Song Choice: Faint - Linkin Park.
Faint - LinkinParkWhy is that the URL is so bloody long and the player that comes out is so bloody small?
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I am so bloody pissed off right now it's not funny. Life is so bloody unfair.
I need my noisy music right now.
*puts on the Noise playlist on iPod*
That's better.
I find noisy music helps alot in situations where you want to scream out to the world. Scream and scream and scream until there's nothing left. Nothing left to scream at. Nothing left to scream with. Nothing left to scream about.
Nothing.
Wouldn't you feel like hell if one of you're supposedly "best" friends posted pictures up on her blog/facebook/friendster/whatever and labelled it
BEST FRIENDS FOR LIFE! only.....you were missing from that album. You look and look and look and there's no trace of you anywhere, you just vanished from the face of earth.
and then you think,
I'm pretty sure that if I wasn't there, none of these people would have met each other, let alone be the best friends that they are now.But they don't seem to remember that because apparently they've been best friends since the earth began although it's only been 3 years. And you were the glue that held them together, only you don't even get a recognition anymore because you've left the country.
So... I have a right to be mad right?
Because when I was there everyone said "The 6 of us forever!"
Now it's "The 5 of us forever!"
Only it seems more like the 2 of them because they couldn't give a damn about the others anymore. So thanks. Thanks for trying to keep alive the friendship that we had going for a year. Thanks for not keeping your promise and letting everything fall apart.
Thanks for leaving them out, Thanks for just talking about stuff that only the 2 of you understand, Thanks for leaving the whole group out because you were the best friends all along. Nobody else mattered. Not even me.
And I know that I won't even get a You're Welcome.
Labels: m; emo