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this never ending
story;
It's just wishful thinking
April 08, 2010 11:11:00 PM

No idea why, had a sudden urge to post this video. If I could, I'd post every single Epik High video that have the song to, but as it happens I only have their [e] album and Epilogue album. And the only songs that have a video from those albums are [Wannabe, Trot + High Technology] and [Run]. And I've already posted them.

I'll shut up now.

Enjoy watching Fan.

I love it, but it gives me the creeps. (: Thank God I'll never be as fangirl as that.



Basically the storyline's about this fangirl who kidnaps her singer idol. She doesn't like seeing him unhappy, so she makes plans to build a rocket to send him up to the stars. Then one day she finds that he stinks, so she chucks him in the washing machine to wash him [That part creeped me out the most]. And then he tried to kill himself, but that obviously fails. When the alarm goes off, it's when someone comes to save him, only she smokes out the place. Then when the rocket's done, she straps him on. But when she switched it on, he got electrocuted and died.


The end is when she's flashbacking. And wondering whether to kidnap the new guy or not.

Creepy as hell. But I love the song. :)


English Translation
Oh!
I know I can't have you
(But you're always in my head)
Even though I can't touch you
(It's just wishful thinking)
I can't say it,
(watching from far away)
You know I do
(I love you)
even though you don't know who I am

Oh baby don't you know,
You don't know my name
I couldn't sleep, because I was thinking of you

Oh so beautiful,
Grasping the photo I took of you in my hand.
My love for you is buried under the world's love,
For you, you're not listening i will never be allowed to.
In the next life we would live separate lives.
I want you so much I can't go back,
Thoughts of kissing you tonight,
I hold my pillow tighter

Today would be the first time we met.
You say that to everybody you meet.
I always talk to you with your back facing me.
Even the familiar 'hi' seems so awkward today..
If we blocked everybody's ears,
I'm hoping you would listen to only
What i had to say;
Seeing you walk away makes me go into a trance state, shake me from it.
From far away you have become a dot.
Where can i see you? (tell me)
Oh!
I know I can't have you
(But you're always in my head)
Even though I can't touch you
(It's just wishful thinking)
I can't say it,
(watching from far away)
You know I do
(I love you)
even though you don't know who I am

(But you're always in my head)
Even though I can't touch you
(It's just wishful thinking)
I can't say it,
(watching from far away)
You know I do
(I love you)
even though you don't know who i am

Why aren't you smiling today
I hope nothing's wrong
I can't face to look at your worried face
I wish I could take your pain away.
But I can't.
And that saddens me.
Just today, - if i ask you how you are doing..
Would you answer me? - hug me?
I can't reach you, touch you, or hold you
I'm going to meet you in my dreams again tonight

Even in my dreams, people disapprove
They say I'm crazy - if i erase the world
That makes you mine.
Why would I lose you to anybody else
No, I can never understand that. I'll make it so that you'll only look at me
I'll give you everything when we kiss,
I'll give you everything so that you can never leave me. I'll keep you in my cold heart

You are My star,
I'm your no.1 fan
Baby please take my hand

Oh!
I know I can't have you
(But you're always in my head)
Even though I can't touch you
(It's just wishful thinking)
I can't say it,
(watching from far away)
You know I do
(I love you)
even though you don't know who I am

(But you're always in my head)
Even though I can't touch you
(It's just wishful thinking)
I can't say it,
(watching from far away)
You know I do
(I love you)
Even though you don't know who I am

Oh!
i know i can't have you
(But you're always in my head)
Even though i can't touch you
(It's just wishful thinking)
I can't say it,
(watching from far away)
You know I do
(I love you)
Even though you don't know who i am
(But you're always in my head)
Even though i can't touch you
(It's just wishful thinking)
I can't say it,
(watching from far away)
You know I do
(I love you)

Boys and girls who have fallen
in psychotic love say oh, oh oh!
Boys and girls who have fallen
in idiotic love say oh, oh, oh!
Boys and girls who have fallen
in hopeless love say oh, oh , oh!
Boys and girls who have fallen
in love like mine say oh, oh, oh!

Even if you don't know who I am

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#303; Time is tickin' away...
March 16, 2010 6:51:00 PM

One - Epik High [english translation]
(One!)
Time is tickin', t-time is tickin'-tickin'
Time is tickin', t-time is tickin' away...

Tick, tick, tick...

I want to see your tears pour out
Pour out for no reason
No one knows the inside of your heart
The glass fragments are raging a storm

The wounds become a sickness
All the doors become a wall
I've become an enemy in the mirror
Doesn't it hurt?

I'll keep anyone from knowing about you
I'll leave the breath to tighten out
I'll force you to choose the end
(Aren't I bad?)

I'll take away all reason in the world for you to stand
Without the choice of a road back
I guess you'll walk to the end
Your breath would probably end before my heart

Wounds (When you cry)
Scars (Though you try)
Tears (Say goodbye)
Flowing (The time is tickin')

You are (When you cry)
Wandering (Though you try)
Through death
(I'll save you)

You are the one (One!)
When you're walking through the shadows
When I'm panicking in the shadows
My breath does the same

You are my savior
I'll reach my hand out to you
When all the doors in the world close for me
I'll support you with my hand

You are the one, you are my savior
You are the one, you are my savior
You are the one, you are my savior
My savior (One!)

Time is tickin', ti-...

Your hand set the world on fire
You close everyone's eyes
The suffering that was reflected in your eyes
Like stars became your city

(Are you still dreaming?) Still sleeping?
Are you measuring all the tears you've shed?
Hope is a paper boat that sinks
Isn't it sad?

Maybe you wake up drenched in sweat at night
Is consciousness crawling on the floor?
Are you thinking it's the end?
(Are you okay? 'Cause I understand)

I'm a scar on your broken body
I'll erase the tears you've hidden away in your shattered marriage
I'll grab your hand with mine and trust you

Wounds (When you cry)
Scars (Though you try)
Tears (Say goodbye)
Flowing (The time is tickin')

You are (When you cry)
Wandering (Though you try)
Through death
(I'll save you)

You are the one (One!)
When you're walking through the shadows
When I'm panicking in the shadows
My breath does the same

You are my savior
I'll reach my hand out to you
When all the doors in the world close for me
I'll support you with my hand

You are the one, you are my savior
You are the one, you are my savior
You are the one, you are my savior
(My savior)

Do you have wounds?
Do you have scars?
Are you wandering through the shadows?

Do you have wounds?
Do you have scars?
You're still beautiful to me...

You are the one (One!)
When you're walking through the shadows
When I'm panicking in the shadows
My breath does the same

You are my savior
I'll reach my hand out to you
When all the doors in the world close for me
I'll support you with my hand

Time is tickin', t-time is tickin'-tickin'
Time is tickin', t-time is tickin'-tickin'
Time is tickin', t-time is tickin'-tickin'
My savior

One!

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#298; Run lyrics translation
March 13, 2010 9:06:00 PM

Run - Epik High
Run, run, run away….
Run, run, run away….
Run, run, run away….
No matter how much I run (I can’t escape from it).
Run, run, runaway.
If I look back while running (You’re still there).

It’s pitch dark.
The world moves on too fast.
I’m the only one who’s limping on both legs.
The path I must walk is endless.
What’s at the end of this path?
Are you going there knowing about it?
Will I learn the answers if I go there with my eyes closed?
The sky that never responds to a such question.
The two arms tied up by a daily life is too heavy to embrace dreams.
I’m scared, I’ve been abandoned locked away.
Just for today run somewhere like your crazy.

Run till you can touch the sky with your hands.
Run till your heart is filled with your dreams.

Everybody run, run, run away…
No matter how much I run (I can’t escape from it).
Everybody run, run, runaway…
If I look back while running (You’re still there).

You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
Away…
No matter how much I run, I’m still on the same spot.

My life is a rainy night that rains 365 days.
Heart that gets smaller in every 24 hours.
I even hid the small comma and its tail,
then the future that awaits me becomes a period…
But carry the new day on your shoulder and run.
What am I running towards?
Weather if the sun’s setting or I if I’m loosing…
I don’t know.
But I go.
Keep on runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ high.
I’m the young star that has been abandoned by the galaxy.

Run till you can touch the sky with your hands.
Run till your heart is filled with your dreams.

Everybody run, run, run away…
No matter how much I run (I can’t escape from it).
Everybody run, run, runaway…
If I look back while running (You’re still there).

You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
Away…
No matter how much I run, I’m still on the same spot.

You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
Away…
For you, who’s running endlessly.

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