL!

But at least the supervisors knew I was bored, so they sent me home for lunch early, and sent me home early. Bwahahaha! But seriously, I was DYING. I kept on writing that again and again in that notebook I brought, then realised that I didn't bring back the oral sheet that I needed for English.

RAWR!!!! D:

On a happier hand (just a bit happier), I can play the verse of 21 Guns..! (: Very, very, very slowly and very, very, very brokenly, but that's ok. Getting better. I think. :D Then I realised I was playing the chorus completely wrong (this is why I hate tabs) so yea.

Made me laugh though. (:

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Never knew boredom like this before.
July 02, 2009 2:01:00 PM

Hey, guess what??

I'M BACK IN MALAYSIA!! WOOOOT!!!

(I had to match Leanne's capital letter's post :D)

It was meant to be a secret but seeing as I've seen half the people I want to see, I don't see the point in keeping it a secret anymore, cause they've probably told everyone in school by now. :) I went to see them when they finished tuition, and they all screamed like crazy. It was kinda fun though. I feel really tall now. O.o I never know how much I actually grow. I arrived yesterday morning... and I got a haircut yesterday.

I nearly cried!!! D: She cut my fringe so damn short, it doesn't even go sideways. And she layered my hair so much there's almost nothing left when I tie it up. And it used to be freakin thick!!!! Well, it's all still on my head, but now noone can call me a make-up brush because it's so not thick anymore. It'll probably grow back, but still! ):

It's 12.39 and I'm freakin bored. Everyone's in school (and YES Leanne, I'll make sure I'll be there on Friday so you don't need to decapitate me) and all my friends in Melb are probably doing god-knows-what.

Sigh.

Can't win all the time.

But at least I got a dress for the social! (And my cousin's wedding, which is this Saturday and the main reason why we came back anyway). Who cares if I wear it twice? Nobody here in KL will see me wear it in Melb and noone in Melb will see me wear it in KL. LOL! Apart from pics on Facebook (if someone posts them there).

See, I'm so bored I have nothing to say. I didn't bring back my Snoopy notebook so I can't update my fiction blog. D: This sucks. >< I'm so sick of all my music. Feel like going back to sleep (and I just woke up!).

See you around.

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Glue your nose to your books..
June 04, 2009 6:21:00 PM

AAAARGH, it is so bloody hard to concentrate on Japanese when the computer is right in front of you and facebook is open and MSN is on.... D:

I don't really need to study for Japanese... but still!!!

And I NEED to update my iTunes playlist.... so sick of all the songs right now. I could throw the laptop at something, but that wouldn't do anything apart from me getting busted. Rawr. You just can't win.

I am a magnet to.... cuteness. Doesn't matter whether it's animals or toys or accessories or... people. Small cute things make me smile :D

OK, that was so utterly random it made no sense.

And that is how I say something without saying anything. ;) That didn't make sense either.

Woofles!

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