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this never ending
story;
Stop. It.
June 16, 2010 8:37:00 PM

Seriously.

Come up with your own ideas. Stop stealing off me.


Yeah, I should be feeling flattered or something that you're using my words and you're trying to be something like me and all, but I'm not. It's just annoying.

Seriously.

/displeased

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Heartbreak Warfare.
May 04, 2010 9:37:00 PM

HEARTBREAK WARFARE - JOHN MAYER

Lightning strike
Inside my chest to keep me up at night
Dream of ways
To make you understand my pain

Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It's heartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin,
No one really ever wins
In heartbreak warfare

If you want more love,
why don't you say so?
If you want more love,
why don't you say so?


Drop his name
Push it in and twist the knife again
Watch my face
As I pretend to feel no pain

Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It's heartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin,
No one really ever wins
In heartbreak warfare.

If you want more love,
why don't you say so?
If you want more love,
why don't you say so?


Just say so...

How come the only way to know how high you get me
Is to see how far I fall
God only knows how much I'd love you if you let me
but I can't break through at all.

It's a heartbreak...

I don't care if we don't sleep at all tonight
Let's just fix this whole thing now
I swear to God we're gonna get it right
If you lay your weapon down

Red wine and Ambien
You're talking shit again
It's heartbreak warfare
Good to know it's all a game
Disappointment has a name
It's heartbreak, heartbreak.

It's heartbreak warfare.
It's heartbreak warfare.
It's heartbreak warfare.

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#305; Wannabe you, wannabe me
March 20, 2010 12:12:00 AM

I just finished watching Transformers. On channel 9.

Aaaaaaaah, best movie ever. I could watch it forever and never get tired of it. I think that's like the 6th time watching it.

Me: Aaaaah, Josh Duhamel *drool
Sis: Ahahahahaha.
Me: Why are you married? Why are you married to Fergie?! Fergie's a man...!
Sis: Are you talking to the TV?
Hey, Josh Duhamel is HAWTTTT. Especially in army uniform, oh mah gawddd.

Alright, that's all for now, the bed isn't calling me but I have to go anyway.

*Rolls eyes.

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#292; Just before shock.
March 07, 2010 1:06:00 PM

So... how long did I have the last skin for?

According to my trusty 'blogskin html' file, I got it on the 18th. Of February. Not bad, nearly a month.

Hopefully I won't get too bored with this one.

I reckon this must have been the most annoying, frustrating, angst-inducing skin I've ever had to date.

That was most probably because the stupid Blogger preview wasn't working. And the stupid pictures kept getting mixed up. And I can't change the colour of my post titles, no matter how hard I tried. And I CAN'T PLAY MUSIC.

That's probably what sucks the most. :(

*

Please, just stop copying me. Yes, you definitely are more popular than me in terms of blog hits, but half the things in your damned blog are what I had before you. What you're doing is almost blatant plagiarism.

I'm really not that stupid, you know. Yes, I know you're smarter than me. Yes, I know that we're friends. But just because we're friends doesn't give you a right to change most of the contents of your blog after I've changed mine. And just because they don't have the exact same wording, the key words are there.

Crap, a bird just did dump on the garden table. GG, birdie. Why does your dump look so dark?

Anyway, I'm not being nasty to you, because after all, we are friends, but please, just come up with your own original ideas.

Ciao.

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Dear Mr President.
December 20, 2009 6:57:00 PM

Message to the government/Prime Minister:

STOP BUILDING NEW APARTMENTS. You keep building them and no-one's buying them. You know why people aren't buying them? Because they can't afford them. And DON'T give me any bull**** about you not building them, it's the contractors and s**t, because your ministry obviously has to approve them. Think you're modernizing the country? THINK AGAIN.

STOP TEARING DOWN HILLS FOR YOUR FREAKING PROJECTS. HALF THE TIME THEY DON'T GET FINISHED ANYWAY. AND YOU DON'T NEED ANYMORE FREAKIN APARTMENTS/CONDOMINIUMS, YOU'RE DESTROYING THE SKYLINE. AND THEY LOOK LIKE CRAP.

STOP CUTTING DOWN THE TREES AND DESTROYING FORESTS JUST FOR YOUR STUPID BUILDINGS. YOU DESTROYED A FREAKIN MOUNTAIN JUST TO BUILD A NEW AGONG'S PALACE, WHEN HE ALREADY HAS ONE ANYWAY! AND THE NEW ONE IS CRAP! IT LOOKS LIKE SOMETHING OUT OF A KAMPUNG!

STOP GOING ON ABOUT STOPPING GLOBAL WARMING. MY FOOT. The day we stop Global Warming in Malaysia (and I couldn't give a crap on who knows I'm in Malaysia anymore) is the day corruption stops in this God-forsaken country.

Which, for your information, is NEVER going to happen unless you, Dato' Seri Mohd. Najib bin Tun Haji Abdul Razak, clear out your whole government and start again from scratch.


I know I'm in no position to say this, because I have no idea (but I think I do) of how tiresome and frustrating and long this process will be, but let's face it, you're not getting anywhere trying to flush out corruption, because everyone is freaking corrupted.

I meant to just stay on topic of not building anymore apartments, but I got carried away.

Thank You.

And this isn't the last you hear of me.

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You do the math.
November 04, 2009 4:26:00 PM

Listening to: Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day

The final post until two weeks!

*doesn't know whether to smile or cry.

So... I'll let you guys have a peek at what I wrote on the 3rd of November 2007 (forgive me for speaking like an idiot, I was a noob blogger then. Can I consider myself one of the elite yet? Maybe not.) Oh well.

3rd November 2007.
my first and last post here in malaysia....
SAD!! i'm gonna miss everyone, especially my best frenz, wen yi,sonia,li shiann,melissa,sarah, sabina and last,but not least,loong chern! see,loong,i gave u a 'man' color. oh, and faiz and every single person who loves me and cares for me.. hard to believe that a couple of months ago i was thinking that this day would be far,far away...but its here..TODAY!!! and that a couple of days ago we were care-free...

those days seem far away now...
its sad to think i mite never see all my friends again....its not a happy thought. but at least there's something that can never be taken from me,and that's my friendz here that will always be with me and my stories.
this is all i can write for now...the next time i write sumthing,i'll be in AUSTRALIA!!
just want to say one last thing...to all my friends here in malaysia..

I LOVE ALL U GUYS AND I'M THINKING OF AND MISSING YOU
EVERYDAY!!!
Had enough of it? You're welcome to make fun of my atrocious typing and spelling and seemingly lack of capital letters. I also seemed to have a thing about not putting spaces where they should be put. And yeah, I had this thing with, umm, coloured writing and different sized fonts. I like keeping things simple now. Oh well, nice to know that I've changed over the 2 years since that post, and I don't need a Facebook app to tell me that.

So you've probably deduced that I've been here for 2 years! Well, if you did, congratulations, you've won a prize (I'm sorry, that's a lie). And if you didn't... well, don't worry, the people who did won't be getting a prize either.

I can probably say that I was a bit over the top there. I mean, as if I haven't seen my friends since forever, I've gone back three times since then (though that might be ending soon, even with AirAsia and all).

So... anything special today? Nope. Bummed around in the music store room during lunch with Mel and a year 11 named Sarah, who is really nice even though we just met her today. We were trying to play the guitars, only they were SO out of tune it wasn't even funny. Sounded terrible. Just a small pa-twang made all of us cringe.

What else?

Practically dragged Mel down the corridor to Ms Cook's office to tell her that she wasn't going to be doing tuba lessons after all... and then had to knock on the door for her, just to make her do it in the end. Kind of reminded me of the days when we were tiny and I had to talk to Pn Norihan for Wen, because she was so scared of her. Aah, the good old days. I probably tower over most of the teachers in primary school by now. Hard to believe I was really that titchy.

This is turning into rambles. I'm veering off topic, if there was even one.

Oh, right. 2 years.

Celebration? Zilch. Changes? Too many to count. Physically? Taller, definitely not thinner, new hairstyle, tanned legs and white everything else. Mentally? Stupider, for sure. But way better English. Or maybe it was always there, I just didn't feel like showing off to the teachers. So... I've become more arrogant? Confident sounds better.

I put some English songs back into my iTunes playlist. Aren't you proud of me?

The bugger from yesterday sneaked into the bedroom last night. I now have two mega huge lumps on my arm. I made Narelle, Suelyn, Brooke and Emma put their hands on it this morning because they were nice and cold. Soothed it a little. Christie made them into hot cross buns during form assembly. Sort of deflated them a little.

Here we are, at the end of the post (finally). You readers must be phewing in relief and wiping your foreheads in satisfaction. But if you were that bored during the post,why did you read til this part, right at the bottom?

I bow out.

So long and good night.

I had a weird dream last night. As per usual. But it was nice. As per usual. And it was even nicer when I opened up my Facebook account and read my stuff. Made my day, in the weird sort of way. As per usual.

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Of mosquitoes and refugees.
November 03, 2009 4:19:00 PM

So... my new blog layout! Like it? I kinda got sick of the old one, but this new one means that I have to resize any videos I put on here. Oh well, it was worth it. I spent about an hour last night looking though potential blogskins... they were really hard to choose! But I really like this one, and I have no idea why I'm explaining all this. Always has to be an explanation for everything.

Regarding my previous post on going on hiatus, you can now view it on the events tab at the top. Why that certain date? Well, you'll find out tomorrow.

There's an effing big mosquito flying around my head. It's so big, I could actually feel it when it was sucking the life out of my right arm. I tried smacking it to death but apparently it's big enough for me to miss it.

*cheers.

Go me!

It's probably flying around under the table somewhere, because I felt it on my leg just now. Felt it. You don't usually feel mosquitoes do you? Yea, I'll just wait for it to come back before jumping around like a madman woman.

Mum's watching Oprah. Damn she looks old now. Oprah, that is, not my mum.

Oh! There goes the little bugger. *Glare.

.....
....
...
..
.

SMACK!

...fail.

I think I managed to squash it's butt, but I have no idea where it's gone now. Bugger (literally) tried to suck out what's left of my blood. And I have a mega huge lump on my arm. My first mosquito bite since coming to the land of Oz! Amazing! *Applause.

Humanities assignment; bleh. Why would you give us an assignment to hand in the week before exams?! I mean, I really like you, Ms Minn - but I don't like your Twilight picture stuck on your book - but seriously, you could have given us a deadline after exams.

Refugees, oh refugees, where are you now? Refugees, oh refugees, I hope you have a happier life here in Australia. Even though you have a stupid policy by a certain brainless person blob who seems to enjoy locking you up in detention centres. I'm sorry we couldn't do anything about it. Hopefully you're having a better life now that a certain Chinese-speaking blob person has taken over.

Look, I feel sorry for you (and Beyond Borders is the most affecting and harrowing movie in the world), but I've got an exam to sit. And the report I'm doing on you isn't going to help me with it.

So... sorry.

THERE'S THAT EFFING MOSQUITO AGAIN!!!

*runs after it.

I'm gonna get more than your butt this time, just you wait!

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