If only.
Okay, so I had this totally random dream last night (like I usually do, it's part of my ongoing descent into madness), and I don't remember much of it... I mean, name one person who remembers every single detail of their dreams and I swear I will get the President of whichever country they dwell in to award them a gold star.
And I went off track again.
I bet my readers either hate that, or love it.
Anyway, I only remember one part of this dream, because it was totally out of this world. To me, that is, because for some of my friends, it's a reality. This is going to sound REALLY lame, but I dreamt I was told to play the piano in a band. LOL! In my dream (and hell, I remember this vividly), I was like what the... f.... and then I was like 'Wow, this is so awesome!!!!' And then I woke up.
Poof, dream gone.
Sometimes I wonder, if I did stay on in Malaysia, would I really be in a band.. because let's face it, I love playing the piano. I honestly think I'm ok, but I'm not a whizz at it but I still love playing it. Plus I'm learning guitar now, and I love singing too (though I don't think I'm very good :]) so imagine what could have happened if I did stay on...
Sigh.
But these are only stuff I can dream about, stuff that can never become reality because for me, reality stopped when the plane left the runway.
Labels: m; sad