I'm sorry, I've broken the hiatus, but who cares. Not me, not you, not anyone else, because let's be honest, everyone really only cares about themselves, their closest friends, their family, and their partners.
And sometimes you get those people who only care about themselves.
It's 12:12 (make a wish, though you and I both know that it'll never come true), my panda eyes are at their very worse, I have to stay back in school tomorrow for the 3rd consecutive day, AND exams are in less than 2 weeks, but I do not give a crap. Not tonight.
So what happened ? I hear you say. Did someone die ? Did you break up with your boyfriend ? Are you diagnosed with a irreversible disease that you'll eventually succumb to ?
To all questions above, the answer is a big, fat NO (sorry to all of you who wanted something more dramatic to happen in their lives). Nobody I know is dead, I'm single and proud of it, and as far as I know, my body is as strong as a horse (seriously).
Well, get to the point already ! I hear you say now. So I will.
This world is sick. This world that we live in. We are sick.
People change all the time, yes, I'm aware of that, but this is something we've been diagnosed with since the moment we draw our very first breath of air, from the very moment the doctor gives you a hard smack to get those lungs going, from the moment you experience touch, sight, smell, sound.
Ask yourself this; have you ever talked behind a friend's back ? Maybe told them to shut up every now and then ? Maybe passed notes around, spread rumors about them simply because you didn't like them ?
Well, if you have, then kindly get out of my blog, because I refuse to have people like you in my blog. I wish. I am one of those people, and I will admit it because I have nothing to be afraid of.
We are all ungrateful. We are all traitors. We lament when we don't have friends, envy those who seem to be surrounded by people, yet when we finally get those people, all we want is to be rid of them.
This is what we are. We can't change that. Nothing can ever change that.
So why do I still feel sick when it's staring me right in the face ?
yes, I cried. I didn't want to, I refused to let it happen, but it did. & now I feel so much better. thanks, A :)
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IN ABSTRACT
"It won't work. It just won't work."
"Can't you try to be a bit more positive?"
"Fine, I'm positive it won't work."
- Charlotte's Web
Kpop nutshell
ss501; super junior; big bang; dbsk; epik high; u-kiss; ze:a; shinee; 2pm; cnblue; ft island; 2ne1; mblaq; b2st; after school; brown eyed girls; g.na; 2am; infinite; code v; miss A.